There is a saying: pay attention to your composition.

I love what I love and I have no regrets. This feeling is long and careful.

On TV, Yu-Ching Fei is singing "A Plum", with beautiful rhythm and sweet voice:

"... I love what I love and I have no regrets. This feeling is long and cautious. "

Delicate and meaningful lyrics aroused my feelings, and my feelings fluttered with the song.

My life is destined to be with the mine, destined to be with the mining bureau. Edge, condensed my love; Love, full of my feelings; Love gave birth to my persistence.

Father came back from Korea and transferred to work in a mine in the northeast. I was born there. My first cry, my father said, was very rich, like the sudden sound of a rock drill, like the sound of blasting guns, and more like the sound of a miner doing heavy work. I don't think this metaphor is appropriate, but my father said so, and so did he. My fetus was buried in the mine, and I was tied to the mine, so I was destined to be a miner.

When I was 5 years old, my father led my family to Fushan Iron Mine of our Mining Bureau because of the need of work, where I spent primary school and junior high school. In my childhood memory, beautiful, sunny, interesting and passionate things happened there. I remember I chased the sunset with some children and got lost. My father and his workmates, like casting nets, got into every ravine and shouted our names. The light of flashlight flashes on mountain roads, grass, crevices and hillsides. I still regard it as the light of my life. Several children crowded together saw the torch light and immediately threw themselves into the arms of their loved ones in tears. I remember when I was a little older, we went with our classmates to help the nearby members pick up the ears of wheat, send boiling water to the bus station like Lei Feng, and go to the mining machinery maintenance workshop to learn to work. The head teacher took us to reclaim land for farming. Today, the wheat fragrance in the field still lingers in my heart, the oil fragrance on the workshop parts still ripples in my chest, and the clang of forging drill pipes and our cheerful laughter have been echoing in my ears. However, this period of time is also accompanied by sadness: when the great leader died, we felt the sky was gloomy and mourned with all the cadres and workers in the mine; When Yu Shengjun, the iron man in the mine, died in the line of duty, her little daughter was in our class, crying like a tearful person, and we also shed innocent tears. Whether we cry or laugh, we have lived in harmony with the mine since childhood. We are seedlings in the mine and have experienced spring, summer, autumn and winter with the mine.

From 1978 to 1985, my father was transferred to Hexi tire retreading factory of mining bureau and Guzhen iron mine. During this period, I also went to junior college from the senior high school entrance examination and graduated to other units. The school and work unit are not far from home, and they go home at least once a month.

Every time I go back to the mine, I feel new. The mountains are getting more and more beautiful, the water is getting clearer and the people's lives are getting better and better. My father will talk to me about the situation in the mine, just like talking about his family, full of confidence and pride. During this period, I have also been to Fushan Iron Mine several times, stroking the poplar planted by the school playground when I was a teenager, patting his stout trunk and saying to myself, "Poplar, poplar, I haven't seen you for several years, and you have grown stout." Poplar leaves spouted as if to say to me: "I have taken root in the mine, and of course it will become more and more lush." This is my home. " I climbed to the top of one of the mountains, stroking a rock that was squeezed and uplifted by crustal changes, and still lamented the nature when I was a child.

I am a junior college student in Handan, and I have a joke of my own: 10 One day in October, I was sitting in the classroom studying when I suddenly heard a muffled sound and the classroom trembled a few times. I thought about where the gun was fired, and my hand kept taking notes. Suddenly, I found a noise outside the classroom: "earthquake, earthquake!" " "I suddenly realized that I have no heart-where did the rumbling guns in the city come from? What moved me most was the scene when my grandmother stood outside the house waiting for me in my father's work clothes when I came home every weekend. In the cold wind, grandma wore her father's cotton-padded clothes and held a small tree with a crooked neck at the door. The north wind blew away her silver hair. This image will be fixed in my heart forever. That's my grandmother representing the mine, and my mother welcomes her students. Therefore, I compare the mine to my hometown. Not my hometown, but better than my hometown!

