Boyfriend should be famous for plastic surgery

Boyfriend should be famous for plastic surgery

Sorry, you pay attention to my friends, (although you don't pay attention to me because of my face, hahaha) and my friends in Zhihu. I've done fine tuning. I didn't tell everyone before because I was afraid of being laughed at. And I still look like a passer-by after plastic surgery. So please stop calling me ugly. I'm a bit blx in this respect.

Once before, I got up the courage to answer a question about plastic surgery anonymously. A Zhihu user saw my photo in my other answers and said to me, "You are still so ugly after plastic surgery."

I really couldn't accept it at the time. Then it was anonymous.

Now I suddenly want to let go, and I don't want to be anonymous.

I have to accept this part of me.

I was a senior in high school when I finished fine-tuning. At that time, I had never heard of any girl undergoing plastic surgery, so I took it as a very obscure secret and dared not tell anyone. Afraid of being laughed at. I feel like saying "you are fake" or something. Blx for girls.

Back to the topic

For me, plastic surgery is not for finding a better boyfriend, but for myself. I can hold my head high, face others' eyes calmly and confidently, and get rid of the shadow of my childhood. But I found out later. For me, just plastic surgery is not enough. Even if I do it fifty or sixty times, I really become the most beautiful woman in the world, and I can't do it without a strong heart.

In other answers, an unintentional sentence may cause permanent harm to others, which I really realized.

I suddenly want to talk about two things that left a shadow on me. If you don't want to see it, you can just pull it to the end.

In primary school, a group of young girls were selected from the school to practice dancing and went to the city to compete with various primary schools. When I was a child, I knew nothing about vanity. I thought dancing in front of everyone in beautiful clothes was something to be proud of, even if it wasn't the protagonist. So, I worked hard. I haven't learned to dance. The teacher asked me to chop, and when I stabbed, I chopped down, so I let my waist go down and went down with a bang. Tears of pain swirled in her eyes, but she also held back, tearfully telling the teacher who came to select the team members that it didn't hurt, really it didn't hurt at all. At that time, I felt that as long as I could perform on stage, this pain was nothing. Many things happen, and the school teacher chose me, but I still have a few more than expected. Later in the training, the teacher said that I really didn't have the temperament to practice dancing, and secretly crossed me out. I forgot how I felt at that time, because later, because a regular player temporarily transferred to another school, I was replaced. Anyway, I got what I wanted. The rehearsal teacher of the later dance team invited a professional dance teacher to teach us. I remember now that the teacher was beautiful and had a great figure. I can feel that she is arrogant at a young age. Now, she must be a combination of a proud Taurus and a virgin who can't tolerate sand. When she first came to rehearsal, let's take the step of modeling. In order not to destroy myself, I secretly twisted at home for several days. I felt very hard on the day when I officially stepped onto the modeling step. Really afraid of being brushed off, I can't wait to twist my ass to the sky. When everyone left, she said, come on, let's brush some people down now. Brush it first. Walking is not good. Then I called two names. I was just about to feel lucky without me, she added. Now, let's brush off the ugly ones. I looked up and saw her pointing at the tip of my nose: you, you go down. All right, the rest of you gather here. I almost cried at that time. However, when I was young, I didn't feel that the teacher's words hurt me. It's just a pity that I can't continue to perform on the stage. Later, I made a mistake and became a regular player, but that teacher always made things difficult for me. "ah! Can you be as beautiful as others! " "You! ! Why do you always act like an old man? " "Would you like to?" Every time I can't dance well, she pinches me, goes home to take a shower and looks at my back. I didn't feel anything at the time. If I have to say that I am awesome, I have persisted under such difficult conditions. Later, after the performance, I never danced again and never saw the teacher again.

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Later, I felt that the shadow left by this incident was permanent. I began to flinch and hesitate about everything. I am afraid that others will laugh at me, and I am afraid that I will be attacked or even attacked like that teacher. I am used to walking with my head down, and I don't want others to see my face at all. I like singing, but I never dare to report the program. Standing alone on the stage, everyone is staring at you, staring at your face. I always feel that they are laughing at me, laughing at such people who dare to stand on the podium. Young people who sign up for singing programs can't be beautiful. How dare I do the same to them? This is no joke.

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However, I made a joke, even after the plastic surgery.

When I was a freshman, I got up the courage to sign up for a singing program and sang a series of skewers with a top-notch beautiful girl in our college. From the beginning of March to the end of May, in mid-April, I prepared the dress for the party that day, and my roommates said to help me make up and go with me that day. As a result, a week before the party, the last rehearsal, a leader of our hospital came to the final review, and when it came to our program, a senior sang to us, and the three of us stood together after singing.

The leader first praised my senior sister standing on my left.

"The typhoon is very good, sings very well and has a beautiful figure! Continue to prepare! "

Then praise the girl who sings on my right.

