A model essay on apologizing to a mysterious admirer.

Dear Shanshan:

I know I'm wrong, but I can't do it ~ think about it. I know you are tired and in a bad mood, but I also have something bothering me. Work is so busy and the salary is so low. I want to chase a girl I like-you! I'm afraid I don't have the financial ability to make you live a better life. I'm afraid I can't take care of you. I'm afraid, too. Well, I'm afraid of a lot of things anyway, and I always feel that I don't deserve you, especially my bloated figure and rough appearance. Alas, it is simply a failed product.

However, I can't change the fact that I have grown up like this. I hope you will ignore me, as if I were a fly flying at noon yesterday. Don't take a big fly swatter and just click me off. I will be depressed to death for the rest of my life. I really want to be with you. I'm sorry to see you so sad and uncomfortable, you know? Especially the brown sugar and pepper noodles I drank yesterday ~! ! Oh, my God! What's that smell ~ I don't think I can drink it ~ Shanshan ~ Even for me, you should take good care of your body! Don't feel bad anymore ~ it's really uncomfortable! I miss you so much now! I really want to find you! Can you give me time? I know you are busy at work ~ I think you should have time after work ~ but I didn't expect you to be so busy after work ~ I can't stand it any more ~ You are really, don't you know to love yourself? Idiot.

When I like someone, I always think of her inadvertently, what she is doing now, and whether she misses you now. I always unconsciously write her name, write it, and then giggle slightly, laughing at whether she is gently drawing your name. I always pout slightly and get angry about why the phone can't get through. Until I heard a familiar voice, something called happiness quietly overflowed. I will always be used to reviewing myself. I will review whether I didn't do well enough and didn't care enough about her. I always want to be silent under her care. In front of her, you are willing to be a child who knows nothing and then listen to her call you. I will always want to have a quarrel with her, wondering if I will really affect her mood, wondering. If there is a dispute, who will stop it first? She will always tell her to rest, and don't stay with her late. But when she really leaves, she will feel a sense of loss, blaming her for not knowing her true feelings and blaming herself for not keeping her. She always holds the phone, but she doesn't know what to say. Even if two people are silent, she doesn't want to hang up because, in that way, I can feel her breath. And I feel the same way about Shanshan now ~ I have a lot of reluctance to you, and I will never have it. I don't know why, it seems that you are right about everything, and everything is hello ~ there is absolutely no second woman in the world except you.

Sometimes when I call, I think, how can I tell you such a cold joke? Now every time we have a little conflict, I always review myself. I'll call you. Hang up on me as soon as you get angry. I asked myself why you hung up. I said something wrong and did something wrong. I often review myself and ask myself. Am I not attractive? No advantage at all? That's why you're always dragging your feet. I'm afraid you say I'm not sensible. The people around you didn't dare to talk for a long time. I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing.

I am so imperfect in reality, please don't be so angry with Shanshan. Anyway, I will abide by two rules:

First, Shanshan is a god and a goddess. Everything she said is right.

Second, everyone makes mistakes. If Shanshan is really wrong, continue to refer to the first one.

I sincerely apologize for my reckless anger yesterday. I'll call you to order a bunch of flowers these two days. I hope you can forgive me.

Please forgive Shanshan! ! !

Really made a heart √.