Couples quarreled for more than four years, and he fiercely told me never to look for him. Four days later, he sent a message saying that he was sorry. I said I didn't deserve me. Do I want it back?

After more than four years of relationship, we quarreled. It's been four days since he told you to never look for him. He just sent a message saying that he was sorry. You say you don't deserve you, it's up to you. If you still have feelings for him, then you can go back If you want to end this relationship, then you won't go back to him. He will naturally understand what you mean. And I don't think this relationship is very good after all.