The spring of the madman

I like a girl and they all laugh at me.

I swear I'm serious. They said I wanted to eat swan meat.

I stand at the head of the village every day and wait for my girls. They follow me every day and watch my jokes.

I heard that girls like flowers. I find the best flower by the roadside every day and hold it in my hand for my girl.

My girl goes to work with her boyfriend every morning, as if in some factory. I don't understand. Her boyfriend always rides a motorcycle. She sat behind him and held his waist. Her long hair is blown up by the wind, which is particularly beautiful.

Every day when I see them, I run over, open my hand to block the way, and grin and pass my carefully selected flowers to my girl. My girl has thick eyebrows, long black hair, good figure and big breasts and hips. Many people say so, and I think she is beautiful, too. My girl always smiles and says thank you to me with my flowers. This is the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. From that moment on, my day was happy.

Her boyfriend is not good, just not good. He is very kind to me in front of girls and has visited me many times in private. He told me to stop pestering his girlfriend. He used a word that seemed to be ... Yes, it was "harassment". I don't know what this means, but I know it's definitely not a compliment. I'm crazy, I'm not a fool. He said he warned me that he would kill me if I found his girlfriend again. What do you mean by warning? I don't understand. All I know is that they are not married. She will always be my girl. I want to give her my best.

Those who laugh at me behind my back every day, they say I'm crazy, because every time I hear them say, that bitch is so slutty. Look at that big ass. It must feel great. Ha ha ha ... I know who they are talking about. My daughter can't let them talk behind her back. I want to protect my girl. So, I have to fight them hard every time and shut them up. They said I was crazy, and they called me "crazy". Anyway, I don't have a name, and I can't type that much.

I live in an abandoned cave not far from the village. I have lived here since I was a child. I have no parents, no brothers and sisters, no relatives. I want to know where my parents are, but no one told me that the old people in the village sympathize with me and often give me food, but they don't know where I come from.

When the children in the village saw that I was always throwing stones at me, I chased them just to scare them. Every time they run away laughing and laughing, when they see that I am running slowly on purpose, they run back and shout, "Crazy, crazy, nobody hurts, nobody loves, the toad wants to eat swan meat …" If they just laugh and don't say these words, I think this.

I don't care about the so-called boyfriend's warning My girl likes my flowers. She smiles at me every day. She says thank you to me every day. I was nervous when I saw her. I dare not look into her eyes. Just looking at the corners of her mouth makes me feel very happy. I feel like I'm floating, and my body is getting lighter.

I choose flowers, pick flowers, send flowers and watch her go to work every morning. Then I will go around the village and play games with the children. Someone will give me food. I know they are all good people. Every time I get a meal, I put my heart into it. I'll find a place where no one is around and finish it quickly. Otherwise, those people will come to rob me if they find out. At first, I gave them my rice. I think they must be as hungry as I am, but they didn't eat when they got it. They put the rice on the ground, stepped into the soil and pressed my head for me to eat.

I don't understand. Didn't they come to rob me of my food when they were hungry? I don't think so. Why are they doing this to me? This meal is not theirs. They still follow me every day. I thought they wanted to eat my meal besides laughing at me. No one has told me why there are people like them, unlike those who support me. All I know is that children run home every time they see them, and they call them "bad guys". Are the bad guys eggs? I don't think so. Probably like a "madman", they are all named by children. It turns out that they don't have my name.

At noon, the villagers said that they would go to bed at noon, which was called "lunch break". Then I'll go back to bed, too. My girl didn't come back until dark. I went to sleep and walked out of the cave before dawn. The outside of the cave is covered with grass and there are several big trees. I also found a dry well. I often sit by the well and weave straw hats. Once I wandered around the village and found a straw hat, so I took it back to learn knitting. I wanted to weave a flower for the girl myself, but I haven't learned it yet.

Sometimes birds fly by and land by the well, and I will talk to them. When it was getting dark, I ran to the village entrance to wait for my girl and followed her to take her home. Sometimes men will take girls back and I will wait outside. Sometimes when he sees me, he will come out and kick me out. Sometimes when he doesn't come out all night, I fall asleep on the stone at the door.

Summer passed quickly and finally cooled down. The leaves slowly began to turn yellow and fall. I picked up those leaves, and I wanted to make a bed out of them. Autumn will soon pass, and it will be very cold when winter comes. I want to make the bed thicker, so I will weave them together and wrap them together as a quilt cover. These are my thoughts when I was knitting a straw hat. I've been doing these things all autumn. I do not like winter. It's too cold.

