I didn't know how failed I was until my sister took my husband away.

1。

Lin Meng and I dragged large and small luggage out of the school gate. I pointed to Li Kai standing not far from the school gate and asked, "MengMeng, have you really decided?"

"It's so decided. He can't give me the life I want. Anyway, we have to break up. It is better to be early. " Li Meng eyebrows slightly wrinkled, slightly excited.

I thought to myself: anyway, how can others understand emotional things?

Just didn't walk a few steps, Li Kai walked to come over, begging limbang don't break up. On weekdays, the heroic eight-foot man cried in the sun. I thought Lin Meng would be soft-hearted I never thought she would leave without saying goodbye.

I still remember when I turned around, Li Kai squatted on the side of the road, crying like a child.

This is the last memory left by the university. After graduating from college, the two of us went to different companies. I went to a foreign real estate company to do sales, and Lin Meng stayed in a local construction company to be responsible for project contact.

It's not easy to work outside alone. It's hard every day, and I have to do housework when I return to the rental house at night. Sometimes I feel homesick in tears.

I still remember that when I first arrived at the company, I was a newcomer and felt that everyone was very easy to get along with. I didn't realize that I was too simple until the client I wanted to sign always became someone else's client for no reason. On one occasion, I finally couldn't help quarreling with my colleagues, and I cried in grievance without saying a few words.

When the tears came down, I really hated myself for being so useless. I turned and walked out of the company, thinking that I would never stay in such a place where people eat people and don't spit bones.

I didn't go far, and I felt dragged down. Looking back, it was my sales partner Zhao Ming.

"Lin Xue, are you all right?" He said, conveniently handed me a tissue.

I didn't know how to react at the moment, just staring at him. Zhao Ming looked at me like this and took me for coffee without saying anything. That afternoon, Zhao Ming and I talked for a long time in the coffee shop. He talked a lot about his experience when he first came to the company. Those obviously sarcastic things are very humorous in his self-entertaining stories. It was the first time I cried and laughed awkwardly in front of men.

Probably because of Zhao Ming's comfort, I persisted in the company. He always appears when I need him, bringing me help or comfort. Two months later, I was with Zhao Ming.

2。

That year's Spring Festival, my sister went home with her new boyfriend Chen Li.

Chen Li is very handsome and treats people just right. He is a rich second generation that Lin Meng met on the project, and his family is well-off. At the dinner table, friends and relatives kept praising Lin Meng's boyfriend. After that, they always ask me if there is anyone. Maybe it's vanity. I just laughed.

Seeing my state, my three aunts and six grandmothers couldn't help playing the role of intimate elder sister, saying that I should find a boyfriend quickly, so as not to be hard to find when I am old. But also have to find a young man like Chen Li, who is nice and has good family conditions, and will not suffer in the future.

After listening to everyone's suggestions, I can't help thinking of Zhao Ming's hard work. He is plain, his family conditions are worse than mine, and he is not as refined as Chen Li. So, there seems to be nothing like David Jerry Lee.

But I like him.

After the banquet, people dispersed one after another. Home has returned to its former calm. After washing, I lie in bed and video chat with Zhao Ming. I had a nice chat, but I don't know when Li Meng came in.

"Ha, I found it!" Lao Lin grabbed my mobile phone and asked with a smile on the phone, "Are you my sister's boyfriend?"? Why don't you come to play in the New Year? "

"MengMeng, stop it and give it to me."

Li Meng handed me the phone with a smile on his face. I hung up Zhao Ming's phone in a hurry to tidy up my naughty sister.

Limeng is not hiding. After I cleaned her up, she got into bed and asked Zhao Ming carefully. "Sister, why don't you find a better condition?" I think he looks average, too. "

"He is very nice, and I like being with him."

"Elder sister, you can't eat. Think more about your future when you fall in love and get married. "

"Zhao Ming is a self-motivated person. Don't worry, I know. "

It wasn't long after I went back to work that Li Meng accepted Li Chen's proposal. In the picture, Lin Meng smiles sweetly in flowers and candlelight, and the diamond ring on her finger shines with romantic brilliance.

I showed the photo to Zhao Ming and told her that my sister was getting married. He looked at the photo and said foolishly, "Lin Xue, I think I'm watching you get proposed. You are so alike. "

"Of course we are twins."

"Lin Xue, I will make you happy in the future." Zhao Ming looked at me affectionately.

I nodded, leaned on his shoulder and smiled sweetly.

