I fell in love with a man, but he has a family, but I know that although they live under the same roof, they have lived apart since I appeared, just like strangers. ...

You are predestined friends. He has a family and a responsibility. It's too late to meet I advise you to give up what you love very reluctantly. We can't do anything to destroy other people's families. No matter what the result is, we will get hurt. He is responsible for you. He should take care of his own affairs before getting along with you. What is it like for both parties? . . Is there any result in procrastination?