A few years ago, an old lady gave me a quilt. The quilt is so comfortable and warm, but my cave has no door. The wind is very strong at night, which always wakes me up. I am still very cold. I have to go to the village and find something to block the door. The cloth picked up last year has been torn and can't stop the wind.

I still go to see my girl every day. It's just that there are no flowers now. It snowed, and the village changed color and was dazzling white. I made a snowman at the entrance of the village, and there were no flowers. I gave him a snowman, and my girl liked it very much. Those people also came to destroy my snowman. They must feel inferior to me, so they are jealous of me.

I'm looking forward to spring coming soon. When spring comes, flowers will bloom. I look fast, too. I watch the sky, the sun, the moon and the stars every day. I have long known how to judge when and what season.

Another spring has come, and I have forgotten how many springs I have spent. But I like spring, which is warm, sunny and cold, and I like the flowers my girl likes.

The weather is getting better. At noon, the sun will come out Everyone in the village will bask in bask in the quilt, and so will I. It will be warmer to cover it at night. After winter, take everything out of the cave to bask in the sun, and some of them are moth-eaten. I caught the bugs and fed them to the mice. They don't seem to like them very much. These mice are my neighbors. They've been following me for years. They come out at night, squeaking and running fast. I know they are going to look for food. They have children to feed.

The grass in front of the cave turned green, and the trees had buds. I know, spring is coming.

I go to the village every day to see my daughters and those flowers, hoping that they will grow up quickly.

On this day, I finally looked forward to the first flower. I was so happy that I gently took it off and held it in my hand, as if I saw my girl's crooked mouth. It's just that I was eliminated before my girlfriend.

When I woke up in the cave, my hands and feet were tied, and I didn't know what was stuffed in my mouth, so I couldn't speak. I looked at them, those people, those who laughed at me. I lay in bed and tried to sit up, but I couldn't. While I was struggling, another person came, and it was him-the boyfriend.

He looked at me and snorted. He told those people to back off. He came up to me and said, "Are you crazy to have spring? I have put up with you for a long time and warned you, but you just won't listen, will you? I won't kill you today. "

"You fight for me and fight to the death."

"For the dead, this is not very good ... in case it is found ..."

"Afraid of what, a madman, disappeared and anyone tube? Call me, you don't want to work with the money? "

They really want to kill me. I can't fight back. I just want to never see my girl again. I still hold that flower tightly in my hand, my girl. Will you be unhappy if you can't see my flowers today?

I became a wandering ghost in the village. I saw several more flowers at the head of the village. They are beautiful. My daughter must like them. I tried to take it off, but I couldn't catch it.

They killed me in the cave this morning. I know that boyfriend is not good. Turns out he's with those guys. He hired them to follow me and bully me every day. Now I finally know that they have been bullying me.

I can only come out at night now, I can't see the light. But fortunately, I can still see my girl at night. She can't see me, so I don't know if she will be worried.

It's already dark. I look forward. My girl has not come back yet. Suddenly a light came and scared me to hide. It turned out that a car was coming. I seem to see my girl sitting in a car, driven by a man I have never seen before. I followed them to the girl's house. I saw the man and the girl get off the bus together. He entered the door with his little girl in his arms. I want to follow it in.

I hesitated at the door whether to go in or not. After a while, I heard a noise in the room. I went in through the door and saw my girl lying naked under the man, panting. I want to kill that man, and now I can finally understand how my boyfriend wants to kill me. I can't do anything.

I want to escape from here, but I heard my girl say, "Tiger Brother, you are great. Is that madman really finished? "

"Emoko, aren't you worried about your job?"

"Oh, emoko, of course I'm relieved that you do things. Emoko hurts me the most ... "

"Ha ha, SAO bitch, let Emoko hurt you ..."

I feel a little salty in my mouth. When I touched my face, I cried. I cried. I was laughed at, bullied and even killed. I never cried. They say I am crazy, but I think I should be a fool.

I don't understand why you smile at me every day and say thank you, since you hate me. I went to the village head again and looked at the flowers.

"You are crazy, I am a fucking fool, the biggest fool in the world."

"Who's talking?"

That boyfriend, what's he like?

"You know now, that bitch, there is a group of people behind. Seeing that others have money, they hook up with others, abandon me, kill you and that emoko through my hand, and then hire someone to kill me. Hehe, it's heartless, but I'm so kind to her. "

"Why did she smile at me? Say thank you Doesn't she like me? "

"What? Ha ha ha, are you kidding? How can she like you? She's laughing at you! She just wants to gain a good reputation. Bitch, a pair of bitches, I want them to die a natural death. You go with me ... "

I shook my head and he left.

I don't know what he will do to make them die, and I don't want to know.

I'm going to be reborn. I hope I won't be human in my next life.