Lin Meng's wedding came as scheduled, so I took this opportunity to take Zhao Ming to meet her parents. Although my parents support me to fall in love with Zhao Ming, they are still worried that I will have a hard time after I get married. Zhao Ming saw my parents' worries. In front of my parents, he said that he would definitely let me live a better life.

More than a year later, Zhao Ming and I got married. We had a simple wedding. In front of all the guests, he said that every plan in the future would include me. I think I am the happiest woman in the world.

3。

My married life with Lin Meng can be said to be worlds apart.

Lin Meng never went to work after marriage and lived a housewife-like life at home. It seems that it is not easy to be the wife of a rich family. Li Meng's naughty temper probably won't catch her mother-in-law's eye, so before long, Li Meng and David Jerry Lee moved out of the villa and lived alone.

Lin Meng, who lives alone with her husband, really lives comfortably, shopping, beauty and fitness every day, and lives happily. Li Chen's work is sometimes very busy. When Li Chen is on a business trip, she occasionally goes on a business trip. In Lin Meng's circle of friends, I watched the beautiful scenery at four o'clock with her and enjoyed the mountains and rivers.

Lin Meng often talks to me about how he played once, or how his husband regarded himself as romantic. To tell the truth, sometimes I envy Lin Meng's life in my heart. I wish I didn't have to work so hard every day.

Shortly after I got married, Zhao Ming and I went out to start a business together. We started from a small daily department store, getting up early every day and working hard. During that time, we both lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. Tired of lying together at night, Zhao Ming always hugged me and said with distress, "Xiaoxue, I really wronged you."

Day by day, our small department store business is getting better and better, and I am pregnant. In the third trimester, Zhao Ming wouldn't let me stay in the store anyway. He invited someone to the store to help me leave my child at home.

Soon our daughter Lele was born. The next month, my mother stayed to take care of me. Li Meng also stayed with me for a few days, saying that she wanted to see her little niece more.

When eating, my mother asked Li Chen several times, but Lin Meng was vague, saying only that the project was too busy. I didn't ask much, so I changed the subject and asked her when she would have children. Li Meng said with a smile that she hasn't had enough fun, and so on.

After confinement, my mother is going back to her hometown. When I left, my mother told me that Zhao Ming was a reliable person and was very kind to me and my family. Let me cherish him.

4。

Time flies. Five years later, I was the mother of two girls. My business with Zhao Ming is also growing, starting from a department store, and now I have obtained sales from several building materials companies through business cooperation. After the birth of the second child, I stopped doing business with my husband and focused on raising two children.

Compared with when we first got married, we are really extravagant at this time. My parents often sigh with me that the son-in-law who was not optimistic at that time was so excellent.

In contrast, Chen Li, once favored by everyone, did not bring long-term happiness to Limeng. They have never had children since they got married. When asked, they said they didn't want children yet. Lin Meng's smiling face from the beginning to the present can be seen by anyone with a discerning eye.

On the New Year's Eve of the Spring Festival that year, my family happened to be at my parents' house. It was almost twelve o'clock when someone knocked at the door. Dad opened the door and saw that it was Lin Meng who was drunk as mud.

Dad helped her sit on the sofa and quickly poured her a glass of water. Mother asked her anxiously what was wrong. Lin Xue 1 of "wow", burst into tears.

She sobbed and said how Li Chen didn't love her. I often don't go home to accompany her and don't like to contact her. She always dislikes her troubles. Now she doesn't even bother to pretend to go home for the New Year. How to pledge eternal love at the beginning, how to be rude now.

My two children were awakened by Lin Meng's crying and ran out with pillows to ask my aunt what happened. I sighed and said, "Aunt met a sad thing. Do you two want to give her a loving hug? "

Two fleshy children ran to Lin Meng's side, and one hugged her and said, "Aunt, don't cry, we all love you."

Li Meng was held by two children, so she cried even more sadly. The two children looked at me innocently and found that they seemed to have done something wrong.

I took two children and put them to bed first. No sooner had I put the child to sleep than Zhao Ming came in. He said, "Mom has taken Lin Meng into the house to have a rest. If there is not enough room tonight, I will sleep with my dad, and you can squeeze in this room with the children. "

"Good, then I'll go to our room to wash." I was about to open the door and go out when Zhao Ming hugged me from behind and held me tightly.

"What's the matter?" I responded to his hug and asked softly.

"Light snow, I looked at Li Meng sad like this, I think you seem to be bullied. It hurts too much. Xiaoxue, I won't make you so sad. I can't bear it. "

I turned around, put my arms around his neck, kissed him gently and said, "Well, I see. I can't bear to make you angry. "

For three days in a row, Limeng sat on the sofa with glassy eyes and said that he was unkempt and unkempt. My father was very angry. He wanted to find David Li Chen, but Li Meng refused to live or die, and even threatened to die. A good Spring Festival, because of Lin Meng, everyone is a little unhappy.

