What kind of experience is it to miss someone?

Happiness is from scratch. From scratch is pain, everyone is. A person's unrequited love is like being lovelorn. I often think that I should be the only one who is sad and misses you. ?

I changed the WeChat avatar and the cover of my circle of friends. I do this every time I plan to start over. I will change my avatar to make this sacred thing full of ritual. ?

I deleted the chat record, and I understand that many things that I can't bear to delete will eventually be deleted. Since then, your name and avatar have never jumped out of my WeChat.

Do you think I'm funny? I'm still looking forward to hearing from you. I've expected countless times, and I've been disappointed countless times. ?

Many times I have wondered why our relationship is different when we wake up. We don't have to do this. ?

You probably don't know that before I met you, I wanted to make friends and tell the world everything. After knowing you, I found it enough to tell you one person. Now, my circle of friends is ostensibly telling the world, but only you can see it. I just want to tell you one person. ?

There are screenshots of chatting with you in the circle of friends. I dare not look back at the circle of friends and don't want to delete it. I had to hide in Weibo and send Weibo with one injury after another, for fear that you might see it, but you wouldn't. If only our mutual concern in Weibo could be mutual affection.

I blocked your circle of friends. Why can every circle of friends you send easily affect my mood all day? Now, lying on my "Don't look at his circle of friends" list are WeChat merchants, Daigou, relatives and boys with straight male cancer, and you. For me, click on your WeChat page, choose "Don't look at his circle of friends", and then think that you can disappear from my life forever. Forever.

Then the truth hit me in the face very loudly. Seeing delicious food, I still want to share it with you. I hope you did, went to a fun place, or recorded a small video for you. I hope you are too. I still want to tell you what you do every day. But what can I do? I have killed the impulse to chat with you again and again. I have said goodbye to you countless times in my heart, but it is not true.

The habit that I can't get rid of for so many years is that I can't delete the person I like coolly and blacken his contact information. I want to know how he's doing, whether he's doing well or not, but he's doing well. ?

You are still a special concern in my WeChat activity. I am used to reading your WeChat steps every day, watching what time you get up, watching how many steps you have taken today, and guessing that you should go to class. There are not many classes today. There is no chat record, and the only place to contact you is probably the WeChat campaign. I like when the footsteps are close to you, because our heads will be together. At that time, I always took a photo as a link between us. ?

I posted an article "I like you for a long time" in Jane's book that day, and I shared it with my friends. You are the first WeChat friend to press the like button. I only see two trends in your account, one is to register new users, and the other is to like the article "I like you for a long time". At that moment, I had mixed feelings, my emotions suddenly surged, and my tears fell without warning. I don't know why I feel so sad and happy. I'm very excited that I haven't seen you for a long time, and I'm very sad that it should be like this, just like a friend who hasn't seen you for a long time suddenly flashed in front of you. I used to be familiar with it, but now it's strange. ?

In fact, what I am afraid of is that I won't meet someone who looks like you, talks cute, makes me happy, is willing to chat with me, and is especially willing to chat with you and likes to bully you.

I thought I liked him before, but I wanted to be with him. If I am not with him, I hope he will die alone, and I am relieved to see that he is not doing well. Now I find that's not the way I like to be alone. ?

What I really like is that I can't hide his bad mood. I hope you have a good life, especially the good kind. I hope you have a good life, super super happy, and I wish you happiness. No one in the world can be happier than you except me. Oh, so I really like to look like this. I have lived for many years. This is the first time I have seen you. ?

Love is not shameful, nor are the subtle ups and downs of the human heart. I like you. I'm not ashamed.

I forwarded a Weibo. I don't know if you have seen it. It was written by an emotional blogger, Ni Yining. ?

"When I was separated from you, I thought my life would come to an abrupt end. But no?

I survived. Still living a lush life. ?

I continue to wait for news from others. ?

Continue to make up other people's dates for ten minutes. ?

Continue to be ridiculed. Some jokes are not funny, and some are actually quite funny. ?

Continue to support your eyelids and reply to WeChat. ?

Continue to pick good-looking photos and send them to friends. Only one person can see them. ?

Continue to chat with people, from the restaurants they often go to to the countries they have been to. ?

The beginning of the story is similar. How hard I worked for you then, and now I'm racking my brains to attract others. ?

Are you asking me to be sad? When I tell the joke I told again, when I find that a moment seems to have reappeared yesterday. ?

Sadness. ?

But I always take risks. The beginning of the story is similar. I draw very carefully, more cautious, calmer and more witty than when I love you. I think if the story continues, I will probably have a different ending. ?

So don't come to my dream and ask me if I am happy. ?

I'm fine. "?

This passage makes me very sad. Even the lightest sentence will be defeated in front of you. ?

But it doesn't matter, you don't have to worry, and I won't miss it for long. I will still look forward to meeting such a person once, which will give me 100% investment for a while. After being lovelorn, I feel that I can't live without him. I think about it day and night, can't eat, and get drunk. ? Just like dreaming, plunge into it and admit it no matter how uncomfortable you wake up. Although I know that people like me are too self-repairing, it is probably too difficult for a person who loves six points at most. ? But I still expect one exception after another, and then one exception after another. ?

After all, we are back to the original point, and we are busy with each other. You study law, laws and regulations emerge one after another, I study accounting, and there are unreasonable tax rates. Our meeting will become a dream, and we will forget it when we wake up. We will only vaguely remember that dream. Sometimes I think it's good to stop at this moment. You don't have to see me narrow-minded, extreme, selfish and possessive. Well, that's good. Every short-lived beauty should be preserved, and it is not good to continue. ?

You are my sharping, don't let it out in the future. ? I hope time can protect you and me.

In my heart, you are really good. You were, are and will be. ?

I tried my best. The story left no suspense and was too lazy to be complete.

So I think we can get here. That's it.

Let's leave now. ?