I am the kind of person who plays a bad hand and lives like a joke. I am happy and heartbroken when I think of the good old days.

You are not the only one facing this problem. Tens of millions of people in Qian Qian will face this problem. No one is born a hope to be held up as a flower, and always grows up. The world in his eyes is different, and the angle of view will be different. Everyone thinks he is a joke when he is lonely, and his attitude will be different if he keeps up with the joneses.