I was convicted of "victim paranoia"

When I was in college, there were 8 girls living in our dormitory. Shortly after the start of school, eight girls became very close, and everyone's self began to slowly show in front of the group.

One day, two roommates were chatting and chatting in full swing. I seem to hear my name from far away. I turned and asked, "What did you say about me?" Maybe they are talking in full swing, but I didn't expect that I would suddenly ask them this question. At the moment of being interrupted, their stupefied expressions disappeared and gradually gave birth to a trace of trouble. I replied, "What did you say?" I didn't ask a word.

On another occasion, the problem of quarreling was particularly serious because of catching a cold. While chatting with me, my roommate punched me on the back while I was not looking. I stared at her, and she said cautiously, "I heard that adults are not prepared." If you scare him, you will be angry. " I paused, as if it were true. But my roommate said she was scared by my eyes.

Gradually, my roommates diagnosed me, "You are delusional."

I thought, what's wrong with the victim? They may not even know what they are talking about. I think they are talking nonsense.

Whenever they tease me about it, I get angry at first, and then I get used to it. Say what you like, my heart will never move.

A noun casually said when I was a child. Maybe I didn't understand the meaning at that time. Over time, you will always taste them.

After working for several years, one day, a colleague told his own experience, and he was seriously angry because of his irregular life recently. Her boyfriend offered to shave for her, and she agreed. My boyfriend came over with a scraping knife. She said that her heart was a little chilly, so she urgently asked her boyfriend to change tools, or she wouldn't scrape. At her strong request, her boyfriend changed to a small harmless tool in distress situation. Boyfriend said she had delusions about being killed.

When she said this to me, she took me as a joke. I said that my friends also said that I was delusional.

Looking at yourself, it is always not so easy to find fault. See others, always so accurate.

Victimization paranoia always imagines others persecuting themselves. To put it mildly, it is to turn something into an act of hurting yourself through your own brain circuit. In the final analysis, such people have a serious sense of insecurity.