My dream

Maybe it's because people prefer what they lack. Although I can't move my legs, I am a sports fan. I not only like watching football, basketball and all kinds of ball games, but also like watching track and field, swimming, boxing, skating, skiing, cycling and car races. In a word, I am an all-round sports fan. Of course, it's all on TV. There is a high step in front of the stadium. I can't get on. If there are wonderful sports programs on TV on this day, then when I wake up in the morning, I feel like I'm on vacation. No matter what you do during the day, you think in your heart and have a good time every minute. Sometimes I am afraid that many major competitions will be concentrated in one day or a few days (such as the just-concluded Olympic Games), so other important things will be delayed.

Actually, I like football second, literature third and track and field first. I can tell the world records of all track and field events, who kept them, and whether they were kept for a long time or a short time. For example, the men's long jump record is held by Bi Meng, and no one can break it in 20 years, but it's unfair. Bi Meng jumped 8.90 meters in Mexico City on the plateau, while Lewis's 8.72 meters in the plain was actually bigger than the former, but it was not a world record. I remember these records by the way. The charm of track and field is not recorded. Anyway, people can't be gods. But people's strength, will and grace can be fully demonstrated from that running and jumping, which is its charm. It is more beautiful than any dance, and any dance seems artificial and even mysterious compared with it. Maybe I watch too few dances. When you see Lewis or Moses running, you will feel that they are running from the primitive nature of mankind to the endless future of mankind. Skin rolling like wind and water is the most natural dance and the freest song.

The person I like and admire most is Lewis. He is 1 m 88, with wide shoulders and long legs, like a black cheetah. He can run randomly in ten seconds or jump randomly eight meters away. Moreover, in the most important games, his movements are so stretched, agile and rhythmic, unlike the singing skills of pop stars, which always makes people wonder what is going on at the end. I am not afraid of readers' jokes. I often pray to God in secret. If people can really have an afterlife, I don't want anything else, just a body like Lewis's. I also imagine that people at that time would be generally taller than now, so I have to be at least 1.9 meters; At that time, the speed of 100 meter was generally faster than it is now, so I can't just run for nine seconds. Most people who write novels are dreamers. Fortunately, this daydream didn't make me depressed. I came up with this way to comfort and miss Shi Tiesheng because the reality is so frustrating. My love and admiration for Lewis is growing day by day. I believe he is the happiest person in the world. I think if there is any way to make me become him, I will do whatever it takes; If I can have such a strong figure in my next life, my disability today will be fully rewarded.

At the noon when Johnson defeated Lewis at the Olympic Games, I was very sad. I feel uncomfortable all the time and I didn't sleep well at night. At present, the scene at noon is always tumbling: all the people are cheering for Johnson, all the flags and flowers are waving at Johnson, and waves of reporters are pushing Johnson out of the game, while Lewis is left out in the cold. Lewis's lost eyes at that time were like a poor child, which made me feel distressed. I have been moping for several days, always thinking about how painful Lewis will be at this moment; I don't want to watch the replay of the noon game on TV, and I don't want to listen to other people's comments. I even envy Johnson for Lewis and find many reasons to explain to myself that Lewis is the best. Of course, it doesn't help at all. I seem to have lost more than Lewis, and I am deeply lost. Isn't that strange? Isn't this a mental illness to outsiders? I slowly think about the reason. Is it because a beautiful idol was broken? If that's all, I can get an erection again later. Johnson's majestic posture is no less than Lewis's. Is it because I am too nostalgic and conservative in my bones? But I know very well that it is most worth celebrating that the latecomers come to the top. Or do I regret that Lewis didn't run so well? But 9.92 seconds was his best result. Why on earth? Finally, I know: I saw the misfortune of the so-called "happiest person". Lewis's vacant eyes shook my definition of "happiest" and then shattered it. God never gives the word "happiest" to anyone. He set an eternal distance in front of everyone's desires and gave everyone a fair boundary. If you can't understand happiness on the endless road beyond self-limitation, then Shi Tiesheng's inability to run is exactly the same as Lewis's inability to run fast, which is the root of depression and pain. If Lewis can't understand this, I believe that he must be the most unfortunate person in the world at that noon.

/kloc-On the second day of the 0/00m final, Lewis jumped 8.72m in the long jump. He is a good man. He seems to understand that he knows why the gods on Olympus burn, not for one person to defeat another, but for the opportunity to show off the unyielding human beings to the gods. Destined limitations can exist forever, but unyielding challenges cannot be missed for a moment. I dare not say that Lewis is like this, but I hope that Lewis is like this. I love and admire such a Lewis wholeheartedly.

