Always remember us this way

Dear Zhuzhu, do you still remember the AI ??article we read together? It said that "conversation is a low-dimensional projection of thinking." In the same way, the text of this article is also what I think of. A degree of projection. Just like the New Year video gift to you, although I have many warm words for you, I don’t want it to be a tear-jerking or overly sentimental letter, but more of a record and elaboration. (If you don’t want to read a long record, you can paddle to the last text after kayaking) Do you still remember the place where we first met, Qingke’s venture capital activities

Remember that day I arrived a long time late. I apologized and found a seat to sit down and listen to your sharing. I observed everyone, and my eyes fell on you for a moment. Maybe this is my good impression and good impression. With a big round head, the D&G bag on the table has two cute little characters, exuding the atmosphere of a big boy. I don’t think it’s my sharing, and it’s not that we’re both in this industry. You wouldn’t come to me after taking a group photo. Maybe my good impression only stays in the eyes.

Speaking of our beginning, it should be a state where girls have too much imagination, girls are intentional, and boys are casual. With business connections, I will want to organize many activities and invite you to participate, but this method will trap me among business friends and I don’t know how to get closer. I can only tell Huihui that I am in love with a boy.

The golf game is a day that I am looking forward to. There are not many business topics that need to be discussed with you. We can participate in an outdoor activity together. Watching such a game is also a new experience for me. The weather was very good. We got up early and sat at Songjiang Station. It was the first time I saw you without a shirt and a silver-gray sportswear. It was the first time I saw Dan and Amy. This loving couple still had Amy in her belly. baby.

I remember that we walked a lot that day. I remember that the shoelaces were loose and I leaned on your thick shoulders, and I saw your plump and cute feet in Dan’s slippers. On the way back, you helped me hold the sliding box with your feet, and told me about high school things with Dan, and about their big golden retriever (although I didn't see it). During the summer vacation, you would come here to find Dandy. , walking together with his big golden retriever. On the way, you also talked about your friend in Hangzhou, who was the Emma I met later. I was deeply impressed by the final moment of the competition that day. The afterglow of the sunset shone on everyone's face. I remember standing on the stool with the bottle in my hand. When the winner was called, I drank the beer in my hand and watched I glanced at you and couldn’t explain. I just felt that it felt very good at this time. The music was playing and everyone was shouting the name of the champion. I was drinking wine with you, in the afterglow of the sunset, watching a complete game in a relaxed way. Shouting for the championship, this feeling is very relaxing and comfortable.

November 2nd. An important day! ! ! ?Maybe we both developed too fast. Today we confirmed our relationship. Although I didn’t know until later how hesitant or thoughtful you were at that time, but no matter what, I still feel that it is real between us. It is also a very meaningful day. No matter what definition we gave it at the time. I don't regret anything I have experienced with you.

Our first trip was to Changzhou (yes, we also went to Yixing). To say the least, I was surprised that you would take me to your college party. We started not long ago, and I feel that maybe you need some independent space with your best friend. Thank you for your affirmation and for bringing me to know the friends around you.

I was actually nervous at the moment outside the restaurant, but when I saw them, I suddenly understood why they became your best "twenty-pound friends" during the four years of college. There was no airs between them, everyone was real and funny, and although I didn't say much, I was completely immersed in your joy. That day you quickly drank three glasses of rice wine and then started to get a little distracted. Haha, you became a happy bean for everyone at the table. You kept putting things in my dishes and kept repeating your mobile phone password. I heard it’s true. It's very cute.

Although I'm not familiar with it, I still remember the gentle and delicate Wen Ting, the enthusiastic and natural Chunchun, the warm and tense Sirah, and Ding Song who was always smiling naively while trying to resolve your cold jokes. He behaved with ease and was more of a gentleman. Chen Xi, and Yundong who explained the origin of every dish name to us (I may not have got it right). At that time, I thought he must be a person who has a strong interest in history and can talk a lot about astronomy and geography to others. ,

You took me to see the most beautiful ginkgo this year, but I believe that Wuhan University, which you say is the most beautiful, must be even more beautiful. I remember you recorded videos of all kinds of funny moves, playing Wolfsburg and your dance. Thank you for letting me be a part of this. Thank you

At the end of 2018, we spent so many meaningful days together, including Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Year’s Day. Thanksgiving stockings, New Year videos, Christmas drinks with you, laughter and making the only Christmas card for you.

This New Year video is actually supposed to be me reading the letter I wrote to you. Unexpectedly, I forgot my letter at home. I recorded it back and forth on my phone several times. Now I take it out and look at the beginning. "Dear Mr. Yang Li" is a really funny beginning.

I cherish this trip to Qiandao Lake very much, because I know you will return to Shanghai after the New Year. I don’t mean to exaggerate this sense of separation, I just want you to accompany me as much as possible. Experience to build up some memories. I find that writing is really interesting, and my emotions naturally come up. I still want to say thank you to you for taking me out to play at that moment. I know you were enduring a lot at that time, and you seemed to have matured a lot in a month or two, and all I could do was support, accompany and encourage you. We watched A star is born together in the evening. Forgive me for being sleepy and unable to finish the last part, but I caught up on it later. When I came back from kayaking early in the morning, you played "always remember us this way" on your phone, and we even sang a few impromptu lines along with the phone.

Remember us at this moment. Yes, that's what I thought.

Piggy, thank you for choosing me when I liked you. Thank you very much. I had many first experiences with you, the first time I learned to swim, the first time kayaking, etc. I think these memories I have with you are wonderful, you know always remember us this way My two favorite lyrics are "always remember us this way" and "you found the light in me that I couldn't find". They are what I want to say to you. No matter what, I will remember this moment. We also want to thank you for finding things that I might have buried through your perception. I think I will pick up some things and re-establish some spirits. As I write this, I find that I am a person who has a sense of ritual in life, but I find that in my photo album, I found many photos of you secretly taken but few photos of us together. In fact, there were a few times when I had this thought, But still didn't do it. . . I know this is easy, but I am too reluctant to do anything that puts pressure on your feelings. I want the feelings to be real and natural. In fact, the more I get in touch with you, the polite and considerate you on the outside fade away, and the real you becomes more real and lovely. The more I get in touch with you, I feel that you are not so hot inside. I think you rarely have that kind of love... you know the kind I'm talking about. Yes, as age and experience increase, it will grow in another dimension, but I still hope that no matter who I am, I can ignite the emotion of love in your heart. I know some of your friends. , your family, you, your pride and vulnerability, I like to see the you who is fully motivated to fight and pursue a certain goal.

I'm sorry that I once said that you are a person without a center. Later I found out that you have a center, your family and your pursuit... In the new year, Piggy, I wish you a good new start at work. , I will also work harder at work, take on more of my responsibilities, and work hard to do more for you and take care of you more. I hope we will have more wonderful experiences. To put it in a very cliché way, more Work hard, be better. ?

Our story is to be continued....

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