What does a person rely on to persist in the most difficult time?

Each of us has a very difficult period and an obstacle to overcome. It's like a disaster that God wants to give me. Every time I encounter difficulties, I feel that I am experiencing a disaster. After this hurdle, it will be all right, and I will face it with an optimistic attitude.

I want to say that the hardest time in life should be in senior three. Because my parents have been divorcing since I was a child. But they have never been divorced, and they are old. Every time they quarrel and fight at home. It seems that quarreling has become a way of life for them.

But I'm unlucky. I put up with it every time they quarrel and fight. In the third year of high school, I was under great pressure to study, and my parents had high expectations of me, especially my mother, who always thought that I could get ahead 1 day and then took her away from this broken home. I have to bear the pressure of high school. I had to put up with their noise when I got home. I think life is really too dark and meaningless.

Plus, when I was in the third year of high school that year, I had a conflict with a girl. I don't know anyway. Generally speaking, that girl annoys me and never likes me. Then we had a fight, and I was annoyed with that girl. Then I feel uncomfortable in class. I saw that girl was particularly disgusted, and then the teacher was more protective of that girl, because the family was busy and no one would take care of me.

There is always such a situation in senior three, that is, I am busy studying in class, and I am rejected by a girl. My family has been noisy all the time, and I have a bad time at school, that is, I don't study well, and I am particularly annoyed. Then when I get to the college entrance examination 1 day, I really feel that my life is going to die. On the day of the college entrance examination, my mother was not at home because my sister-in-law was going to have a baby, and then she went to take care of my sister-in-law In the college entrance examination, I have to put up with my father drinking too much, and I really want to die.

Because my father used to drink when he was a child, he is now in a state of alcoholism. He doesn't know what he is doing after drinking. It's just that delirium and drunkenness are particularly annoying That night, I was talking about reviewing ancient poems. Later, my father was in a particularly bad mood that day and drank too much. Then he kicked my door open and said he would hit me.

I'm confused, you know? Because I didn't bother him at all, and I didn't look for him, and then he got drunk and didn't know what he was doing. Later, my little brother dragged my dad out of my room at home, but he scolded me. I was very unhappy, and then my mood collapsed.

Then it's just me, my dad and my brother at home, and then no one cares about me, and then I let him cry and cry. At that time, why did pigs live so tired? It was difficult at that time. I thought I couldn't get through that hurdle, but then I thought of my mother and put up with my father for decades. How did he get here? Later, I put myself in each other's shoes, and then I was not so sad. I went to the exam the next day.

So when I was in the most difficult time, I felt that my mother gave me strength and kept me going.