In this way, my daydream needs to be redesigned. At least I don't want to use all that I have learned, just for a strong body, a height of 1.9 meters and a speed of 9.79 seconds or even 9.69 seconds. There is a simple reason. I don't want to be the most unfortunate person in the afterlife at noon. Even if people can run for 9.59 seconds, it still means there are limitations. I hope to have a healthy body and a soul that understands the meaning of life. I hope to have both. However, the former can pray for the gift of God, while the latter has to criticize my daydreams in all kinds of hardships on their own. How should I design? Never say, if there are neither, which one do you want? Don't say that, because people must have the most beautiful dreams when they are alive.

Later, I learned that Johnson ran for 9.79 seconds because he ate stimulants. What should we say about this? I read a news in the newspaper that people in his hometown Jamaica said, "Whenever Johnson wants to come back, we welcome him. No matter what he did wrong, he is the son of Jamaica. " These words at work deeply touched me. Shouldn't we give more sympathy and love to the mentally disabled than to the physically disabled? "My Dream" by Yang Mingxin Yang Mingxin (1955-), an Anhui native, is a famous contemporary writer and thinker in China. 1965 entered Wang Daren primary school in Dongcheng District, Beijing, and 1967 graduated from Tsinghua High School. Then at 1969, go to Yan 'an area in northern Shaanxi to "cut in line". 1972 returned to Beijing due to paralysis of both legs. From 1974 to 198 1, he worked in Beixinqiao street factory, and later went home to recuperate because of illness. Published works 65438 to 0979. Shi Tiesheng is one of the most admirable writers in contemporary China. His works are exactly the same as his life. In his Writing Night, Shi Tiesheng expressed the most sound and full thoughts with his mutilated body. He experienced the hardships of life, but expressed the clarity and joy of existence. His wise words lit up our increasingly dark hearts. As the most important achievement of China's literature in 2002, his book Breaking a Pen from a Illness, as always, pondered over such major issues as life and death, disability and love, suffering and faith, writing and art, and answered such common spiritual questions as how I was present and how I lived my meaning. When most writers gave up facing the basic situation of human beings in the era of consumerism, Shi Tiesheng lived in his own heart, still struggling to pursue the value and glory of human beings, still firmly marching into the desolate area of existence and resolutely fighting against the unknown. This courage and persistence have deeply aroused our vigilance and concern about our own situation. Some of Shi Tiesheng's early novels, such as Half-hour Lunch, have the characteristics of exposing "dark side" literature. My Distant Qingping Bay published by 1983 is not only Shi Tiesheng, but also an important novel creation at that time. It is explained on many levels: or it broadens the horizon of "educated youth literature", or its significance in literature "seeking roots". On the issue of "seeking roots", the author expressed the view that "seeking roots" and "seeking roots" are completely different. One is where we come from and why we come. The other is also for: where are we going and how to get there? Regarding the latter, he thinks that "this is to see the absurdity of life and find a reliable basis for the spirit" (Postscript on Sunday, Huaxia Publishing House, 1983 edition). Shi Tiesheng's personal experience of physical disability makes some of his novels describe the life dilemma and spiritual dilemma of the disabled. However, he transcended the pity and self-pity of the disabled for their fate, and thus rose to the concern of universal existence, especially the phenomenon of mental "disability". Different from other novelists, he has no attachment to the perceptual life characteristics of his own nation and region. He regards writing as a narrative and exploration of personal spiritual journey. "The universe and its endless desires will become eternal songs and dances. What kind of names this desire has can be ignored "(Shi Tiesheng's Me and Ditan). This persistent concern for the survival of the "disabled" (in Shi Tiesheng's view, all people are disabled and defective) makes his prose have a strong philosophical meaning. Because of his personal experience, his narrative runs through a kind of warmth, but fatalistic sadness; But there is also a struggle against absurdity and fate. Life is like a string, a fable that struggles with absurdity to gain the meaning of existence. He is the author of a novel "Notes on Retreat", a short story "Life is like a String" and a collection of essays "I and Ditan". My Far Green Ping Bay and Grandma's Star won the National Excellent Short Story Awards of 1983 and 1984 respectively, and My Old House won the first Lu Xun Literature Award. The work "Missing in Autumn" was selected as the textbook of Hebei Education Edition for Grade 6 18. The work "Missing in Autumn" was selected as the seventh lesson in the second volume of the seventh grade of the new Chinese textbook in Shanghai.