Was there a moment when you felt particularly inferior?

I found that a person’s family conditions and growth environment have a special impact on people. We cannot choose our birth, but we can choose to work hard and change our life status, so we are confident and not inferior. I That's the kind of person. Although my family conditions are not good, I am very optimistic and hard-working. I envy other people’s good material conditions, but I am not jealous or inferior. However, sometimes I really disagree with others because of the environment in which I grew up. Bi, so different, for a moment I felt extremely embarrassed and inferior.

I was born in a rural area and went to school in the city until high school. When I was in high school, I knew that I had to work hard. It is useless to envy some things. Only by fighting for them can I achieve what I want. goals to get what I want. When I got to university, the same was true for me. I was not ashamed of being born in a rural area, nor was I proud of being the child of a farmer. I felt that this was a very realistic thing, and there was nothing to think about or discuss.

But later I discovered that my roommates loved to joke with me. I didn’t care about these things at first, but they always mentioned them, which made me very uncomfortable and felt that I was really different from them. This difference is not only reflected in material and life, but also in knowledge and spirit.

They said that I was too old, and that my clothes were too vulgar and unattractive. Then they always say that my accent has a strong Northeastern accent. They also said that my spoken English was too poor. I didn’t sing before, but then they always encouraged me to sing. Now they tell me to shut up whenever I sing, which is very disgusting. The most annoying thing is my hobby. When I was a kid, I didn’t like watching cartoons. I watched a lot of old TV series with my mother. There were only a few TV channels at home, so I couldn’t watch that many cartoons. Is there anything wrong with that? Why do you think I didn’t have a childhood if I didn’t know about the previous cartoons you mentioned or haven’t watched them? I have said that I have watched it because my family is not in a good position and I have not watched it.

There were many times like this when I didn’t know what they were talking about, so they laughed at me and made fun of me. Many times I explained it to them and told them implicitly that I didn’t like it. People always say this about me, but they always say, once they mentioned something, I don’t know, they laughed at me, and I was really angry. At that moment, I felt extremely inferior, and I was a few levels behind them. What they heard What I feel is always different from mine. I really realize the crushing and embarrassment that comes from the environment in which I grew up. I feel very embarrassed and lose face.

I know they are not malicious, but I am still very embarrassed and have low self-esteem. Therefore, what we come into contact with and know are closely related to our living environment. I must work hard and not It will make my children feel embarrassed and inferior like me again.