Ordinary World Chapter 34

Two days later, Sun Shaoping finally found a "job" again and left Jin Bo.

After Shaoping left, Jin Bo forced himself to return to normal and became as busy as before. His mood now calmed down slightly, because finally someone listened to his inner pain. The past will not drift away like smoke, but will always be cast as heavy as lead in the depths of his soul. However, the chaos of daily life will not allow people to dwell on their misfortunes. Even if a person's soul is scarred, he still has to struggle for survival and development in reality.

For Jin Bo, he cannot settle for being a temporary worker carrying parcels at the post office. His ideal is not lofty, he just wants to be a car driver. He dreamed that one day he would be able to officially open the door to prosperity and let his life and soul fly on the earth with the wheel. What he fears most is living a peaceful life and confining his spirit to a painful inner world.

But it was very difficult for him to learn to drive. He is not a regular employee, so he is not eligible to ride in a public car. He had to wait for a while, pretend to go home or take leave to do other things, and secretly study with his father for a few days.

Although he learned intermittently like this, he was actually able to drive a car independently long ago. Whenever I go out with my father, he always drives the road. It was only when he approached the highway supervision station in the city that he handed the steering wheel to his father. This is of course a violation. But it may never be possible to eradicate it from the roads.

Not long after Shaoping left, Jin Bo felt a little bored and wanted to go out for a run with his father again. When I first learned to drive, I had an addiction. After a period of time without touching the steering wheel, it was simply unbearable. In addition, after telling Shaoping what was on his mind, he really wanted to go out and relax for two days... This feeling was like a person who has just recovered from a serious illness and wants to go for a walk outdoors. On this day, he finally got on the road with his father.

As usual, not long after leaving Huangyuan City, my father parked the car on the side of the road. The two of them changed seats, and he took over the driving of the car from his father and sped down the road. He was extremely excited, and the pleasure of completely integrating his body with the speeding car was difficult for outsiders to know! Jin Junhai sat next to his son, smoking and looking ahead alertly, seemingly ready to eliminate emergencies for his son at any time. He is a kind-hearted person in both appearance and heart. He is not as arrogant as some car drivers in mountainous areas. Over the years, he has never made any serious mistakes on the road, and he can receive a certificate from his work every year. For most of his life, both he and his family have lived peacefully. As an ordinary car driver, although his life is not very rich, it is not tight either; his wife and children are well fed and clothed, and there are always savings of 12,800 yuan in the wooden box at home.

But Jin Junhai is now in great torment. He was worried about his son's job. He knew that his son did not want to return to Shuangshui Village to work. He was reluctant to part with it, but what ability did he have to find a job for him in Huangyuan? Fortunately, he was well-liked in the workplace, otherwise Jin Bo's temporary workers would not be able to work for a few days and would be dismissed by the workplace. But what should we do if we go down "temporarily"? This is not always a long-term solution.

The only way is for him to retire early and let Jin Bo take over the shift to recruit workers. But his son wouldn't let him do this. Thinking about it, he is not yet fifty years old this year, so it is indeed not a good idea to sit around. But if he doesn't do this, his son's future will be delayed. For many days, he had been worrying about this day and night.

Now, he couldn't help but talk about it with his son. While staring at the road outside the windshield, he said aggressively: "I think it's better to let me retire, and you will take my place."

"Why are you talking about this again?" ..." Jin Bo slowed down the car.

"What else will you do?"

"I'll think of my own way slowly." "You'd better listen to dad. You're twenty-three years old, you don't have time to delay. Now..."

"Just wait and see."

"If the public policy changes and no longer allows replacement workers to be recruited, it will be troublesome!" Jin Bo stopped talking. .

This reminder from his father surprised him.

Yes, China's policies like this often change at a moment's notice, often changing people's destiny overnight.

But he really couldn't bear to take the steering wheel from his father's hand. For a bloody young man who is unable to make a living and lives in this world by depriving his father, even if he is not depraved, it is really disgraceful.

After a while, he said to his father: "Let's wait and see!"

Jin Junhai sighed and said: "What result can we wait for?" Come..." Before lunch, the father and son arrived at Shuangshui Village.

They parked the car on the road on the Tianjia Ge Lao side, crossed the Donla River, and went back to their home on the Jinjiawan side for dinner. The bus ends in a city in the desert. Usually after arriving at Shuangshui Village, Jin Junhai stays at home and his son completes the business trip alone. If the company knew that Jin Junhai was so unfaithful to his duties, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to receive the certificate at the end of the year. Good people in life often do such wrong things.

After lunch, Jin Bo drove north alone.

