What stupid and humiliating things have you done after breaking up?

Before we parted, we fell in love, laughed and were happy. After breaking up, we were alone, silly, crying and miserable. At that time, I was out of my mind and couldn't tell East from West. I have done a lot of stupid and shameful things?

He swore to me when he was in love and promised to marry me after graduation. Because I love him, I choose to trust him defenseless. However, after graduation, he changed and became so heartless. When I needed help, I kept saying sarcastic words, which hurt my self-esteem and self-confidence. I can't take it anymore. Really wronged. Maybe that's why I became stupid after breaking up.

When the teacher and the students take a group photo, it means that my college life is over. Because of my family, I chose to fly away. He chose to stay in his hometown. We left nothing behind. Yes, we left a group photo, so we left in a hurry.

Stepping into society has suffered a lot. My position is average, with little income and no savings. Because money is badly needed at home, I have to work during the day and work part-time near the company at night. When I climbed back to the dormitory like a dog, I received a phone call from him. It was not joy, but a blow. What did he say about me: a college student, it's really useless to come out to work for others. I hung up the phone and cried. I am really worthless now, but I can't say that I am worthless. This should be the comfort and encouragement given by my boyfriend, right?

Perhaps, a long-distance relationship is doomed to break up. In less than a year, my feelings with him gradually faded. One night, he called me, but I missed it because of my part-time job. He kept calling and I still didn't answer, so he sent me a message saying three words: break up, and I didn't even have a chance to call back and explain.

Money is not easy to earn, and you are exhausted. Seeing this message, I was completely disappointed. I didn't answer him a word, so I blacklisted his mobile phone number QQ directly. In other words, I acquiesced in his decision. At that time, I just wanted to lie down and have a rest and calm down.

In the following month, I was so stupid that I was listless at work, so stupid that I made frequent mistakes at work and lost face that my colleagues saw that I was criticized by the manager every day, so stupid that I didn't eat or drink, so stupid that I missed his kindness to me when I lost sleep at night, so stupid that I couldn't love myself.

Later, he learned about my life through my friend Lin and asked her to convey his initial regret. But I don't love him anymore. I know second time around, but I'm stupid enough to torture him because I'm unwilling. I asked Lin to give him a message: unless I can find everything I lost, I will feel happy again.

I don't know if he loves me too much or if he wants to rub salt in my wound. He did it, wrote me a letter and sent me a photo taken together on graduation day, trying to arouse my love memories, but I didn't read it. I wanted to trample on his efforts and get back at him, so I tore it all up and burned it. Later, we died of old age, but from time to time we learned how my friend Lin was doing.

Looking back now, those stupid and shameful things I did after breaking up were really not worth it, and I have been thinking about it! Ha ha.