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I am a bad person, a complete hypocrite, and have serious psychological problems.
After reading your description, I think you are a good person, a true gentleman, with no psychological problems, just a little ideological distortion. This is all caused by your family environment. On the surface, your parents' high expectations for you are to make you shine and win admiration. In fact, they are more about teaching you to compete and fight desperately. Your mother doesn't hate you, she must still love you very much. The reason why she hates you now is because your current height is quite different from her expectations, and she finds that she can no longer control your direction and can no longer follow your direction. Her direction is to compete for honors and applause. Actually? You are still competing, and this sense of competition has been ingrained in your mind and you can't stop! But that kind of applause is not her kind of applause. This is all the result of long-term forced suppression. When you were a child, you were pushed too hard to study. Although you resented it, there was nothing you could do about it. When you grow up, you have become accustomed to competition under forced pressure because of too long a period of time. But I don’t want to feel controlled. Subconsciously, you are deeply conflicted. But freedom still prevails in your consciousness. Too eager to get rid of the feeling of being trapped. Your behavior also confirms this. You chose the game. In the world of the game, each of us is absolutely free. We control our own characters like gods. Then use these roles to compete for your own achievements and satisfaction. It fits your current ideology very well. This is also caused by your long-term feeling of being manipulated. In fact, in your consciousness, the childhood you is the character in the game now, being forcibly manipulated by your mother to upgrade and compete! So now I choose games as a kind of compensation. This is much better than using your children as compensation after you have children. Or just continue to follow the same old path of your mother and you.
As for your withdrawal from the university exam, the reason is actually what I mentioned above. Because when the answers are made public, you actually think that the significance of this exam has been completely lost. No matter how well you do on the exam, you will not be able to get the pleasure of winning the competition. Or is it because you regard too many things as competition. From the bottom of your heart, you despise those achievements achieved without the slightest competition.
I have to say that you are a very confident person. You still have a high degree of affirmation of your abilities. And they are eager to show these abilities to others and gain some sense of superiority in this implicit competition.
The reason why you didn’t read a word about the level exam you passed. The reason is that you now lack the forced pressure you are used to. As expected, you still haven’t read a word of the intermediate version. According to this situation, your entry-level exam will take 3 years, and it is estimated that the intermediate exam will take at least 5 years.
The last thing I want to say the most is about funding. I feel that you are very angry because you have a kind heart and you don’t want to watch others go in what you think is the wrong direction. And you can give the most practical help within your capabilities. She can pay you back the money, but she cannot pay you back the opportunity and time. From this point on, she will always owe you. This is also the reason why the old saying goes, a drop of kindness should be repaid by a spring. Because when you need it most, that drop of water has exceeded the value of that drop of water. It can save you or turn you around! So you don't have to blame yourself, she will understand one day, maybe after seeing my post soon. hehe!
In the end, I still hope that you will communicate more with your parents. If you communicate more, they will naturally understand you. Which parent in the world does not love his children, but the way of love is different! You still need to read books. It is absolutely impossible to acquire professional knowledge without reading books. You cannot rely solely on your own luck and talent.
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