On the fifth day, Zhao Ming and I will go back to Guangzhou. Before I left, I really couldn't stand Lin Meng's self-indulgence, so I pulled her up from the sofa and tidied her up. The packaged Lin Meng is still so beautiful, and even looks much younger than me.

I pulled her to stand in front of the mirror, let her have a good look at how beautiful she can be, and tried to persuade her to love herself more.

Before I could say anything, Lin Meng suddenly said, "Lin Xue, I really envy you."

"Huh?"

"Before, to be honest, I don't understand why you find a man with almost nothing. Rich people love you and rich people love you, but rich people can definitely bring you more things, including happiness. That's what I thought. So, I don't like Zhao Ming very much. I don't think he deserves you. At that time, Li Chen, baby, called me and soaked me in a honey pot every day. Think about how happy I am, so happy that I despise your happiness. "

"MengMeng, actually ..."

"No, you don't interrupt me, you listen to me. When I went to Guangzhou to see you before, I often saw that you were too tired and had poor food, clothing, housing and transportation. I just want to say that you are so stupid. Why do women want it? What are you doing so tired? Is it not good to find a rich husband who loves himself? Lin Xue, I just know now, maybe it's really bad. I have never been respected by Chen Li's family, and I can't get along with his mother. After moving out, I thought my life would be carefree, but it wasn't at all. His mother will always be his mother, and I may not be his wife. Do you think I'm just sad because he doesn't accompany me and doesn't love me? No, it's not that he doesn't love me He's just used to drinking. I'm just one of his women. "

"MengMeng, you are different. At least he married you. "

"Lin Xue, you don't understand. My marriage is a joke. I Lin Meng is also a joke! "

"MengMeng, this period of time you calm down first, and then think about how to solve the problem of you and Jerry Lee. There will always be a way. "

I hope so. Li Meng wiped the tears from his face, sniffed, turned to me and said, "It's okay, it's okay, I'll be okay. You're all leaving, and I didn't stay with you. Let me see you off today. "

My parents didn't trust Lin Meng that day, so they came out with us to take us to the airport. When I was leaving, my father patted Zhao Ming on the shoulder, and my eyes were written with silent entrustment.

5。

Less than half a year after Zhao Ming and I returned to Guangzhou, Li Meng and David Li Chen divorced. Lin Meng's state is very bad. I discussed it with my mother and decided to bring her to my place to play.

Lin Meng came to see me, looking much better than during the Spring Festival, but not in good spirits. I showed her around and she wasn't interested.

Once, my husband left important meeting materials at home and needed me to bring them to him. Lin Meng said she wanted to go with me and see our company by the way.

When I arrived at the company, Zhao Ming was already in a meeting, and I had the information sent in. Lin Meng looked around cheerfully and said, "Sister, your company looks very good and is beautifully decorated." I smiled and said that I am in the building materials business, and I have to do a good job of facade.

Li Meng lived in my house for nearly half a month, and her mood gradually improved. Sometimes she naughtily complained to Zhao Ming who came home late, saying that he didn't accompany us well. At this time, Zhao Ming smiled shyly.

Every weekend, I send my children to learn piano and dance. At first, I didn't trust Lin Meng to be alone at home and would ask her to join me. Later, when she got well, I went alone.

One morning at the end of June, Lin Meng came out of the toilet and dragged me into the bedroom anxiously. She has a pregnancy test in her hand.

"Elder sister, I'm pregnant. What should I do? "

As a mother of two children, I can't tolerate abortion in any case. In my eyes, no matter how long I am pregnant, it is a precious little life. I took Lin Meng's hand and said, "Leave the child, you still have us. Although you and Li Chen have divorced, the child is his after all. Are you going to tell him? "

"No, I don't want to have any contact with him."

In the following days, I took Lin Meng to the hospital on time for every check-up. Many times, Zhao Ming doesn't trust the two of us and will accompany us to the hospital. He said it was better for him to do things like queuing.

During that time, I took care of Lin Meng's diet and daily life wholeheartedly, for fear that something would happen to her and the baby in her belly. I often touch Lin Meng's belly and say, "Baby, we are all waiting for you to come out. Both your aunt and I can hurt you. "

Seeing that Lin Meng's due date is coming, I took advantage of the gap between sending my daughter to learn piano and went to the mall to buy a lot of things to send.

