Beauty and Truth of Cigarettes

Due to disagreement with Mrs. Xing, when Xing Xiuyan first arrived in the mansion, his attitude towards Xiuyan was only faint, even evasive. I'm afraid I'll be scolded by my mother-in-law if I'm a little careless.

She arranged the cigarettes in the Yingchun room, which was originally based on the consideration of many things and few things. Yingchun is alone in a big room. If something happens, or something good happens, it will never implicate her.

Later, she looked coldly, but unlike Mrs. Xing and her parents, she only felt warm and painful. I pity her poor family, so I love her more than other sisters.

How picky and notoriously snobbish Xi-feng is, but she can be kind to Xing Xiuyan. It goes without saying that this woman must order special offerings every day and take care of them.

Xiren's mother is in danger and is preparing to go home. She came to say goodbye to Xi 'an. Pinger took out two cloaks, and the orangutan felt for Xiren was half worn, and another person sent the red feather yarn to Xiuyan. Say-

It snowed so heavily yesterday that everyone had it. Whether it was orangutan felt or feather satin, more than a dozen red clothes set off the heavy snow. He is the only one wearing that old felt cloak, and he is hunched over more and more. Poor thing. Now give this to him.

There is no word "new and old" before the "red feather yarn" that delivers cigarettes. It's just a semi-old orangutan felt for xiren. Pinger mentioned that Xiuyan wore an old cloak yesterday. Then this cloak for cigarettes must be brand new. With the cleverness of Xifeng and Pinger and their knowledge of Mrs. Xing, it would be gossip if they gave the old one to Mrs. Xing.

It is not only Xifeng and Pinger who appreciate cigarettes. Even Tan Chun, who seems irrelevant, gave her a blue Yu Pei.

Baochai said that Third Girl must have given it to you because she thought someone else had it, but you didn't, for fear that you would give others a joke. In my impression, this is the first time Tanchun has given something to others. I once made embroidered shoes for Baoyu, and it was also a gift for Baoyu-bringing back those simple but not clumsy objects that she loved very much from the outside. If it weren't for elegant and heavy personality, it wouldn't be like this.

According to the book, Xiuyan is a daughter, but she knows manners, unlike those who pretend to be ashamed and cheat. Baochai knows that although she has parents, she is not an elderly and virtuous person who lives and works in peace. She only drinks heavily and never cares about her daughter. My aunt, Mrs. Xing, is just pretending to be face-saving and has no sincere love for Xiuyan. Although Yingchun is a good girl, she is a maddening person. She can't even care about herself, not even cigarettes. Therefore, without Mrs. Xing's knowledge, she has been considerate and supportive of Xiuyan.

On that day, Baochai and Xiuyan happened to go to Xiaoxiang Pavilion to see Daiyu, and they met halfway. Baochai asked, it's still so cold, why are they all clipped? Xiuyan looked down and didn't answer first. After Baochai asked, Mrs. Xing thought Xiuyan and Yingchun lived in Zi Ling and had little money, so she gave Xiuyan one or two dollars a month to her parents. Yingchun is an honest man, but which is more convenient, the mother or the servant girl in the room. Not only do cigarettes dare not make them angry, but they also pay for drinks and snacks. January 22nd isn't enough. Now one or two pieces are missing, so I have to use my cotton-padded jacket as a pawn.

Baochai was distressed by the cigarette and asked her to take the pawn ticket and help her get the pawned cotton-padded clothes back.

Aunt Xue saw that Xing Xiuyan was elegant and steady. Although her family is poor, she is the daughter of Chai Jing's cloth skirt. I was going to say that I would marry Xue Pan, but I was afraid that my son's next job would ruin his good daughter for no reason. While hesitating, it suddenly occurred to me that Xue Ke was unmarried. Judging from their temperament and looks, these two people are made for each other. Therefore, I discussed with Xifeng to let the grandmother protect the media and made a good couple.

Xing Xiuyan is not only elegant, but also does not allow his sisters to be poets. One of her poems about Hong Mei is nothing like Wen Li and Xue Baoqin's boudoir.

The pattern of the whole poem is not confined to the interior at all. Her plum is the plum in Yuling, the plum in Luofu Mountain, and a gentleman who is not afraid of the cold and is proud of the wind. Finally, I ended up with a sentence "the shade of the tree is in his ice and snow", completely calm.

No wonder Baoyu said that his sister's manners were as detached as wild cranes and idle clouds.

Although Li Wan and others think Baoqin's poems are a little higher than others, I love the ultra-light vulgarity in Xiuyan's poems.

She seems to stand out from the mud, untainted, clear and not demon. The mind is light, not humble enough to suppress hesitation, and unlike those important people who occupy your thoughts with joy and sorrow, they just know how to clean up the dust in the readers' hearts with gentleness. Everything about her looks so beautiful. Outside the book, all kinds of people love and cherish her.

