You are just the little warmth he is looking for when he is empty, lonely and cold.

"It's amazing, are you there? I'm confused."

A string of greetings popped up on QQ, which was light but made people think a lot. A long time ago, this was the message she was most looking forward to popping up on QQ, but now she was silent and did not respond. "It is better to forget each other than to live together in the world." This was her mood at the moment.

Five years ago, She is 27 years old and he is 31 years old.

She works in a company in a small city, and he is a graduate student at a military university in the provincial capital.

Two unrelated people. They met because of the Internet.

The first time they met was when she went on a business trip to the provincial capital. Although it was their first meeting, it was like meeting old friends. She appreciated his humor and he appreciated her intelligence. He can always tell some cold jokes, and she can always feel the "jokes" hidden in them immediately. Both of them can feel that the other is special. Perhaps this is the so-called love at first sight.

< p> We have more and more contacts through QQ, and we occasionally call each other.

The girl is very good and is loved by the boss and colleagues in the company. There are also many male colleagues in the company. She likes her, and her friends have introduced many boys to her, but none of them caught her eye. They all say that she is too demanding. Of course, she can definitely ask for more. After all, she is not bad, so why should she settle for anything? The most important reason is that she hasn't found the right person.

But this time, she met him. She was always looking forward to meeting him and creating opportunities to meet him.

< p> After the call was answered, he directly texted the lyrics "I like you inexplicably and fall deeply in love with you". From then on, he was called "Inexplicable" and she named herself "Qi Miao". The two names became each other's nicknames, and her QQ name was changed to "Qi Miao" from then on.

As they met more often, they got to know each other better, and her love grew stronger and stronger. Obviously, he was also moved by this traditional-minded and kind-hearted girl.

I don’t know if it’s because he is a soldier or for some other reason. Their most common contact method is QQ, with few phone calls. We don’t meet much, so the girl can only look forward to that special QQ image every day.

“Are you there? ”

Even two simple words would make her ecstatic.

Occasionally she couldn’t help but call him. Sometimes he would answer, and sometimes he would answer the phone. She didn't answer, and she didn't say why when she didn't answer. When asked later, she said it was because the army was not convenient to answer the phone. She believed it. Her friend's husband was a soldier, and she understood, so she didn't pursue it.

< p> The two dated on and off, like lovers, but not like lovers.

The girl’s parents began to urge her to find a boyfriend. After all, 27 years old was already past the age of late marriage.

Unable to withstand the urging of her parents, she told her parents about him. The parents were very satisfied that the girl had finally started to fall in love, but they were worried about their relationship status. From time to time, they carefully reminded her whether the boy was reliable and worth it. She trusted her sincerely.

In fact, she was unsure, but she refused to admit it.

Once she saw an article on the Internet about a kind of man called a "three no" man. , not proactive, not refusing, not responsible, the girl suddenly felt that what he said was very similar to him, although there was no such thing as responsibility or irresponsibility between them, after all, nothing happened between them that shouldn't have happened.

People in love don't need a reason to meet, even if the girl is thousands of miles apart, she will always find opportunities to go to the provincial capital to see him, but the boy is not moved by this, and he will not refuse anyone who comes, but he never takes the initiative to go to the girl. city.

The girl didn’t think much about it. She felt that she was very content to see him. Maybe he was really busy.

The girl’s heart changed after a meeting between the two. A chill arose.

The girl ran to see the boy excitedly, and the two stayed warmly for a day. But the next morning, the boy suddenly said that he wanted to go back to school to rest, and then ignored the girl's disappointed look. He really left by car.

The girl was very disappointed and stayed alone in the hotel, sending him a message with disappointment and expectation.

"You can't bear to leave me alone and run away? I'm really scared to be alone in this strange hotel."

"I ran so far to see You, you did this to me!"

"I really miss you."

The message was like a stone, and there was no response.

At around ten o'clock in the evening, when the girl was getting ready to go to bed in disappointment, his text message came.

"Sorry, I've been busy, sleep well, good night"

A simple reply without any explanation or guilt. Even so, the girl's heart softened again and her heart burned again. Hope arose.

It is said that a woman in love has zero IQ, who says otherwise?

But this happened more than once. When there was no contact, the girl gave herself thousands of reasons to ignore him, but when he sent a simple QQ greeting, the girl's heart was brought back.

"There is a class reunion this week and I want to bring my boyfriend and girlfriend. Can you help me?" said the boy on the phone.

"Help me be your temporary girlfriend?"

The girl was very sad. She had already regarded him as her boyfriend, and she also thought that the other party also regarded her as her girlfriend. In his mind, she was just an ordinary friend, so why did he say "like"? The girl didn't understand and was crying inside, but she still agreed.

One person traveled between two cities and took several train rides. After meeting, the two ate and chatted like friends. It was almost five o'clock in the evening when the boy suddenly offered to take the girl back to the car.

It was after five o'clock, and there was no car back to the girl's place of work. In order not to show vulnerability in front of him and having nowhere to go, the girl lied and said she was going to a nearby city to see her sister.

He left in a calm manner, as if the girl was just passing through this city and did not come here intentionally for him.

The girl did not get on the bus and stayed in a hotel alone in a strange city. She sent him the last text message with determination in her heart. If the boy cared about this relationship, then he would come back to accompany her. If not, I care that the two people will be close to each other from now on and will not disturb each other.

The boy did not come back. Although the girl expected it, she still cried hard.

Goodbye, 15 months of love.

Goodbye, inexplicable and strange.

Just like the name, it has an inexplicable beginning and an inexplicable end.

Maybe the girl is just a little warmth he is looking for when he is empty, lonely and cold. When the warmth is close, he does not want to avoid it, but when it comes to love, he cannot afford it and can only escape.

Maybe everyone has an unforgettable relationship in their youth. It may not have a happy ending like a fairy tale, but it is always so unforgettable. But even so, it will disappear as time goes by. In the end, everyone will find someone to marry. Maybe the marriage partner may not necessarily be the favorite, but at least two people like each other when they decide to get married.

The girl no longer calls her Qi Miao. Although the name is very nice and has been an online name for a long time, she is very calm when she occasionally mentions these two words. After all, it has nothing to do with him.

Seeing the boy’s greeting, the girl, who is now a wife and mother, silently closed QQ.

This time, it was the girl who didn't respond.