Nineteen-year-old self

19 years old, everyone thinks it will be more or less regrettable.

Just now, I watched a movie "To My Nineteen-year-old Self". The heroine Yang Yixue gave up the most precious love in order to cherish the friendship with her good friend Li Qian, which led to her separation from her favorite Mo Xiaofeng for ten years.

However, it changed because Mo Xiaofeng accidentally got a mailbox in the historic site. Yang Yixue kept sending letters to her past self with a special pillar box, thus changing her and Mo Xiaofeng's ten years. And save my friend Li Qian from disability. Although Mo Xiaofeng died of cancer, Yang Yixue spent the most precious ten years with Mo Xiaofeng and even gave birth to two children.

At Mo Xiaofeng's funeral, Yang Yixue admitted that she had no regrets. Although she can only be together for ten years, these are the results of her own efforts. At least Mo Xiaofeng died with him for ten years, not by accident on the road of chasing dreams.

Finally, Yang Yixue warned herself and her friends that if there is anything she wants to do, she should take advantage of her youth to do it and not care too much. Because many people and things, if they miss it once, will last for a lifetime. These things are like thorns that can't be pulled out, and they are stuck in their hearts all their lives, so that everyone who regrets it wakes up in the middle of the night and cries bitterly.

After reading it, I was really touched, as if I had seen my life. Yes, now everything will be history. People will live all their lives, be happy, have no regrets and earn money.

People will always be entangled in all kinds of worldly things, bound by all kinds of feelings, and can't accept their own truth.

I obviously like someone very much, but I did the most mature thing at the most headstrong age, because I was afraid of being laughed at, because I felt inferior, and because I lost the love of my life because of morality. As an adult, I obviously don't like it, but for the sake of so-called appropriateness, I try to hide my heart and my true self, and live my life in a small box prepared for myself.

And the happiness and innocence of the past has become a memory, and it has also become a candy to cure myself now. Regret has cast my helplessness and dissatisfaction with the present.

Now I'm nineteen years old, talking about the past. No regrets, no regrets. Not so emotional. I only hope that I can cherish the people in front of me, live the most important stage of my life well, and be calm at any time in the future.

Don't make a sensation with gunfire, don't make everyone angry, and don't be bitter in ice and snow. I hope I will remember it one day, just like falling leaves in autumn. Although bleak, it is beautiful and quiet.

I hope that every youth can be vigorous and have no regrets, and I hope that every true love can harvest love and not lose it. I hope I can look back with a smile every ten years and don't get lost. I hope everyone is happy and never need to send an email.