The further north you go, the more desolate the land becomes. The mountains gradually flattened out, and the inhabited villages gradually became sparse. As we approach the city, which is located in another area of ??the Loess Plateau, sand dunes have already appeared. Passing through this fortress ancient city and crossing the broken ancient Great Wall line from the Qin Dynasty, the loess almost completely disappeared, and what lay before our eyes was the endless desert.

The road winds and stretches in the graceful curves of the sand dunes. The road surface is often buried in the sand, and even the traces of the road cannot be seen clearly. Driving in the desert is very enjoyable. Although the road surface is not good, there are few vehicles, so don’t worry about collisions. Even if you run around, there is no big danger. The soft sand dunes will not damage the car.

As soon as he arrived in the desert, Jin Bo felt infinitely relaxed. The broad field of vision reminded him of the endless Qinghai prairie. In his view, the boundless sand dunes were not static, but rushing in like a rolling tide; this also reminded him of the galloping horses on the grassland. What a pleasure! I couldn't see a car or a person for dozens of miles. He drove the car carelessly through the mountains and valleys, shouting "wow" or singing a few verses at the top of his voice. In the summer, he often parked his car by a small sea in the desert, stripped naked, jumped into the water and went swimming; after swimming, he washed all the clothes on his body and hung them to dry on the grass. I lay naked on the sand dunes basking in the sun; looking at the long white clouds in the blue sky, I endlessly recalled that distant place and the missing girl... The desert in spring is still as desolate as in winter. The world was turned into a gray desert by wind and sand. The sun is like a broken mirror with peeling mercury. There are no flowers, no green, and there are large ice floes floating on all the sea.

Jin Bo drove the car bumpily on this familiar yet unfamiliar road. It was almost dusk. A black spot loomed in the distance. It looked like a car. So rare! It took me a long time to come across one. But the black spot never seemed to move. There is no doubt that the car "broke down". A broken car in the desert is a real headache and can make people anxious to death! According to convention, all passing cars in the desert are responsible for helping an immobile car - this is a rule that the harsh environment forces people to follow; because anyone can encounter this kind of bad luck! Jin Bo drove the car to the broken car and stopped.

After getting out of the car, he was surprised to see that the car was driven by Li Xiangqian and Runsheng - what a coincidence!

When Runsheng and his brother-in-law saw him in trouble, it was like seeing reinforcements, and they came over affectionately to hold his hand.

"What's wrong?" Jin Bo asked Xiang Xiang. He wasn't familiar with Xiang Xiang, but they knew each other, and they also knew that he and Sister Run Ye couldn't get along.

"I haven't found anything wrong yet... maybe there's something wrong with the oil circuit." He rubbed his two dirty hands forward and said anxiously.

Although Jin Bo was a newbie, he went over to look for the "problem" with them regardless of whether it worked or not.

The three people worked until midnight to repair the forward car.

They were all very tired, so they decided to stay in the driver's cab until dawn before leaving.

He took out a bottle of wine and insisted on drinking with Jin Bo. Runsheng didn't drink, so he went to sleep in Jinbo's driving building.

Jin Bo and Xiang Qian were sitting in the driving building on this side, with their mouths facing the wine bottle, and they drank one by one. Outside the driving building, the strong Mongolian wind roared, and although the ground was not pitch black, nothing could be seen clearly. The two of them drank wine quietly, looking out through the windshield at the chaotic wilderness with drunken eyes. "Are you married yet?" He asked Jin Bo as he took a sip of soju and took a long breath.

"No." Jin Bo grabbed the wine bottle that was passed forward and took a sip. "Do you have a partner?"

"No."

"No, okay...woman..." He took a big sip of wine.

Jin Bo leaned back on the chair in silence, feeling his chest burning. "A woman is like wine, making you dizzy..." Xiang Qian was indeed a little confused. "Women are like water, as the middle school chemistry book said, colorless, tasteless, heartless and meaningless..."

Jin Bo remained silent.

He took another sip of wine, shook his body and said: "No woman is good... Look at me, what a mess I have become after being tortured by a woman! Although I have been married for several years, I have never touched a woman except on my face. A slap in the face, I still don’t know what a woman is... I run and run all year round, and I often think in my heart, when will I get tired of running, come home and sleep next to my wife... Oh, I am living like this now , it would be better to die..."

Jin Bo also became a little dizzy and said: "There are so many women in the world, but you don't have a wife? Why don't you get a divorce?"

"Divorce?" Xiang Qian turned his face with difficulty, staring at Jin Bo with a pair of eyes reddened by wine, looking at Jin Bo inexplicably. "You want me to divorce? I won't divorce until my death! Why not? Because I don't love anyone but Run Ye! I just love Run Ye!" "If someone doesn't love you, what can you do!"