1986 In the early spring, the Mining Bureau took over Xishimen Iron Mine and started formal production. I also went through many hardships and twists and turns before I came back. It was allocated to this mine in March, with capital construction 16 years. Although he only belongs to the Mining Bureau, I was not unfamiliar when I set foot on this hot land. I know I'm home! The warm spring breeze brushed my cheek, stroked me like a mother's hand and held me in her arms.

It's been 24 years. Life can last for several 24 years, which is the most important stage in life, but my 24-year life is full and meaningful. I experienced the pain of reform, the joy of reform, and enjoyed the fruits of reform with the Mining Bureau. It can be said that there are no regrets. There are too many words to say and feelings in 24 years. Let's talk about some iconic fragments in my work and life.

1988, I just had a son. Although I have no worries about food and clothing, I feel that there is still a gap between improving my life and improving my grades. So after my life ended, I began to raise rabbits. I have more than 20 blue-purple Lan Tu, and I have to clean the grass in two woven bags every day after work. On the first day of that year, a kind of game-rabbit meat was added to our table. Neighbors also praised my dad for his professional braised rabbit meat. However, with more and more work, I really have limited energy and can't take care of it. I haven't kept rabbits since the Spring Festival that year. During this period, the wages of our mine workers can be said to be the same every year. Life is indeed getting higher and higher, but it still stays in the stage of food and clothing. It can be said that life is carefree, and money is still tight.

1994, catch up with the last salary reform and double the salary. In that year, under the auspices of Zhang Zhizhong, the mine manager, a small-scale cadre competition experiment was conducted. I followed this reformer and became the first person to eat crabs in our mining bureau. I was also fortunate to be a grassroots cadre. Wage income suddenly reached more than 800 yuan. But it didn't last long. At that time, because the iron concentrate was unsalable, we became beggars in the golden rice bowl. We watched the iron concentrate produced by workers piling up, but we couldn't get paid. The overall situation requires cadres and workers to tighten their belts and live a hard life, and each person only pays 260 yuan's living expenses every month. For the first time, our cadres and workers in the whole mine know the cruelty of the market economy, that there are still iron concentrates that cannot be sold, and that they should cherish their jobs for the first time. So in such a grim situation, we didn't flinch, didn't complain, continued production, studied the experience of Handan Iron and Steel Co., Ltd. hard, saved expenses and reduced consumption, and persisted for two whole years to survive this crisis.

After the days improved, I bought three bicycles one after another, and the electrical appliances at home gradually increased. I updated the TV twice. I lost my third bike, so I simply bought a motorcycle. After this motorcycle was eliminated, it was replaced with a higher-grade motorcycle. Buyers use computers, which is something I am proud of in my life. It was the early summer of 1996. I took out all my savings and bought a Lenovo 586 brand computer. What makes me proud is that less than 10 households in the mine were willing to buy computers at that time.

In the ten years since 1996, our mine has experienced ups and downs and has been developing and growing. With the development of market economy, the living standard can be said to be changing with each passing day, and savings have gradually accumulated in our hands. Some people speculate in stocks, others buy funds, motorcycles are popular, and more and more people buy cars. In recent years, many workers in our mine have bought their own houses in Handan or Wu 'an, and built a comfortable nest for their future.

Entering the 2 1 century, our mining bureau is facing new severe challenges, resources are gradually exhausted, and more than 10 thousand employees are in danger of unemployment. The leaders of the Bureau were far-sighted, successfully reorganized with China Minmetals Group, successively explored the mineral resources in Shandong and Anhui, and even reached a cooperative mining agreement with Mauritania. I am happy in my heart: our mining bureau has broad prospects and sufficient stamina! I am proud to be an employee of the Mining Bureau! I am proud to be a member of China Minmetals Group!

The past time, for me, is full of twists and turns, rich and colorful, just like old wine, which lasts forever in Micari. Over the past 20 years, I have changed more than a dozen jobs and many things have happened. What remains unchanged is my infatuation, my rolling blood and my unremitting pursuit of no regrets. At the end of this article, I turned on the computer and clicked "Dried Plum". The profound and meaningful melody lingers in my ears again, shaking my heart:

Snowflakes are fluttering, the north wind is whistling, and the world is boundless. Cut a cold plum and stand proudly in the snow, only to smell the fragrance for Iraqis. Love what I love, no regrets, this feeling is long and meticulous.