My mother-in-law thinks that I eat less every meal and eat too little in one pot. How to break it?

Daughter's breastfeeding time is irregular. I haven't eaten at the same table as my in-laws since I gave birth. My husband didn't get off work until nearly eight o'clock. Without waiting for him, my father-in-law used to walk around after dinner. When he was not at home, I hurried back to my room after dinner. One day passed, my father-in-law's room was next to ours, in the middle of the living room, on the left was the kitchen and bathroom, and there was an eight-treasure book. When I came back from a walk, I just sat in the living room and watched TV. Sometimes I have to hold my breath when I want to go to the toilet. I also hold my throat when quarreling with my husband. I must talk to my husband quietly and then go into the room. My father-in-law and I have a great contradiction. He doesn't like me and I don't like him. Three months after giving birth, we had two quarrels, both of which were very big. He said I was uneducated, mixed in the Jianghu, and what else ... a lot. My father-in-law is greedy and stingy. Let's talk about his family's economy first. At present, there are five daughters living in Nanjing, and Gaochun is a four-story building. In towns and rural areas, they have earned nearly 10,000 yuan a month after opening a shop in Nanjing, and their family has just changed a car of nearly 200,000 yuan. I said my father-in-law's, not my husband's. I really don't want to. I want to move out and rent. My husband's economy is limited, but I am in this room like a prison every day, and my baby is getting older. I want to cultivate her sex. How can I make a book for eight people? Not at home at all. After dinner, my husband got into the book and played computer. Feeding a milk can only hide by yourself. Sometimes it rains. He watches TV in the living room after supper. My mother-in-law always dawdles when she tells me to eat, so she brings it in for me to eat, so that I can't get down the steps. Hey ... how can I stay under the same roof with a man who called my mother a liar and my fish began to stink? I want a divorce. At the beginning, 50,000 yuan was too much for the wedding bride price, but I returned tens of thousands of home appliances. Hardware is my mother-in-law's old gold chain I changed four things, and now I have put them away for my mother-in-law. Hehe ... I decided to get pregnant after marriage, so I didn't talk about wine. My husband and I are excited to take wedding photos. When the child was born, it was said that it was put together with the child's full moon ... Hehe ... It was just full moon wine, and four or five tables were set in the countryside of grandparents' house. I'm not afraid of your jokes. When we got engaged, my uncle and aunt's children ... his family gave them 80 red envelopes and gave them to me. My mother gave me a thousand red envelopes in return, but I didn't want them. My mother-in-law gave them to my father-in-law. He even said, don't be right, I'll add some more goods, and then said, you are from my family, and you have to stand with us and help us in the future. He doesn't like to go to the bank to withdraw money by himself, but likes to borrow it from his husband's little brother. The engagement is very unpleasant. Because the 80 yuan red envelope was scolded by my aunt, of course, my mother, and she told me later. My aunts said I must have had a bad time when I got married. It's so stingy ... which one gives me a red envelope of 80 yuan now? When my aunt returned the gift, she added another hundred, and she came back after closing it. Aunt, I took this money the day I got engaged. It was agreed that the hardware would not be exchanged for the old gold, and the in-laws promised nothing, but they broke their word. Oh, my uncle is in Zhejiang. It is not easy to get to Nanjing on the day of engagement. I know I gave 80 red envelopes. I feel guilty. I found my husband, bought a Huang Nanjing and folded a dollar in it. At that time, my father-in-law knew that I was Huang Nanjing. He said there was a red Nanjing at home and told me to leave. I ignored him. He also said that my uncle might not be able to spend more than ten dollars at ordinary times. I ignored him. I really want to live separately, but my husband has limited ability. Living together is full of contradictions. Even a good relationship will quarrel. My mother-in-law always thinks that I can't take care of the children alone, and I waste 10 thousand yuan a year in rent. Then they said that their Guanghuamen Wuzhou Decoration City would not open for several years ... and they returned to Gaochun. I don't want to wait a day. Living habits are very different, and they pee n times before flushing! ! ! ! It's summer, and it smells coquettish. I know housework like the back of my hand. I am good at cooking and taking care of children. I can totally control it. Come here. What should I do? Do I have to get a divorce? What should I do? And you want me to have a second child. My parents-in-law didn't help prepare the dress for the baby. Cost, son. We will pay all the expenses ourselves. Haha, do you know how many red envelopes my in-laws gave my daughter? Laughing to death. One piece Yes, I don't think it's enough. Isn't this an insult ... hehe. I don't feel well, very uncomfortable. I want a family of three. He likes drinking. Sometimes I get drunk. I am unhappy. Talking is like quarreling. My mother-in-law was badly beaten by him when she was a child. Now my mother-in-law is afraid of him and doesn't dare to talk back. Guys, what should I do? I'm really depressed. Moping all day. Living under the same roof, it has been three months since I gave birth, and I have met my father-in-law no more than five times. Guys, what should I do? I can't even cry. It is impossible to expect her husband to move out. They moved. We can't do it. It's immoral. Be struck by lightning. What to do! I want a divorce when I think that there are still a few years before they open a shop. Mainly contradictions. It's impossible. We have no money. It is impossible to get a loan, and neither will my husband. Sponsored by in-laws, that's impossible. I planned to ask for more than 70 flats last year, but I haven't got it yet. I said I would move in with us, hehe .. I rented out the original one. It didn't work out. Ok, now it's time to change trains. It's even more impossible. Guys, what should I do? Thank you. Help me.