"She doesn't love me, but I want to love her too!"

"Then you will suffer the consequences!" Jin Bo took a sip of wine and handed the bottle over.

He moved forward to catch the bottle with difficulty, his mouth was not aligned with the mouth of the bottle, and a lot of shochu spilled on the lapel of the old sheepskin jacket.

He reluctantly drank the sip of wine into his mouth, touched a handful of Hong Ganggang's face with his hand, lifted the bottle and shook it by his ear, and heard that there was still wine. With trembling hands, he handed the bottle to Jin Bo again and said, "If you want to say that you are suffering, hehe, then your brother really suffered a lot! Sometimes, I drive alone and cry while driving. When I drive it, I can't help but feel sad. I stepped on the brakes, jumped out of the cab, and hugged a tree on the side of the road. I regarded that tree as my wife, kissed the tree, and bit the bark with my teeth until my mouth bled...Brother, don't laugh. You are young and have never experienced this. People, if you love someone, you will go crazy, hey hey hey hey..." Qiang Xiang said, then he opened his mouth and started crying.

At this time, Jin Bo was a little panicked. He wanted to pat Li Qianqian's shoulder with his hand to comfort him, but he couldn't help it, and his arms were too weak to lift. He's also 80% sure!

Qian Qian unexpectedly opened the car door and stumbled out. Jin Bo pushed him down and tried to pull him, but he pushed forward and threw him aside. The miserable drunk crawled a few steps on the sand and then began to howl at the top of his lungs. Jin Bo fell limply beside him and tried to pull him up, but couldn't. The wind roared loudly, and the sand hit people so hard that they couldn't even open their eyes. In the roar of the wind, the forward cry sounded like a cat's meow. The desert is like a churning sea in the dark night, which makes people feel thrilling.

Alcohol was also burning in Jin Bo's body. He simply stopped pulling forward and stood up unsteadily. In the darkness, he sang the Qinghai folk song at the top of his lungs - the turbulent nature fanned the storm in his heart.

On such a windy night, in the deserted desert, these two drunk men, one was crying and the other was singing, for the woman they loved. In a normal environment, people would have regarded these two drivers as lunatics.

However, we do not want to blame them, nor do we want to laugh at them. If we ourselves have had some life and emotional experiences, we would deeply pity and sympathize with them; and also understand their crazy and desperate pain...

In this wind, crying Amidst the sounds and singing, Tian Runsheng, who was lying in another driving building, shrank in his heart. He actually stayed awake. He knew why his brother-in-law was crying; he also understood why his old classmate Jin Bo was singing - he had long heard that Jin Bo fell in love with a Tibetan woman when he was in the army and was demobilized early from the army. At this moment, his own eyes could not help but fill with tears... Runsheng, who was the same age as Shaoping and Jin Bo, had also grown up. He can feel and understand all adult pain. Let's talk about his brother-in-law. Although he never mentioned his sister's affairs in front of him, he knew that the marriage between his brother-in-law and his sister was very unfortunate. In this matter his sympathy was entirely with his brother-in-law. In his heart he hated his sister. For more than two years, he learned to drive from his brother-in-law. No matter how badly his sister treated him, his brother-in-law treated him like a real brother. My brother-in-law is really a loyal person. He has a good heart not only for his family but also for the people in the world. Sometimes when he met some lonely old people on the road, he would always park his car on the side of the road, ask these people where they were going, and then let them get in the car. If he was driving the car, the brother-in-law would climb into the carriage above and let these old people sit in the cab. He often told him that when people live in the world, they should do more good deeds; only by doing good deeds can they live with peace of mind... His brother-in-law not only taught him how to drive a car, but also taught him many principles of life. He respected his brother-in-law in his heart. He simply couldn't understand why his sister didn't live with such a good man.

Now, he was lying in the driving building, listening to the crying and singing outside, and his mind felt like countless claws were clawing at him. All this shook his soul deeply. The pain of others infected him, and he suffered too. Pain is often the best lesson for people to mature. Yes, many things that were previously unclear seemed to suddenly become clear to him tonight!

A kind of masculine heroic spirit awakened in Tian Futang, the thin son. He sat up from the driver's cab and began to think about what he should do. Yes, he is already a twenty-three-year-old young man, how can he still be so useless? Couldn't he help his distressed brother-in-law? Well, he should go to Huangyuan immediately to find his sister and have a good talk with her - he should make his sister love his brother-in-law!

Tian Runsheng thought boldly as he sat in the cab, his heart beating wildly in his chest. He was not going to persuade the two drunkards - let them cry and sing; maybe only in this way can their hearts feel better!