I can untie other people’s knots, but my own heart is full of knots.

On the day when friends got together, everyone talked about their favorite lyrics.

Yuanbao, who is always cheerful, likes this sentence.

You are not truly happy, your smile is just the protective color you wear.

Everyone laughed and said he was pretending to be serious.

He is recognized as an optimist in his circle of friends.

When we are in a bad mood, chatting with him always makes us feel better.

When he sang these lyrics, everyone felt that it was inconsistent with his temperament.

Everyone said something to him, saying that he was suitable for a good life.

He grinned and said that you bad friends have lowered my taste.

After a brief laugh, everyone went home.

On New Year's Day that year, everyone who had not seen each other for a long time got together again.

All the familiar faces are there, but the ingot is missing.

After asking around, I found out that the optimistic boy was undergoing rehabilitation treatment for depression in a mental hospital.

After hearing this, many people present found it unbelievable.

In everyone’s memory, he can always bring everyone laughter.

At the dinner party, as long as he is there, there will be no silence.

Even if he pretends to be weird or ugly, he will not let the party go cold.

He is like a tree hole. We can talk to him about whatever is on our mind.

He listened to us patiently and then told us funny jokes to make us happy.

When our emotions reach a dead end, he can always bring us out with a transparent perspective.

We have always felt that he is a person full of positive energy.

Life is positive and optimistic, and it seems that there is never any trouble.

Why would such a person suffer from severe depression?

A friend who knows his current situation said that Yuanbao has been taking medicine for a long time.

His parents took him to the hospital after they discovered the scars on his arms.

A friend went to see him once. Yuanbao looked a little dull and smiled reluctantly.

But his father told his friends that as soon as he returned home, he would remain silent.

Lock yourself in your room and don’t say a word to your family.

His parents have always had a bad relationship and often quarreled.

At the end of the quarrel, they would break things at each other to vent their emotions. No furniture in the house was intact.

After so many years, Yuanbao is used to this kind of atmosphere.

Even at home, I am cautious, fearing that if I say the wrong thing, it will trigger another family war.

Over time, he began to please everyone around him, whether friends or strangers.

Even if you wrong yourself, you must make others happy.

During the epidemic, Yuanbao’s company went bankrupt.

When he was idle at home, his parents kept scolding him.

He went to interview after interview, but was rejected many times because of insufficient academic qualifications.

He began to doubt himself and became more and more taciturn at home.

During that time, his girlfriend broke up with him because they hadn’t seen each other for a long time.

He humbly tried to persuade her to stay, but still failed to get his girlfriend back.

While he was in agony, his girlfriend showed off her new love in the circle of friends.

I finally found a job that didn’t make much money, but when I got home, my parents poured cold water on me.

When walking among relatives, everyone looked at him with contempt.

His friends invited him to go out to play, but he refused them all because of his unstable income.

The grievances in his heart were increasing, and he began to have insomnia all night long.

He was seriously ill and would not recover for a long time.

Xu had been depressed for a long time. One night, he took a fruit knife and slashed his arm hard.

Listening to our friend’s description, all of us were stunned.

His favorite lyric many years ago was the truest voice in his heart.

I suddenly realized that he was not born transparent, and his love of laughter was just a mask for him to disguise.

He has gone back and forth in his mind countless times about the things that trouble us.

So he can always guess our thoughts accurately and teach us how to get out of the predicament.

In order to integrate into us, he had to open his own wounds to comfort us.

It is said that the beholder is clear. He can see clearly the awkwardness of others, but he cannot redeem himself.

There are so many people in this world, but few are truly happy.

When I grow up, I understand that laughter is not only an emotion, but also our disguise.

Those sentences that can be written into our hearts and lyrics that make our eyes cry.

Those warm words that help us get out of our own way through stories and golden sentences.

They are all enlightened after being experienced thousands of times in life.

Those who look optimistic may not really be carefree.

Only by having similar experiences can we empathize.

A person who can untie the knots in everyone's heart was once full of dead knots.