"Well, I have been paying attention to you before. The little girl is very aura, but she is very famous in our college! "

Then pointed at me and said to the person in charge next to me:

"Change this girl, I feel their voices don't hit it off. Let the little girl audition with the male teacher. "

Then he replaced me without telling me anything.

I immediately thought that it must be because I am ugly. At that time, I blamed all my mistakes and failures on my appearance

In my heart, I feel like I have fucking plastic surgery. Why is it still like this?

I have been looking forward to it for three months, and even the clothes and makeup are ready. I'm afraid of making a fool of myself in front of that beautiful girl, and my roommates cheer me up all day. "You are no worse than her." "Keep your head up when you sing!" I really took great courage to sign up.

However, it still doesn't work.

I remember when I was a child, the dance teacher pointed at my nose and said that I was unqualified and replaced me.

Why did I have plastic surgery or did the same thing happen?

I didn't know why until my roommate told me. No self-confidence.

Confidence is really a very powerful thing.

After the plastic surgery, my thoughts are still there. My roommate said that she once watched us rehearse and found that I didn't dare to look up when I was singing, and my singing voice was twice as small as hers.

My roommate said that she was afraid to tell me before because she was afraid of bumping into me, but when we stood together, she really stood out, not because of her appearance. Obviously, her aura was very strong.

Then I realized something.

Plastic surgery has brought me a change in appearance, and the real change still depends on my heart. Really make yourself confident.

Many girls, beautiful or not, are eager to be praised by others. In many problems in Zhihu, the exposed girls may not be so beautiful, but they all want to be praised by everyone. Even if there is only one person.

I think, if you think this girl is not beautiful, just skip it silently, and saying "That's it" and "Don't force the answer" in the comments will really hurt the girl.

At least the one who said I was as ugly after plastic surgery last time really took me a long time. I gave the subject an example to answer the question, but I didn't expect to receive such an evaluation. It's really sad

There is nothing to say. When I got up early in the morning, my mind was a little confused, and I didn't have any rhetoric or literary talent. But I hope my answer can help some girls.

Girls, remember to hold your chest and be confident.

Thank you for seeing this.

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I didn't expect so much praise. I think it's much better to tell my inner feelings than to take advantage of the loopholes in the text and pay attention to literary talent.

I didn't reply to everyone's comments one by one, but every time there is a new comment, I will read the last one from the first one, and I have read it many times so far. There are no tears in my eyes, but my heart is full of warmth and strength.

Thank you so many strangers for giving me encouragement and hugs.

I never say this in my life, because I don't like to expose my bad emotions. However, I am not a worrywart all day. It's crazy to be with friends at ordinary times, and sometimes I joke that "this fairy is the first one with high value, and everyone else has been dumped by me." These small feelings of inferiority will be exposed at a certain moment. For example, I found that I wore the same clothes as a girl that day, but I don't know why she looks so good in it. I will feel depressed in an instant, and then I will go back and change clothes immediately. Powder hard.

Haha, don't talk about it!

In fact, except me, I am super happy every day in my life.

There are really many things in life that deserve your happiness and dedication more than your looks.

I suddenly remembered the day when I was brushed off by the leader and refused to sing. I was very sad. Tears are rolling in my eyes, and I am chanting "I can't help but have plastic surgery!" " ""I am not good-looking, so treat me like this! "I can't control my emotions and dare not go back to the dormitory, for fear that my roommate will see me cry. I went to the library and sat in a chair in the lobby on the third floor. I didn't cry at that time. I just hung my head and sniffed for about five minutes. Yu Guang saw that the boy sitting opposite me kept looking up at me. I was so absorbed in smoking that I didn't care. I thought my voice was too loud, so I stopped sniffing and secretly wiped my tears with my hands. As a result, after a few minutes, he said nothing. He handed me a piece of toilet paper on the table. I was a little embarrassed and gave him a look. I took it and wiped my tears, thanking him.

Now that I think about it, people didn't stop helping me because I wasn't a beautiful woman. Instead, he cried badly and was willing to hand me a piece of toilet paper. At that time, I gave him a vague look. He was not a handsome guy who was naturally surprised, but he reminded me and thanked me so far.

Thanks to all the boys and girls who encouraged me.

Some things you can change, try your best to change, and accept what you can't change.

My mother sometimes says to me, "Life is a cycle. You see xxx is so beautiful now because she was ugly and unpopular in her last life, so I have to make up for it in my life. "

Haha, words are not rough, then we must be beautiful and handsome in our last life! The suitor is in France! Only when we are extremely upset can we ask God to make our life ordinary!

Love you.

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Let's add one more thing

My avatar is not me.

My avatar is not me.

My avatar is not me.

Say the important things three times

The avatar girl's name is Eleanor. I think she will be angry in the future because she is beautiful and lovely. & gtω

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I fell in love with a boy.

But I don't know if he can accept this part of me.

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Ah, hahaha, I took off the bill! ! ! Super happy!

My boyfriend is really the best person I have ever met!

I hope everything goes well with everyone.

No matter what kind of suffering will pass.