How to save others in a quagmire?

Recently, I read Norwegian Forest, and my mood is always easy to fall into a trough, always shrouded in the depressed atmosphere in the book. The protagonists Watanabe, Naoko, Qing Zi, Muyue, Naoko's sister Reiko Kobayakawa, etc. , give me find a vague place * * *. I can't tell an ugly story as clearly as those authors who have books to read, but I feel very heavy, and somehow they think of themselves.

? Let's start with Watanabe. Watanabe is a loner and has few friends. In his heart, even Muyue is his friend (not much better than my unique friend). Naoko doesn't count. Naoko later became the person he loved. Watanabe has a deep affection for Muyue, and somehow they hit it off. Watanabe is not a sociable person, and probably not very good at it. He always reads books, listens to music and enjoys himself. I still admire Watanabe for this. Although he is always alone, he is not afraid of loneliness. ferry across the river

Bian's idea is probably that people who don't get along can be excluded from his world. Just as he didn't make a friend in the class and dormitory during his boarding in college, it is precisely because of the far difference in ideas that when he receives a phone call from the opposite sex, his companions in the dormitory always tease him and make some jokes. Watanabe naturally does not have the heart to make friends, but just talks nonsense. In the class, the books that students read are completely different from those he reads, so they can't talk together at all, so they have no friends.

For friends, Watanabe has an attitude that is hard to fill. Muyue's death hit him hard. Perhaps before Muyue entered Watanabe's world, Watanabe could enjoy himself and live quite comfortably. However, a friend who is in tune with you has been with you for such a long time, and after you have devoted so much friendship to him, one day, everything will come to an abrupt end and people will feel empty. In a trance, I don't know where I am. Watanabe suddenly lost his place in this world. Even if they don't get along for a long time, especially compared with Watanabe's life, it can be said that it is very short. However, the wound left by Muyue's death has never healed. Because of his death, subsequent events and people he knew, this wound was torn open again and again, bloody, reminding Watanabe of the cruelty of this world.

? So the only thing Watanabe has to do when living in a boarding house is not to think too deeply about anything. This is "once bitten, twice shy". Watanabe is afraid of pain, just like someone who has been hurt once in love. I think Watanabe is not a passionate and open-minded person, and his personality should be very convergent. When a person who is very introverted emotionally puts almost all his feelings into getting along with someone, but is interrupted, will this pain make him feel no pain?

Watanabe is very painful. In order to get through this painful stage of being unable to resort to language, you should paralyze yourself, just like taking an anesthetic when people can't stand the pain. For a long time, Watanabe was in this trance state, and he decided to retire to his own world and didn't want to have any in-depth contact with the outside world. He is building a protective shell, which not only protects himself, but also isolates him from the world until he accidentally meets Naoko.

? He and Naoko avoided talking about Muyue, but because of their close relationship with Muyue, even if they just walked together, they felt that they could see the traces that Muyue had left from each other, thus gaining a kind of comfort. Muyue died, but in the hearts of those who love him, I still can't bear to give up my memory of him. Is Watanabe's affection for Naoko love? I think this problem is very complicated, and his feelings for Naoko are also very complicated.

I wonder if Haruki Murakami himself doesn't know what kind of feelings this is. At first, they may just want to miss Muyue together, miss it by themselves, or dare not miss it at all, or miss it too painfully. If two people do this together, they will probably feel that they are in the same boat and depend on each other. It may make you feel better to know that there is someone else in the world who shares the same pain with you.

Until Naoko's birthday, neither of them dared to touch the wound. I don't know if I can't bear the pain of losing Muyue. Naoko suddenly collapsed and entered Amilio. Watanabe is very eager to save Naoko. Although he is in deep pain, at least he can numb himself and seem to communicate with the outside world normally. It just failed. For Naoko, there is no way to live without Muyue.

? Let's talk about Naoko. Naoko's psychological feelings are all confided to Watanabe. We can't grasp her psychological changes as clearly as Watanabe can, only from those meetings. Especially when Watanabe visited Amelio for the first time, they could learn a thing or two by talking about Muyue at night.

The significance of Muyue to Naoko is different from that of Muyue to Watanabe. In Naoko's world, Muyue and she are just like different parts of a person's body, and they are indispensable and can't be abandoned anyway. For Watanabe, it is a friend who will be extremely painful to lose, but not so painful as to lose the idea of living. After Muyue's death, Watanabe was in a daze, but the dance academy and Naoko fell into the abyss of despair bit by bit until no one, no, no one could ever save her.

The relationship between Naoko and Muyue is too close and has an abnormal trend. For both of them, the world seems to have nothing to do with them. They just need each other's presence. It is precisely because of this morbid dependence and love for each other that Naoko cannot be redeemed. The world without Muyue is a broken world, a world without nostalgia. Naoko is just surviving, just like a terminally ill patient, using the best imported drugs and the most advanced medical equipment only slightly prolongs his survival time.

