But he still often carried stools to lecture the little girls. When I couldn't get angry, I tied our stools with red thread. Then I deliberately pulled the tables in front and behind us very close, ju

But he still often carried stools to lecture the little girls. When I couldn't get angry, I tied our stools with red thread. Then I deliberately pulled the tables in front and behind us very close, just to get him closer to me. He has long hands, long arms, and long legs. He often brings his arms to my side, and I don't avoid them. Sometimes I just look at his arms quietly. Just very happy. However, when he found the red rope, he broke them all, and then moved the small stool to teach them the topic again. Then I tied it again, and then he pulled it away again. . . Later, the teacher saw that I looked wrong and asked my deskmate to accompany me to get the injection. Then I went with him happily. This child walked very fast along the way and was afraid of me first. It looked like I was going to eat him alive, so I walked very slowly on purpose and asked him to wait for me. When I got to the clinic, the doctor wanted to give me an injection, the kind that would hit my butt, but he was too embarrassed to look back. Then we all came back and started studying again, and then there was another monthly exam. I did very poorly in the exam this time, maybe it has something to do with my illness. The questions are also very difficult. This time when I asked questions, he still gave priority to women, and no matter how others disturbed him, he could only concentrate on doing one thing. The more I thought about it, the angrier I became. Later, I drew a 38-point line for him and wrote a line of small words on it. . Hengheng, if you are my sun, please stay 149,597,870 kilometers away from me. We had a little conflict. After this monthly exam, the teacher asked us to rank according to our rankings. Originally, the top few sat in their original seats. Unexpectedly, unexpectedly, Xiaoyin actually took my seat. Later, I was relieved and felt better. That's it! Who made himself fail in the exam?

Later, the teacher felt that I should be with him, so he placed Xiaoyin next to the monitor, and I returned to my original position. Maybe this is fate! God will not kill me. At that time, we were about to separate in more than a month. He chose science and I chose liberal arts. I especially cherished this hard-won fate, and then I wrote him a letter to apologize, titled "Thinking from Another Place"

Deskmate

My Deskmate

I hear you

Show me your sadness

Tell me how lost you are

Don’t be obsessed

Tell me why

I don’t understand the result

What separates you and me

You have your persistence

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I have my choice

Irrelevant characters

Why

caused such an uproar

This is How worthless

You looked at me with confused eyes

It made me confused

Your eyes slowly moved over

When you want to speak, you stop talking

Your constant chatter

Miniature the space

It makes it difficult for me to fit in

You said you love me

I heard it as a joke

Maybe it was me

who accidentally broke your mood

I still

want to get back together with you

If

this is all my fault

I would rather turn into a happy person Guo

To make you happy, to make you happy

Please don’t torture

Don’t do this

Doing this is harmful to everyone It’s hard

I still miss my old deskmate

Optimistic, sunny and passionate

That’s the perfect life

Same Desk

My dear deskmate

Can you hear

My confession

He also forgave me, and we Became good friends.

? When we were in the second and third years of high school, our class had to run and do exercises during the free time. Our class was close to the door. Every time after running and doing exercises, I would quickly run to the door and then walk slowly. , and then after a while he would pat my back and say hello to me, and then I would pretend not to know anything and say hello to him too. He smiled at me, then took his notebook and ran back to the rocket class with his classmates. .

? When he finished his college entrance examination in his senior year of high school, I asked him where he had been. He said he was admitted to Qingdao University. I originally wanted to go to Qingdao, but later my teacher advised me not to go, saying that my score would not allow me to get into a good major there. I had no choice but to give it up. He comes from a superior family and has extraordinary temperament. Both his parents are teachers and he is good at studying. Destined to be different from me. Love makes people humbler. For him, a straight man, my feelings are probably so insignificant that they are not worth mentioning. Perhaps to him, I am just a passer-by in the vast sea of ??people. This hard-won relationship for me, this hard-won person for me, this hard-won time for me, to me, are all gifts and favors from God to me who was confused. That love, that person, and that time can only be secretly buried in the softest corner of my heart. Whenever I recall his hearty laughter, my state of mind and dreams will immediately become vivid and vivid. It's like a warm current of spring pouring into my empty heart.

Until now, although I have long been relieved of this relationship, we have rarely contacted each other. It’s not that I miss him, the key is that I miss him too much.