Can you remember what was the most humiliating thing when you were a child?

I remember this event will never be forgotten by me, and I can't completely get rid of the claustrophobia caused by those events.

My family lives in a city whose main export commodity is coal. Many years ago, that place was full of big pits. Because the policy is not so strict, many people hope to make a fortune by digging coal and selling it.

That was when I was very young. I don't know how old I am. It seems that I haven't gone to school yet, because my home is in the countryside, I grew up in a free range, and I can move freely every day without anyone to take care of me.

Then one of my favorite things is to play near those abandoned coal mines. Many large pits that have not been dug with coal are left unattended after simple backfilling, and then when new coal mines are dug, stones dug out of the ground may be thrown into those large pits.

I don't know what happened to my brain that day, and then I went to play in a big pit and got into the gap of the big stone that was poured in. Just when I was stupid inside, suddenly the stone pile began to be unstable, that is, it collapsed, and the small hole I managed to squeeze in was blocked.

I panicked at that time and couldn't get out. I may be trapped and die in this small place. I'm so young, I don't want to die! So, for the first time in my life, I think it's the last time, I started to cry for help by pulling my neck.

Fortunately, it didn't run too far. It was loud enough. Someone really heard my cry for help, and then I heard many people coming one after another. I don't know how long it took, but suddenly the cave opened and I was pulled out.

I don't remember the details. In my impression, there are people around the pit, standing full and watching the excitement. My mind should be blank and I don't know what I should do. My impression is that I should turn my head and run. I ran far away and could still hear someone joking. I know, that's mocking me.

This should be the most humiliating thing I have ever done in my life. Since then, I have never dared to enter some narrow spaces, and I am so scared until now.