Have you ever had a unrequited love? What are you afraid to say?

Have you ever had a unrequited love? Why?

Is it inferiority? Are you not confident?

What did inferiority make you miss? If you are not confident, what have you missed?

This is about my own unrequited love history, and I'm not afraid of your jokes. It's very long. You can watch me complain if you are interested.

You are excellent now, and I will occasionally brush your dancing video on Tik Tok's fast hand.

When I see that person seems to be you, I will click in, I will watch every work twice, and I will turn over every comment one by one.

I don't know when I can't find you in qq contact anymore, and I don't know when we became strangers to each other.

Time seems to have stopped at that moment and has not changed, but it seems that none of us have met.

When I want to express this feeling, it is 00:09 on February 27th.

The time is fixed in junior high school. I remember that you were the one who sat at my desk for the longest time. I think so. I think so. Anyway, I remember you very well.

I still remember when I was sitting at your desk, I didn't like you very much, but I remember the first sentence you said the most was, why don't you talk, but it seems quite interesting to get to know you when you are ripe.

I remember when I began to have feelings for you, because at that time, you said that the girl you liked was in Class 49 next door. At that time, nothing seemed to stop you, and you also said that you must be admitted to the same high school as her.

At that time, I thought this boy was so infatuated that he actually liked a girl to this extent. I really admired his singleness.

This is where I began to like you. Later, I gradually felt that you and I became good friends, but I don't know if you think we are friends or classmates. In my opinion, we are good friends.

I never told you that I like you or anything.

Because of my inferiority, I didn't have confidence at that time, and you were so sure that you could be with the girl you like, and I didn't bother, but the only good thing is that I think we have a good relationship.

And then I don't remember. Are you in a bad mood or something? Anyway, we are very close. Although there is nothing at school, we can chat on qq.

It's disgusting to think about it now. I can't remember how I said something like A Mu's at that time, but I remember it for a long time. It was in that ambiguous relationship that I couldn't say clearly.

In fact, the ambiguous relationship made me feel immersed in it, but I really felt heartache for the first time when I saw you connecting me with qq at night, really, so it really hit me hard. When I saw you disconnect qq from someone, I really had no choice. I don't know why I cried.

But I understand one thing.

Never have any illusions about a person who is hot and cold.

I was in the dormitory, covered with a quilt. At that time, I shed tears I don't know why. Anyway, that was the first time I felt what heartache was. The next day, I didn't ask him why he cut me off.

I have a bad memory, but I remember everything because it's you.

Remember you:

Because I lived in a cram school in the third grade, and then your family lived in the back.

I remember it snowed that day. When I went to school in the morning, I felt that you were walking behind me, so I walked slowly on purpose. It was my first heartbeat when I felt that you were coming soon. That was my first heartbeat.

I still remember that you rode your bike that morning, and then I had to ride it. I sit in the back and you take me, although it's only a few steps from school.

I remember the last time you seemed to be playing truth or taking a big adventure. You call me at night and say I like you or something. At that time, I thought you must be joking, but I didn't expect you to say, how can I like you? Who do I like? After listening to that sentence, I felt that kind of heartache again, as if I had been pricked by a needle.

I still remember that once they had diarrhea, and then in history class, the teacher asked them why they didn't stand up. Why, they all said it was bad. I thought it was funny. At that time, I made a table before and after I tied it, as if I had no impression when I sat at the same table with him. Later, just after school, I got a taxi and went home. I just came in and saw you coming out of it. I wanted to tell you to go home, but then.

I remember once buying ugly tofu because I liked it very much. You were passing by, and you said you still ate because of your stomachache.

I remember every time I want to go home, you always say, let me know when you get home.

I remember that you would invite me to ktv during the Spring Festival, because you know I like singing.

I remember you sometimes jokingly ask me if I like me, and I will pretend as if nothing has happened and say I don't like it.

I remember that on the day of physical examination, you called my name and said come on. I seemed to be full of energy and ran hard.

I remember when I was a freshman, we sometimes called, I would say something unhappy, and you would comfort me or something.

I remember looking through your work and seeing that you have a girlfriend. She looks very good. I will watch it many times, and I will watch it all the time, even faster than your girlfriend. Even if you seem to have broken up, you will see her work when you see it. I feel really stupid.

Although you don't remember these things, how can a stupid person, a slow-witted person and a poor memory remember them?

I'm afraid this is what I like about you.

Like a person for the first time

And it is unrequited love. It should be four years now, right I don't understand.

The first time I liked someone, I liked it for so long.

I dare not tell you, because of my inferiority, my lack of confidence and my cowardice.

The first heartbeat

It's the first time, and it hurts more than once.

Although I am writing this article now, I don't know whether I still like you or miss you in the past. I don't know.

Also let me know the pain of unrequited love. Although I am still not confident and inferior, I still don't want you to know that I like you. I have always liked you.

I remember the first party after graduation. Actually, I really don't want to go, but I really want to see you.

Sometimes when I pass by your house by car alone, I always look at that long alley. I wish I could see you in the crowd. When I see someone who looks like you, I always look twice, for fear that it is you and I miss it again.

I remember your every move, every expression, and the wonderful time when you talked to me. It's really hard to forget and it's hard to forget. I really want to forget it, because every memory is really mixed with pain, but it seems to stay in my heart and I can't forget it.

And I sometimes dream about you, and I dream about you every day during that time. I really didn't want to wake up at that time, because you were gone when I woke up.

Sometimes I get bored. Why do I always dream about you?

I heard them say,

When you dream of someone, it means that he is forgetting you.

At that time, I thought, maybe you have forgotten me, but I still can't forget you.

I still sometimes "search" for your name. I searched again and again, but there was nothing. I thought, I didn't delete you. What happened? Did you delete me? I still don't know why.

I looked through my speech, and it seemed that I found the reply you sent me, but it wasn't my saved name, it was already your screen name. I didn't order it, and I didn't dare.

I don't have your phone number either, because I didn't save your phone number at that time, because I heard a voice and I knew it was you. I'm still looking in the phone book, and I still don't have your phone number, but every time I see a strange number calling, I hope to hear you say, hey, where is it? I would say, I'm at home.

I even foolishly thought that one day that strange number was from you, but I was afraid that it would be you next. I didn't answer the strange number because I was afraid it was you and your voice.

I remember my sister answered my phone during the Spring Festival this year. This is a strange number, it's a boy. I am very excited. I thought you would be great. I was still delusional when I heard the other party say that you guessed who I was. But I still had the illusion, but no matter how long it took, whether I saved your phone number or not, I could tell it was you.

Because of your voice, I will never forget it

Now I really realize what a passer-by is, and maybe that's it.

Everyone will only accompany you for a part of your life. It seems that we have arrived without even saying goodbye.

We don't have a phone or qq now, so I can only switch from Aauto to your work faster occasionally. Now that I know your dance major, I'm really happy for you. Although I don't know what your art test score is, I can see from your works that you work hard and you are excellent.

I want to say to you who are about to take the college entrance examination, come on, although we can't be like before, I sincerely wish you a smooth college entrance examination and get into your ideal university.

How I hope to see you again or get your call, I can jokingly say, have you grown taller, but we may never see each other again.

Finally, I hope to see you in the end, be a person who dares to love and hate, believe in yourself and fight for your love.

Only if you have tried hard will you know the final result.

This short life,

We will lose it eventually,

So be bold,

Love a person, climb a mountain and chase a dream.

? -Sea Fish Soup?

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