What does it feel like to be beaten violently?

I remember that there were more than ten men surrounding me. One of them kept cursing at me, but I didn’t say anything. He threw the chopsticks over and I didn’t think about it and threw a bowl over. , and then what I remember is the tendency of the people surrounding me to press forward. My instinctive reaction was to bend down and hold my head. There was like thunder on my back, and bottles, bowls, etc. were hitting me hard. Smash it from above. After the fight, they were still arguing there. I saw that my pants were soaked with blood. Later, when I arrived at the hospital, I was bleeding a bit and felt dizzy and unclear. It felt better to lie down during the stitches. I had to shave off my long hair that I had had for several years before I could get the stitches (that hair style was really ugly, so it would be better if I cut it off). Later, the doctor said that there is blood stasis and something in your lungs, and a small tube should be inserted to remove it. Then, I only applied some anesthesia on the skin under the ribs under the armpit of my left hand, made a small opening, and then forced the tube in between the ribs. It was the most painful experience in my life. Then the tube stayed on my body for two weeks. Every day I felt uncomfortable sitting or lying down. I couldn't sleep at all. I was so sleepy that I fell asleep without realizing it, only to wake up again with pain. When my classmates came to see me, they said that when we walked to the door of the ward, it felt like you were dead. Your mother and your girlfriend were sitting at the door crying. My mother was already under a lot of pressure at work, and she wasted a lot of time communicating with the police and the judge to get compensation. And more importantly, she suffered even more when she saw me like this. At the same time, she had to work and be responsible for my bad things. You can imagine the pressure.

The beating I am talking about here is not like the kind of fight that normal people get into when they are angry, and there is a bottom line not to beat people too much. Some people want to hurt you from the bottom of their hearts when they get angry. A lot of people come over and punish you as hard as you want. These people have no bottom line, and there are also those who use knives to chop, right? (I'm glad no one brought a knife at the time, but Things like beer bottle fragments gave me a few blows). I won’t talk about the personnel structure and situation at the scene or other reasons here. I hope everyone understands that you don’t want to understand this lesson after experiencing it yourself. I didn't feel anything bad when I was beaten. But the experience of facing violence can scare you for a while. For example, I feel lucky that I was not beaten to death, and I feel frightened when I see a gangster. It took a long time to finally come out of the excessive shock. I also deeply understand that if you put yourself aside in this way, not only yourself but also some of the closest people will be hurt the most. For young people, parents bear the most. I believe people who have families understand this better and will not be contaminated by these things. And why can't you offend the little bastard? He has nothing to lose. He has the kind of state where he will fight you to the death, and he won't be afraid of beating you to death. If you are like me and care about the tears of the two women crying for you at the door, your own health and your bright future, then don't mess with these people. What's more, if you are lying down or being killed, others may have to clean up your mess.

This is the actual experience of being beaten violently. Just feel it in words, don’t try it yourself.