I hope someone can help me, and this night, I am desperate.

Everyone has a low point, not only you, but also when I graduated from college. No one can help you, only time and hard work. Time will take away everything that makes you unhappy, and efforts will bring back what you want. This is how I get out of the trough. No matter how tired I am, I can't give up. As you think, you will definitely get better and be happy. You said that you want to find a reason to keep you going, and that's yourself. You have to let yourself go. What do people live for their parents, their children, their boyfriends or this and that? Isn't it all for themselves in the final analysis? If you are good, they will be good, and if they are good, you will be good. Love is gone, and it will come again. People are predestined friends. If you leave, it is not your love, but it is predestined friends. Only self-respect and self-love can get a dignified love. What is self-respect and self-love means that you live a good life and are full of confidence, and others will like you. If you don't love yourself and are so decadent, who will like you? Believe me, girl, tomorrow will be better, put on a light makeup, buy some beautiful clothes, and regain your self-confidence and self-esteem in this beautiful season of spring, and everything will be fine.