Talk about my feelings about Gu Xichao in "Cold Against the Water"

Gu Xichao's personality is complex, but simple. He is too simple, ignorant of the world and too lazy to kiss up. Even admitting your mistakes is awe-inspiring and inviolable, without any servility. All this determines that he can only make people agree with him through hard work, and he knows how difficult it is. As a humble man, his heart is higher than the sky. He looks down on those little people who are incompetent but can show off their nepotism, so he looks down on their company, but he is still the son-in-law of the prime minister, which really makes him embarrassed. However, he is really different from those people. He is talented, brave and witty. He wrote seven laws for four years and was treated as a joke. This is the world. If you study hard, you will only be laughed at. In order to prove this difference, he paid a lot, by hook or by crook, killed anyone who stood in his way, killed Buddha when he met Buddha, killed his ancestors, and crossed the rubicon. Throwing caution to the wind, his blood feud killed seven village castellans in Ang Lee, appeared to bully Shaoshang Qi, killed soldiers in the village, killed women and children in Leijiazhuang and destroyed Cheng Nuo.

But he is affectionate. No matter what bad things he has done, Gu Xichao is a good man and has no bad habits. He is not greedy for money and lust, respects women and is gentle and infatuated with his wife. He has the romantic temperament of a poet, guessing words with his wife at the table between lanterns, setting off fireworks with his wife during the day, and his eyes are gentle and affectionate, just to make his wife smile.

On the one hand, he is ambitious, but on the other hand, he denies himself. He wears blue clothes all the year round. Most of the time, he has no money. If you have money, treat your wife and save lives. He has been killing people, but his wife has been saving lives. It is really interesting! In front of his wife, he felt inferior, and he was not worthy of Sun Yat-sen. Even for this reason, he didn't have sex with his wife (some netizens said that he was frigid and agreed with half, and Gu Xichao's spiritual pursuit was also one aspect. I think he advocates spiritual communication more, which may be related to his life experience. In order to emphasize his pain, the screenwriter put him at the bottom of society. The son of a prostitute, who doesn't even know who his father is, is despised and bears too much humiliation. In front of his opponent, he is full of energy, laughing and laughing, and what a contradictory mentality.

He has an empty ambition, but he can't show it. He was depressed. Even killing Shaoshang Qi is just a task given to him by his father-in-law. I think you are too poor. I will give you a chance. If you can't do it, go to hell! So he worked very hard. He was so eager to prove his ability that he was desperate and was called crazy. It's crazy enough. Crazy doesn't leave any room for himself. Later, when he was desperate, he owed a large amount of blood debt. Although he joked that the debt was too much and the lice were itchy, he was also scared in his heart. He couldn't afford to be taunted by all the people, so he simply killed them.

He is lonely, and there is only his lonely figure between heaven and earth. He has no friends or relatives, but his only beloved wife makes him feel inferior and puts him under great pressure. In order to have a reputation comparable to that of his wife, he embarked on the road of no return. Those so-called allies betrayed and abandoned him again and again, and he often faced dangerous situations alone. Compared with Shaoshang Qi's experience, he is even more pitiful. Every time he killed the Urban Council, he ended in failure. What Shaoshang Qi faced was sincere loyalty, but what he faced was betrayal and abandonment, desolation and despair. Many times, he can only finish the task by himself. The scene of Shenwei escorting the company brought his talent to the extreme. What about a person? You will still be cornered by your integrity. If you want to leave, I'll take your royal darts. Aren't you afraid of death? Always worried about your relatives, so I will tie them up. People grow up in a rich environment and can't bear anything. They can't compare with him, they have nothing and fight alone, so they are not afraid of anything. No one helped him, but he was so stubborn that he refused to give up even if he was humiliated to pieces. He is very proud. Every time he is in danger, he doesn't beg for mercy or be afraid. He painfully closed his eyes and turned to die!

He is like a child, stubbornly pursuing what he wants. But he is not a child. He knew it was wrong. He knew he was being used, but there was nothing he could do. There are too many of us in him. He despised the so-called rights and had to pursue them. He didn't want to be a slave, but he had to obey. In private, he never feels that he is inferior to those who are powerful. Why can that useless emperor be respected in the golden palace? He is clever, but he will be insulted just because he was born? So you can step on the imperial plaque and ask the emperor, is your surname Zhao? Have you been emperor for a long time? If he is wild, he still can't put down his name. He doesn't care about the word profit, but he can't help but care about his reputation. He wants people to face him squarely and accept him. Because of this, he is willing to be used by others, just to let people see his talent. This is why I am grateful to Shaoshang Qi, because he is the only one who agrees with him and appreciates each other. He killed Shaoshang Qi again and again, but he escaped again and again. I'd rather believe that he didn't want to kill Shaoshang Qi, but he deliberately released water. The bad is not thorough enough, and the malicious is not firm enough. I feel that I am cruel and will be soft-hearted inadvertently. Gu Xichao, if the sky is going to kill you, who can save you?

He is like a misguided child. He went further and further, and finally lost his way and couldn't find his way home. Seeing him go the wrong way again and again, we couldn't save him, but our hearts hurt, so Gu Xichao used it to grieve.

It's from Gu Xichao.