Why did Mickey suddenly go to Joel instead of Benjamin?

In the first season, Joel and Mickey are a couple. They all like this talk show very much, but Joe cheated. Although Joel abandoned Mickey first, he really loved Mickey because Joel regretted seeing Mickey talking about talk shows behind her back.

The princess was born in the upper class, and experienced the changes of marriage and the incomprehension of her parents. Although she was in pain, she didn't choose to be depressed, degenerate and indulge in sadness. On the contrary, she tried to adjust her mentality, jumped out of the comfortable life circle, bravely gave up a good life and didn't tell her parents to go to a small bar to be a talk show actress. In the cold, I made more serious preparations. When I played ball, I tried my best and finally achieved great success in my career.

In fact, at the beginning of the first episode, when I saw the happy scene at the wedding, I knew it was over and I needed a divorce. I also saw Joey (the heroine's husband), handsome, gentle and simple, but I didn't see the hero's face. His whole body is full of emotional weaknesses. Mickey's husband is expected to have an affair. Yes, Mickey is so dazzling and colorful.

That is a woman who has loved since childhood. They did all the crazy things. He has always been the most important part of life, blending into the blood and existing in every breath. They still love each other deeply. You know what I'm talking about, when there is another person around you, from a girl to a woman. He did wrong, but I still love him. It is impossible to get back together, but I will still think of him when I am happy, lonely and depressed. Of course, the doctor is very good. Whether he is good or bad means that he must firmly grasp it.

The role of the man has always been the feeling of a child. Everything needs my father to take care of it when I was a child. Mickey took care of me when I got married. He is also a very headstrong person. I feel depressed. I cheated, and I'm tired of that The Danish Girl. I want to make up with Mickey. At first I thought he was shameless and unreasonable. Later, I think these behaviors are in line with the logic of the role. Regardless of other people's feelings, blind and willful! So when he saw Mickey's speech, he didn't see that Mickey's talk show was much better than him, but he finally realized that Mickey was hurt because of his willfulness. He's crazy. He cried because Mickey was disappointed in himself and himself.