Naoko's strong dependence on Muyue was influenced by her sister who committed suicide. Naoko's sister can get even less information when she commits suicide. So how did a beautiful girl with a good brain commit suicide when everyone loved her? Maybe Huiji will get hurt. When a person is too smart, he sees everything too clearly. If he is more pessimistic, he will easily come to a dead end. The intimate contact with my sister's death may not leave a shadow, but it will cover Naoko's life, especially when I hear my father say that this is probably a family inheritance. I was afraid that I had planted a seed in my heart, that is, I might not be normal myself. This seed began to take root and sprout after Muyue's death, and it thrived until she left this world.

? Another hidden protagonist, Muyue, has little information, at least almost no traces of his psychological activities. Although he was there from beginning to end, his sudden suicide always made me feel shrouded in fog. No one mentioned Muyue's family background, only that he and Naoko were childhood friends and inseparable.

He is not sociable, but in Watanabe's heart, he is a warm and fair person who seems arrogant, with quick thinking and shrewd speech. I don't know why he doesn't show his talent to the wider world. Muyue is probably worried about herself. He is eager to change himself and improve himself, but he always can't. He knows very well that he is too weak to be alone with Naoko forever. He always has to deal with the outside world Maybe he is full of fear of the outside world, but he has to suppress his fear and try to get in touch with the outside world.

The world of two people is safe and comfortable, but just like growing up, you have to leave the warm and comfortable nest and stumble outside, and you can grow up with a broken head. The appearance of Watanabe may be the dawn of hope and the straw of life-saving for Muyue. He is eager to connect with the outside world through Watanabe, but for one thing, he lacks the courage to take that crucial step, and for another, Watanabe is actually a relatively closed person in his own world. Why else do they hit it off so well? Maybe I found a similar smell on Watanabe, so I feel very safe.

Muyue really wants to be with three people all the time, preferably all her life, but she understands painfully that this is impossible. He tried, tried, and tried to communicate with the outside world through Watanabe's chain. Finally, he was able to stumble in this frightening world without Watanabe, but he failed, so he also collapsed. At that moment, he probably realized that he could never do it. So desperate.

? As another heroine, Yoko occupies a large space, and the difference between Yoko and Naoko is very obvious. Of course, this part of the reason is that Naoko lost his vitality after losing his wood. However, Yoko is not a completely healthy person, I mean mental health. The affection between Qing Zi's parents should be excellent, too good to ignore their children?

Qing Zi and her sister are both children who have been neglected by their parents since childhood, or because their parents' generation are not used to expressing their feelings, they always talk about love or not, so they will probably feel embarrassed. Qing Zi is extremely lacking in love, so she always looks forward to very close contact with others and is keen to talk about some topics that others can't accept, such as sex, men and women.

Her true love is more obvious. The reason why she always talks about sex may be because she doesn't like the respectable people around her, but she pretends not to care about or even despise sex when she clearly thinks about it, but turns around and puts her hand into the girl's skirt. Qing Zi hates this kind of hypocrite, pretending to be knowledgeable and knowledgeable, but when you really throw them a question, you can't prevaricate.

The reason why she likes Watanabe so much is that Watanabe is very real. Watanabe did not despise her for talking about sex, but answered her irrelevant questions seriously. He won't pretend to be a gentleman in front of her and accuse her of debauchery, but behind her back he thinks about how to get girls into bed. The truth of Watanabe is simply amazing, and people can't help wondering how there are such real people in this world. It is natural that Yoko falls in love with Watanabe. Whether they are really together in the end, Haruki Murakami did not give a clear answer, but readers still hope they have a happy ending.

? Murakami also spent some ink on another woman, that is, Reiko Kobayakawa. Like Naoko's sister, Reiko Kobayakawa had a smooth sailing when she was young. It should be said that she is smoother than Naoko's sister. Everyone around her thinks that she will become an excellent professional pianist. Expect the unexpected, however, is that Reiko Kobayakawa can't play the piano.

There is nothing wrong with my body except that I can't move my little finger. I don't know if people around me have too high expectations and too much psychological pressure. Such a psychologically fragile person can lead a quite good life satisfactorily as long as he is carefully cared for. However, there is always a fuse, and good wishes are still no match for the cruel reality. It is more inevitable than accidental that Reiko Kobayakawa met this girl. Even if it wasn't the girl, it might have been someone else who inadvertently lit the fuse, and then all the seemingly stable and happy days exploded, even if it wasn't that moment, it was another moment, and she could never escape this robbery.

? The forest in Norway is as famous as the author, but I have never touched it before. I always thought it would be a novel too literary, but I didn't understand it after reading it. Maybe my feelings are right. When I was a child, I really couldn't understand this book, and even felt bored. However, in this 30-year-old me, after reading this book, I have been carrying a heavy depression in my heart and I can't get rid of it for a long time. I have to turn on the computer and write down so many feelings in one breath before this depression can dissipate.

I think this is because I vaguely see some of my own shadows in this book and feel the same way. Just like reading two books, Silent Confession and Genius on the Left and Madman on the Right, I have an understanding and pity for the characters. I always have deep sympathy for those who are struggling in pain but can't express themselves, perhaps because I vaguely see myself in them.