She is an elusive cloud floating in the mountains. When you are infinitely close, she has quietly dispersed and always keeps her distance from you.

If described by painting style, she is a shallow ink landscape, indifferent and elegant, intentional, full of flavor, natural inaction, and harmony between man and nature.

She is a clear spring, flowing like a white chain, as if it had been flowing for thousands of miles. After 300 years, it flows into a bowl with blue and white background as snow, as if it were full of moonlight. After taking a sip, her body and mind were slightly weak and drunk with the sound of fear and pity caused by her eyes, ears, nose and tongue.

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When lonely, it is rich, when lonely, it is mellow, and it is relieved in entanglement. When missing invasion, her warmth can banish distant thoughts into tenderness that moistens the heart. If I hadn't met Baoyu in Qin Fangting that day, I would still remember her as perfect. However, there is no perfection in the world, and a great novelist will not write for the sake of inventing a perfect personality, so he always cruelly tears a bloody hole in the characters when we think we have seen perfection, so that people can see the truth under the surface.

The day after birth, Baoyu saw Miaoyu's birthday message. He hesitated and didn't know how to answer. He wanted to go to Xiaoxiang Pavilion and ask Daiyu, so he met Xing Xiuyan head-on in Qin Fang Pavilion.

Baoyu asked quickly, where are you going? Xiuyan said with a smile: I want to talk to Miaoyu.

Baoyu was surprised and said, She is alone, out of date, and ten thousand people don't want to see her. It turned out that he valued his sister very much, but he knew that her sister was not our first-class layman.

Xiuyan said with a smile, she may not really value me, but I have been neighbors with him for ten years, separated only by a wall. She practices medicine in Pan Xiang Temple. My family used to rent a house in her temple for ten years, so I went to her temple for company. She taught me all the words I know. She and I are poor friends and we are half teachers. Because we went to relatives, I heard that she was cast here because of her untimely time and power. Now the lucky chance makes do, we are satisfied, but the old love is not easy. Thanks to her green eyes, it is much better than that day.

Baoyu listened as if he had heard Jiao Lei's words.

The reason why Xiuyan can be in such a bad family, not stained with mud, is not suitable for marriage, all because of the cultivation of Miaoyu. But what I want to know is what kind of person Miao Yu, who is half a teacher and half a poor friend with her, is in her mind-

"She doesn't really care about me" and "Old love is not easy, it is better to inherit her vision." Isn't this a contradiction? What is Mu Qing?

"Biography of Ruan Ji in the Book of Jin" has a saying: Ruan Ji came to hang, took a blank look and left with joy. Hey, Brother Kang, have you heard? Wine with the piano is fun, but it is bright.

Ji Ji glared at Ruan Ji for offering condolences to her mother. Ji Kang, Ji's younger brother, is a blacksmith, but he is waiting for him.

If Miaoyu doesn't really value her, how can she be treated with green eyes?

If the previous sentence "she doesn't really value me" is understood as Xing Xiuyan's modesty, then why not be modest to the end? Why should we mention later that "old love is not easy, it is better to inherit her vision."

What does she really mean?

"I heard that he is out of date and his power is intolerable." Although these two sentences have played the role of reversing Miao Yu's conviction-flattering Jia Mu. It can be regarded as the friendship of half a teacher and the relationship between two people. To tell the truth to Baoyu this time, is it a criticism of the former teacher or something? Isn't it a bit harsh to talk to an old friend who is loyal to her?

Feng Heping, both of them are close friends, and all I can see is Ping's protection for Feng. When Li Wan, Tan Chun and Baochai assisted Guo Rongfu, Tan Chun always gave advice. Pinger said that she would never leave "our grandmother", even Baochai said-

Open your mouth and let me see what your teeth and tongue are made of. From getting up early to this moment, you have said these words in one way or another. You have never flattered Third Girl, you have never said that Grandma was an accident, and Third Girl has never said anything, so you just said yes. Three girls have a set of words, and you have a set of words; Three girls will always think of it, and so will your grandmother, but there must be an impossible reason. ……

-As Pinger today, although she is still a girl in Xi 'an, what can she do even if she admits that something has happened to Xi 'an? Whether Xi Feng thought about it or not, it doesn't matter what the facts are. But I can feel Pinger's sincerity to Xifeng, her best friend and master, and her ubiquitous maintenance.

Miaoyu has half a teacher's love for Xiuyan, and it is a friendship of ten years. It's hard to say whether Miaoyu gave her the name "Xiuyan". Why can't she keep Miaoyu for half a minute?

Baoyu, however, seemed to thunder and said, "It's strange that my sister is as arrogant as a wild crane. She really has a background." Then, I took the post and looked at the cigarette.

Xiuyan's reaction was to say with a smile: I can't change my temper, but I have become so weird. I haven't seen an sworn brother by another name, but this is the old saying: "Monks are not monks, they are vulgar, women are not women, and men are not men."

