A month before the wedding, my boyfriend suddenly filed for divorce. Two years later, we met again. Should I forgive him?

My boyfriend and I met in college. At that time, my boyfriend was handsome like a hooligan. Actually, I don't know how to describe it. At that time, my boyfriend was the male god in the hearts of many girls in our school. Because my boyfriend has a good family background and looks good, although he is a little naughty, it is precisely because of his little naughty that he has won the hearts of more girls. However, in this beautiful school, my boyfriend has a crush on me.

I am naturally lucky to be the girlfriend of the male god, but at the same time I am afraid because my family is not as good as my boyfriend, and I am worried that our relationship will be hindered. But as it turns out, my worry is unnecessary. My boyfriend really likes me, and my boyfriend's parents respect his opinion. As long as he likes someone, as long as the other person is innocent, they can accept it.

I really think I am the luckiest girl, who can let me meet such a good family as my boyfriend. After graduating from college, I also found a good job with the help of my boyfriend. My boyfriend often stares at me without blinking. It feels like looking at another person, but every time I want to get up the courage to ask my boyfriend, I am afraid to hear an answer that I can't accept, so I swallow it back every time I reach my mouth.

It has been two years since my boyfriend and I graduated. We were together in senior three, so we have been together for three years. At the beginning of this year, we got engaged and the wedding date was fixed. I'm waiting to be a bride, but just one month before our wedding, my boyfriend actually proposed to divorce, and he didn't give me any reason, so he divorced. In this way, I became a joke in the eyes of relatives and friends. I could have flown to the branches to be a phoenix, but now I have become a laughing stock!

After my boyfriend divorced, I just disappeared out of thin air. No matter through what channels I inquired, I didn't get any news about my boyfriend. I can't accept my boyfriend's divorce So I vowed to find him and he must give me a reasonable explanation. But two years later, I still haven't found a boyfriend. I have been to my boyfriend's house countless times. I don't know if his parents don't want to tell me, or I really don't know.

In the past two years, my life has also been muddled. I always feel that without my boyfriend, I have lost my goal in life. This time I went to my boyfriend's house as usual, but this time I actually met my boyfriend at his door, but there was a woman beside him with a child in her arms. The children look one year old. I saw her boyfriend looking at them with spoiled eyes, which I have never seen before.

I finally found a boyfriend, so naturally I want to ask him why he divorced two years ago and why he made me a laughing stock in the eyes of others. At this time, my boyfriend said to me apologetically, Bingbing, I'm sorry I hurt you. In fact, I was chasing you because you look a bit like my first love, which is my current wife. We were separated by misunderstanding, and I wanted to live a good life with you, but just a few months before our wedding, she came back. At that time, I realized that I didn't like you, so I chose to break up my marriage. I'm sorry for the damage I've caused you in the past two years.

After listening to my boyfriend's explanation, I couldn't help crying my eyes red. This is the answer I have been looking for for the past two years. It turns out that I am just a body in my boyfriend's eyes, body double. No wonder I always have the feeling that my boyfriend looks at me, as if I were looking at another person. But what have I been waiting for these two years? Why did he give me hope and disappointment at the same time? I hate him, I hate his selfishness, and I think I will never forgive him in my life!