I really can't help it. I really want to die. I have a nervous breakdown. Can I be more comfortable only if I die? I'm not afraid of jokes or expressing my feelings.

There is no hope when you die, or, most importantly, there is hope. What's wrong with divorce? Being single is also good. Freedom, remember, as long as you live, there will be no way out. Now that I'm divorced, I've devoted myself to my work. Besides, after divorce, you will gain experience and never meet anyone again. . . Tell me more about your parents. I think you should talk to your father calmly, ask your father if he will be angry if your mother talks to other men every day, and tell your father that you believe he is friends with that woman, but also take into account his mother's feelings. It is not easy to live together for so many years. Please understand each other and ask your father not to talk to women all the time, saying that your mother is angry because she loves you too much. Then tell your mother that dad and that woman are actually just friends. Tell her not to be so angry. The father should be wrong. Give him a chance, go out with him more in the future and comfort him.