An ill-fated introvert

Disability is divided into visible and invisible, physical disability is obvious, mental disability is invisible, and what hurts us the most is often invisible pain. Like a broken heart, like a knife, depressed, unexpected people jump off buildings and rivers everywhere. The so-called mental retardation is nothing more than an introverted person, who, as the name implies, is inarticulate, clumsy, inward-looking and unsociable.

People often say that character determines fate. What is introverted personality? Has been defined as a social disorder. Indeed, people get along with each other and deepen their feelings through communication. Introverts are not good at expressing their feelings, so they never actively express their feelings. People don't know what you think, so naturally they don't want to contact you and make friends, do they? Then you have no job. If you have no job, you can't support yourself. Not only will you be laughed at, but you will also feel guilty. For example, someone has worked hard for decades and finally got into a key university. I thought I could sit back and relax when I was admitted to a key university, but I met with a national policy to cancel the distribution system of university graduation packages. This means I'm out looking for a job. Because he was introverted and not good at expression, his fate reversed and he finally went to work in a factory. It is cruel, because the fate of introversion has been rewritten, and I am sad for its misfortune.

Introverts often worry about how to communicate. Every day, I keep it in my heart for a long time. I want to get others' attention and attention by doing something different from ordinary people, so as to gain a psychological balance. , leading to mental health, serious from abnormal condition. Because he doesn't talk much, he is often sensitive and suspicious, such as:

1, crossing the road, the green light ahead, rows of cars parked there, I am alone, feeling like a monkey in the zoo, being watched.

I want to go out, but when I hear a neighbor passing by outside, I always stand up automatically and wait until there is no sound.

3. On the bus, people around me suddenly moved to the open space next to them, and I couldn't help wondering if I smelled it.

When I was eating alone, the stranger sat opposite me, afraid to look at each other, and his eyes were uncomfortable except for food.

5. There were obviously questions, but I swallowed them because I didn't want to attract attention.

If there is the last cake left on the plate, you will never reach for it yourself.

7. Every time someone praises you for your good clothes today, you are always embarrassed to say, "Actually, that was a long time ago."

8. I accidentally fell and was seen. Someone came up and asked, "Are you okay?" Awkward. cheat

? An introverted person's daily life is like this:

? I woke up in the morning and began to worry about my life. What I think on my way to school is not how to arrange today's study, but how to get along with my classmates and how to communicate with them. Then I went to school listlessly, and my inner depression became heavier and heavier. Whenever the class is over, the noise in the classroom is endless. Sitting alone in a seat, I dare not look up, as if the whole world would be sunny when I looked up. When others are empty and introverted, her psychological activities are very intense: how can I talk to my classmates? The villain in his heart struggled over and over again, so that he took half a piece of paper and tore it into pieces bit by bit, thinking hard while tearing it, thus attending class. I feel relaxed in class, so don't worry about it. However, you can't end your student career in one class and just go back and forth. At school, if you don't like to talk, others will look at you differently, study hard and have a good psychological quality, and she won't make fun of you. Those who don't study well often make fun of you. At that time, in our quiet place, poor students called her "chicken" behind her back. What impressed me the most was an endorsement in a political class. The deskmate teased her and said directly, "Stay chicken, go there and cross the 38th parallel." A very arrogant tone said. Everyone will be angry when their dignity is trampled on. She was angered like a mad dog. People who are generally not angry simply explode when they are angry. She said angrily, "I put up with it behind my back, but it was too late to say it." So, I went up and slapped the boy, and the boy really didn't show weakness. You hit me, I scolded back, and the class suddenly stopped. I could hear the truth when I dropped a needle, so the girl got angry, dragged all the books on the table to the ground and cried, Let you scold me. He picked up his books and tore them up one by one. The boy opened his mouth in fear. Don't mess with girls if you have nothing to do. According to my experience, be good in front of girls, because you can't resist the storm created by girls. Attend class silently and finish today's task silently.

? What is not optimistic is that introverts are always bullied because they don't like to talk, no matter what kind of environment. In fact, introverts don't want to do this, and they often fall into self-blame: how could I break the chain at such a useless critical moment? I think the fact that I hurt myself can't change this cruel fact. Introverts don't fit in. When I was alone, I thought: What should I do if I enter the society in the future? The unpopular road is blocked, sorry for my parents. I worked hard to raise me. I'm still so disappointed. What's the use of living I am still alive, so I fight against death and commit suicide every day. But I just picked up the knife and prepared to cut my wrist. My parents' sad expression suddenly appeared in my mind, but I still didn't make a move. Repeatedly, back and forth, really determined to commit suicide, fear, fear of pain, suicide, what logic is this? I can't figure out why I committed suicide when I was deadlocked. I'm completely crazy. Keep your heart in your heart every day and don't communicate with others. I feel like I have pressed a big stone in my heart, and I have difficulty breathing in severe cases.

? What kind of psychology are introverts? Answer: Introverts are unhappy, they think too much, they don't express their thoughts, they think and understand themselves, they tend to feel inferior, they have bad emotions and negative thoughts, and their hearts are dark. Undoubtedly a social obstacle! Every time I think that I am not good at words, my heart seems to be raining, and I feel so sad that I don't want to live. It is too heavy. When I grow up, I feel insecure and unsupported in the face of all this. I feel so pitiful. Why am I so tired? Introverts give people the impression that they are listless and lifeless. It is much more comfortable to get warm care from the teacher at school occasionally. I just don't know if I can get out, so I try to break through. I have seen many cheerful people say that they were introverted when they were young, but from the current state, they don't believe it. Maybe what they said is true, maybe they are comforting me. Thank you anyway. Good people are rewarded!

? Introverts are not good at words, but they also have a good side. They know their position and are neither humble nor supercilious. At any time, we still expect more people to treat introverts fairly, give full play to the ultimate concern in human hearts, give introverts more love, stifle the negative energy factors bred in introverts' hearts, and let them have nowhere to escape. Let introverted people not be introverted, surpass themselves, be better than before, and get out of the shadow of inferiority.