I always feel that others are talking about myself, saying that they are * *, that they may be sick and abnormal, and that they always show all kinds of abnormalities, fearing others to see jokes?

You may feel a little inferior psychologically, maybe there is something wrong with the environment where you live or grow up. But at the same time, you really want to be affirmed by others, and you are afraid that your actions will make others laugh, so you are careful and always pay attention to the attitudes of people around you, but you care too much about other people's eyes and opinions and put too much pressure on yourself, so relax, you are you, and you don't need to care too much about other people's eyes and communicate with people around you.