I am like a joke. What song is it?

I am like a joke in the song "Missing into Sand".

1, lyrics excerpt: What's the matter? I don't want to answer. My messy hair still haunts my concern for you. How can I put it down? I'm so stupid. It turns out that my idea is so terrible. The rain is ticking, and I have lost my voice crying. I love and hate like a joke.

2. In 2020, the song "Missing into Sand" was released. Nie Xiaohui wrote lyrics and composed music, and the singer Xin Zhe sang.