I went to the place where baby clothes were sold, took out my mobile phone and made a video call to Lin Meng, hoping that she would also choose. I was about to hang up when I heard Zhao Ming's voice. He said, "MengMeng, what should our child be called?"

Before I knew it, the other party had already hung up.

Our children? What do you mean, our child? I trembled when I realized what had happened. I told myself again and again that it was false, but I heard wrong. This can't be true.

It took me a long time to calm myself down, sell the clothes that Lin Meng just selected and take a taxi home. I even forgot that I drove to the mall.

When I got home, Zhao Ming was not at home. I looked around and pretended that nothing had happened. I asked Li Meng, "MengMeng, where is your brother-in-law? Is he not at home? "

"Not long after you left in the morning, he left, saying that he was going to deal with the company."

That day, Zhao Ming came home very late. When I heard the door open, I looked at the time. It's already past two o'clock at night. This is the first time since we got married that he came home so late.

He walked softly into the bedroom, turned on the bedside lamp and went to wash softly. I listened to these subtle voices, as if every voice was saying, I'm sorry.

After he went to bed, he didn't come and hug me as usual. He just lay quietly for a long time. I know, he's not asleep.

"Zhao Ming." I called him softly.

"hmm."

"I made a video call to Lin Meng this afternoon."

As soon as the voice fell, I felt that people around me were breathing for a while, and my body seemed to straighten up at once.

"I hear your voice." I turned to look at him, but he didn't look back at me.

"You said that Lin Meng's child is your child." At this point, my throat was blocked by a stone, which was painful and uncomfortable, and tears flowed down involuntarily.

"Zhao Ming, is that true? Is it your child? "

"Xiaoxue, I'm sorry." Zhao Ming closed his eyes and shed tears in front of me for the first time.

"You look at me, why can't you look at me? She is my twin sister! What have you done! " It seems that I can't cry in all the pain. I opened my mouth wide, but I couldn't cry. How to breathe? I feel that the air has been taken away, leaving me no room to relax.

Is the man who said he couldn't bear to piss me off an illusion? This man in front of him, so familiar, but so strange, how could he be so miserable?

Zhao Ming looked at me and almost cried convulsively. He hugged me and held me tightly in his arms. He kept saying he was sorry. His tears kept falling on my face, hot and hurtful. Once this infinite gentle hug gave me countless happy memories and turned into my eternal pain.

I feel sick at the thought of another woman trying to win in this arms.

"Zhao Ming, let me go. I don't feel well."

When' tis once spoken, Zhao Ming let me go as if she had been scalded by something.

I got up and looked at Zhao Ming sitting on the bed. He looks embarrassed, just like me.

I washed my face and went to Lin Meng's room to call her out. The three of us were sitting on the sofa in the living room, and no one spoke first.

I looked at them both and asked, "When did this happen? Why? "

"Elder sister, you don't blame Zhao Ming. It's me. I climbed into his bed. That weekend, you sent Lele to an interest class. "

"You climb up, hum, you climb up, can he do this without taking the initiative?"

"He, he thought, is you. I am wearing your clothes. "

I really want to stand up and slap Lin Meng hard, but I can't see her touching her stomach with her hand.

Tears still couldn't help falling, and my voice trembled and asked, "What are you going to do?"

"Elder sister, we ..."

"Shut up! Let him talk! "

Zhao Ming put his hands around his knees and his knuckles turned white. After a long time, it seems like a century. He said, "Xiaoxue, MengMeng has a baby in her belly. I ... I ..."

As if God had turned on the last lamp, my world was dark. I stood in the middle of the living room, feeling that the whole world was far away from me, as if I were an outsider in this family.

I bought a ticket to go home the next day overnight. When I was cleaning up, I looked at this familiar home, and my heart ached.

In the morning, I made breakfast as usual, waiting for everyone to get up and eat. The two children ate happily and praised me as the best mother. After breakfast, I told the children to go back to grandma's house to play.

Lele asked, "Mom, will Dad come back with us?"

"Dad is not going back."

"Where's Auntie?"

"Don't go back. Ok, let's go, let's go by plane. "

When I got home to my parents, I told them all the stories. My parents were so angry that they broke off the father-daughter relationship with Lin Meng. We haven't contacted each other since then.

I used to think I was a happy woman, with a happy career and family, until Lin Meng broke all my self-righteous beauty. Do you blame me for being careless? Is it selfish to accuse Lin Meng? Or blame Zhao Ming confused? No, no one can blame. This world is a world of the jungle. And I'm just a loser.