"She can't change her temper." In Xiuyan's eyes, Miaoyu's temper needs to be changed. Presumably, Miao Yu was not appreciated by her, or was not recognized by her, in these years when they got along, and it still is. Not only has it not changed at all, but it has become more and more "weird".

Although "publishing birthdays" is a common behavior of celebrities. But in Xing Xiuyan's tone, I didn't hear a trace of approval in this statement, which seems to be an alternative sarcasm that is not recognized by the world.

"I have never met an admirer with different names." I want to ask, as the daughter of a poor family, her parents are the people who get along with her the most every day. How wide a world can she see? What is the value of her "never seen"?

"Monks are not monks, vulgar, women are not women, men are not men", what is the truth? Of course, a teacher does not have to be superior to his students. People who bully teachers and destroy ancestors have existed since ancient times. But I still can't imagine what Miaoyu would think if she heard this conversation between Xing Xiuyan and Baoyu. But I will still look at this seemingly elegant and refined female student with sarcasm or malicious eyes. Maybe Miaoyu is a real celebrity, so she doesn't care about the harm the world does to her, even her own disciples. But as me, I don't regard it as an "indifferent" approach.

She seems to have forgotten where she came from. I also forgot who hyphenated her. Without self-confidence for no reason, she didn't have Xue Pan's wealth to spend a lot of money. Today, she was able to talk with Kan Kan in the Grand View Garden, thanks to Miao Yu. Can't you show mercy to a benefactor who has changed his destiny, let alone a benefactor, even if it's just an old friend who has been in contact for ten years?

Xing Xiuyan looked at Baoyu carefully for a long time before he laughed. It's strange, as the saying goes, "It's better to meet someone than to be famous". No wonder Miaoyu sent you this post, and no wonder he sent you those plum blossoms last year. Even if he does, I will tell you the reason.

Xing Xiuyan said, Miao Yu always said: Since the Han, Jin, Five Dynasties, Tang and Song Dynasties, there are no good poems among the ancients, only two are good, saying: Even if there is a thousand-year iron threshold, a tile steamed bread is needed. So she calls herself a "person outside the threshold". ..... Since she calls herself a "person outside the threshold", she calls herself jumping outside the iron threshold; So, now that you're off the threshold, you're in her heart.

Xing Xiuyan never knew Miaoyu. In her eyes, Miaoyu's various behaviors are birthday celebrations, quirks and inappropriate. Of course, she doesn't understand how lofty integrity and sentiment are contained in this poem, so how can she know the mystery of this poem? Everything about Miaoyu is grotesque in her eyes. Miaoyu has been like this for a long time.

Then can I understand that Xing Xiuyan has been forbearing during their ten years together, and every time he "goes to the temple with nothing", he has only one purpose-to learn to read from Miaoyu. So she has been tolerating Miaoyu's character defects for ten years.

She disguised herself and cheated Miaoyu, so she pushed herself and others and thought Miaoyu should do something for her. "She doesn't really care about me" is not exactly the same as "I don't really care about her". Only in this way can all the clues given by the author be strung into an impeccable logical chain. In this way, the original beautiful idea has become cruel.

Things are always so contradictory. I can't tell which is the real Xing Xiuyan. Is a young woman in Baoyu's mouth, as cold as a wild crane in the clouds; Or a scheming woman who can endure for ten years, has no gratitude, and maliciously slanders her benefactor in order to achieve her goal?

Perhaps it is the existence of these two sides that constitutes the truth of Xing Xiuyan. And her truth, and the reader's imagination, but some distance.

I used to think that Xing Xiuyan was so beautiful, as the name suggests, as light as a cloud and as cool as the wind. Such a perfect daughter, with such a good family as Xue Pan, certainly should not appear among the twelve unlucky girls. Now think about what Wang Xiannv said: There are many women in your province, but you should choose those who are related.

Xing Xiuyan should not have appeared. He doesn't deserve it. !

It has always been thought that A Dream of Red Mansions is a very warm book. Even if everyone in the book can't escape a tragic ending, at least the process is warm. Xing Xiuyan used to be the inspirational idol of many readers-trying to break through family barriers and grow in the direction he wanted. But when I think about this conversation between her and Baoyu, I seem to be less persistent in my previous determination. She shattered my perception that people can transcend their origins with her language.

Not a family, not a house.

After all, she is the daughter of the Xing family.

It was midnight, and the light had the narrowest shadow. After reading this, I left home and vaguely saw the stars and the moon. Although there is no cold wind gradually, my heart is still cold. On the silent stage, I sighed for a long time. ...

At this time, Xing Xiuyan is still a clear spring in the blue and white bowl, but it is no longer slightly soft and slightly drunk, but cold and cold.

The western proverb says: there is still a god in the details. At the moment, I hope all these details I have seen are false. Or pray that time can go back and go back to the day before she met Baoyu in Qin Fangting.

Alas!