My boyfriend lets his buddy sleep with me and reveals his dark psychology

My boyfriend let his buddy sleep with me and exposed his dark psychology

Wen/Yaqing

Oral: Huang Yun

After I graduated from college, Working in a very small advertising agency. Relying on a meager salary, he lived a life that could barely cover his stomach. Every month my landlord would block the door and urge me to pay the rent, which made me feel ashamed and embarrassed.

That day, the company received an order, and the boss vaguely hinted to me that as long as I signed the order, I could get a rebate of 150,000 yuan. When he said this, he looked at me meaningfully, and even a fool could understand what he meant. The advertising manager of that company took a fancy to me and tried to trick me several times. Promoting business is just a pretense, being his lover is the real thing. But 150,000 yuan is enough for me to pay the down payment for a small house. I really don’t want to go back to the embarrassment of being in debt every day.

So I became the lover of the manager of that advertising company. Perhaps both parties are people who are good at calculation and are reluctant to invest too much. This ambiguous period ended when his wife came back. I got 150,000 as I wished. Later, I went to Xi'an alone. This city held so many bad memories for me that I might as well start over. I don’t want people to point at my spine and use me as cannon fodder.

When I met Zhang Ming in Xi'an, I felt that I was not worthy of him and repeatedly gave in, but he always took great care of me. Occasionally when I drive by the downstairs of our company, I never forget to bring my favorite snacks. When my colleagues at work saw this, they always laughed at me and said, Huang Yun, your Zhang Ming thinks you are a child. But I could feel the faint smell of jealousy in their words. But such sweet and beautiful days only lasted for one year.

That day, it rained heavily, and he didn't even hold an umbrella. He was soaked all over, and he was shaking with cold, like a wounded animal. I quickly brought a quilt and put it on him, but he fell into my arms and said with a cry, Huang Yun, I'm sorry for you. A client invited me to dinner, and he brought a lady with him during the meal. They drank one cup to the left and one cup to the right. I accidentally got him drunk and did something stupid.

I looked at his embarrassed look and felt very bad. Yes, but when I thought about it, I realized that he was actually quite honest with me and had no reservations. But I selfishly hid it from him again and again and erased that memory. Thinking this way, tears burst out of my eyes, and I recounted all the past events. I think Zhang Ming will forgive me if he loves me so much, just like I can understand him.

But he pushed me away suddenly and staggered into the rain. I stayed alone in the room, thinking about how good he was to me in the past, and my heart ached. But I didn't expect that Zhang Ming actually called me a few days later and said, "Let's get married. I believe in you. Let's get to know each other at our class reunion tonight." Love is a birthmark in everyone's heart, no matter how hard you wipe it off, Don't fall off. I think he still can't forget me.

At the party, he introduced me to his buddies one by one. Everyone was having a great time in the bar. Looking at Zhang Ming's eager eyes, I felt extremely happy. That night, I drank too much wine. After a while, I became confused. When I woke up, I found myself lying naked on the bed, my body still aching. Turning around, he saw several naked men lying next to him. Aren't these Zhang Ming's friends? I was so surprised that I rushed towards Zhang Ming madly, but I didn't expect Zhang Ming to throw me on the bed and said in disgust, it's a shame that I treat you so well, I didn't expect you to be so dirty.

I rushed out like crazy. Unexpectedly, my honesty did not win my boyfriend's trust, but gave me another humiliation. I shed tears thinking about this. This man gave me too much hope, but in the end he let me down. He let those dirty men defile my body, completely showing his ugliness. And I also understood a truth: any ugly past events cannot be told to anyone, they are only suitable for slowly rotting in one's heart.