What we didn't have, we lost.

Outside the window, the leaves of the French phoenix tree have begun to turn yellow, and it is autumn again.

As the bell rang, the crowd poured out of the classroom, and Lening's thoughts returned to her eyes.

Put the textbooks on the desk in a hurry, and Lening returned to the dormitory, but her roommate was not there. Lening used to like this kind of silence, but now she is a little uncomfortable.

In the past, the first thing after class was to talk with Gong Xin about interesting things in class, or how boring the teacher was, or to listen to Gong Xin complaining about the poor food in the canteen.

However, since LeNing refused Gong Xin's proposal to meet last time, Gong Xin hasn't spoken to LeNing for three days.

Habits are really terrible things. I'm used to someone saying good night to you every day. One day that person suddenly disappeared, and I always felt that something was missing in my life.

In this city full of French phoenix trees, Lening is a sophomore and a passer-by in her class, but she likes to write stories that hurt spring and grieve for autumn, find a new life in words, and live another self in words.

I met Gong Xin among a group of authors. LeNing has always been diving party. Suddenly he bubbled up that day and was teased by others.

When Le Ning was at a loss, Gong Xin helped him and told her that everyone was just joking.

Later, LeNing and Gong Xin became familiar with each other, and LeNing got to know Gong Xin in his writing.

He wrote many travel notes, covering the north and south of the great river and the scenery beyond the Great Wall.

Say go, free and easy, occasionally write some life articles, between the lines also shows that this person is outstanding, thoughtful, purposeful, with a kind of light that people want to look up to.

It's like an old friend coming home.

I don't think such people are easy to approach. In this world, most talented people are somewhat indifferent. I didn't expect Gong Xin to be a very easygoing person.

If you have any questions, explain them enthusiastically. There's nothing to talk about, so jokes are easy and a little more interesting than others.

Therefore, when I received an application from a friend in Gong Xin, LeNing's unspeakable accident was a bit surprising.

Although Gong Xin and LeNing have different personalities, they have many similarities. Gong Xin likes traveling, while Le Ning likes reading. When they talk, there is always a topic.

Gong Xin sent a photo of the Mogao Grottoes. Two people can talk about the Taoist tower and the king of Mogao grottoes.

Gong Xin wants to go to Lhasa, and Le Ning can mention Cang Yang Jia Cuo. Gong Xin will answer: "I live near the Potala Palace, I am the biggest king in the snowy area, wandering in the streets of Lhasa, and I am the most beautiful lover in the world."

There seems to be an unspeakable tacit understanding between the two people. You take Wan Li Road and I study thousands of books.

You go to see the mountains and rivers, and I'll send you a farewell message.

Le Ning thought, this is probably fate, so that she can meet such a person online, such a person who has a high degree of tacit understanding with herself.

I can't help but think of a poem, "When I first met you, I felt like an old friend."

Gong Xin is about her old friend, who has never met before, but knows herself very well. Gong Xin is like another self and a ray of light, which makes him look up.

Sijun is old now.

Le Ning is in Nanjing, watching the plane leaves fall, and Gong Xin is in Shanghai, watching the prosperity of foreign markets.

Two hours' high-speed rail distance, but no one offered to meet. They are like two old friends, so they don't have to meet deliberately.

Chatting about their own worries online, but also caring about each other in the distance.

Le Ning carefully read every article written by Gong Xin and pieced together what Gong Xin looked like in the article.

Then, in his own story, more or less with some Gong Xin's shadow, trying to piece together a story of their own.

LeNing also don't know when to start looking forward to, looking forward to receiving news from Gong Xin, looking forward to Gong Xin's article.

Just as she began to pay attention to the weather forecast in Shanghai, she also began to pay attention to any developments in Gong Xin.

Gong Xin said that he had been under a lot of pressure recently and lost sleep. Lening gave him an aromatherapy lamp with essential oil to help him sleep.

According to the weather forecast, it will rain in Shanghai, and Gong Xin will definitely receive a reminder to bring an umbrella from Lening.

Gong Xin teased Lening every time. You are so kind to me. Do you have any ulterior motives?

On the contrary, Lening said, there was no malicious intention. I'm here to rob Mrs Zhazhai. Do you want to be wronged?

Gong Xin often doesn't answer. Two people, like old friends and lovers, just don't say anything and I don't ask. This is their consistent tacit understanding.

I really hope my husband will come back soon.

I suddenly received an application from a strange friend. LeNing wanted to reject it, but it was just written by Gong Xin in the remarks.

Laoting was surprised, but added. The other party is very direct and asks directly, "Who are you?"

Confused, LeNing replied, "Who are you?"

"I'm Gong Xin's girlfriend," the other replied.

Before LeNing could speak, the other party sent a long message.

From her and Gong Xin's understanding, how happy they are, mixed with a few accusations and a few classic national curses, makes LeNing irrefutable.

This strong tone made Lening mistakenly think that she had done something heinous.

The other party didn't show emotion and reason, but used the most straightforward language to make LeNing look at a loss.

The other party politely made a concluding speech, "Please don't be a third party, thank you."

Shortly after this conversation, Gong Xin also went online. As usual, he asked Lening if he had eaten.

"Do you have a girlfriend?" Lening asked.

"No, do you want to consider accepting my single dog?" As usual, she is humorous, but Lening can't laugh.

Silently give Gong Xin the screenshot of the chat record just now, and get a silence.

The next day, Gong Xin sent a message to Le Ning, "If I break up, is it still possible for us?"

Lening didn't answer because she didn't know how to answer. In her heart, Gong Xin planted a seed in her heart, which made her feel very fond of it.

However, LeNing wouldn't do such a thing as robbing someone else's boyfriend. So, LeNing was silent.

Gong Xin said that he and his girlfriend had no feelings for a long time, and he was very tired. He said that he actually liked Lening.

He said his girlfriend was only after his money, and he said he was just taking part in accidental amusement.

In return, it is still LeNing's silence.

This is also the end of the year.

Gong Xin said that he would come to Nanjing once and asked LeNing if he had time to meet.

Lening suddenly remembered the wave after wave of accusations, and Lening refused. The Gong Xin she knew was warm, cheerful and responsible.

Suddenly she became trapped by love, which made her feel particularly strange.

He should be a generous man, and it is inevitable that he will haggle over trifles.

Lening went to eat duck blood vermicelli soup alone and collected many plane leaves.

Le Ning remembers that after meeting Gong Xin, she would eat duck blood vermicelli soup together and go to see the largest buttonwood tree in the school.

However, some people are only temporarily beautiful and their lives are still far away. We have a lot of people to meet.

Some people are only suitable for living in memories, and only that person is still in the wind and moon, not contaminated with wind and frost.

Some people lose it before they have it. ...