Change of thought: In this life, there are not only skins, but also souls.

A person's life, appearance and clothes are all external skins. At best, you can only see poverty or wealth, young or old? Only talking and thinking is the accumulation of past life, which can not only show experience and knowledge, but also reflect people's changes and growth.

The change and growth of thought is the ultimate goal of life.

Such thoughts and feelings are not born, nor are they born. Experienced the baptism of vicissitudes of life, experienced countless things, learned to think, learned to practice, and had some experience.

I was born in the countryside, the reform and opening up has just begun, and everything is still spinning in the inertia of the past. People around you can eat enough, but they don't have enough to dress up and entertain. Since ancient times: not suffering from widowhood but suffering from inequality. Everyone is similar, so naturally there is no heart to compare. Until someone started to go out to work, someone started a small business at home.

Part-time jobs are generally construction sites in nearby cities, and small businesses, that is, steaming steamed buns and grinding tofu, are the livelihood of farmers and have no technical content.

From birth to junior high school, my world is the world outside the village, and it takes two hands to make a sound. The only time I went to town twice, my memory was filled with a bowl of baked wheat cake and a roast chicken, and the rest was walking 10 km and cycling for 25 km. Distance, excitement and food became my first impression of this city.

There are limited extracurricular books to read at home and school. Apart from a few comic books, I only remember reading a children's version of A Dream of Red Mansions at my neighbor's uncle's house in the fifth grade, and then I remember reading such a book after watching the TV series.

Most of the remaining knowledge comes from stories handed down by adults. Later, there was a radio called "Opera Box", and some folk songs such as Wagangzhai, Romance of Sui and Tang Dynasties, Three Heroes and Five Righteousnesses were listened to one after another. Later, with TV, Journey to the West and Huo Yuanjia in the village, the people in my mind had a concrete image.

At this time, my world is still palm-sized, and my eyes have not seen the future.

Learning is also step by step for me, and I don't have much future and ideal. However, I did well at that time, probably because of what the villagers called "brains".

In this way, childhood has passed in ignorance and slapstick, and it is logical to enter junior high school. The increase of playmates has also broadened my cognition, and I first came into contact with martial arts novels defined as "bad books" by teachers. Because most of them are pirated books, in order to attract readers, there are inevitably large sections of "indescribable" in the book, which soon swept the whole campus.

At that time, the so-called "sexual enlightenment" of rural teenagers, in addition to some "yellow jokes" told by the old bachelor who herded sheep, was these popular books. Many boys' first sexual impulse is also because of it.

When I was in the first grade, I met a teacher who gave me influence and direction, an English substitute teacher who graduated from high school. He told me that after graduating from junior high school, I must go to high school, and I must go to college, not to secondary school or normal school. At that time, I didn't understand, and I didn't have any concept of fate and future. However, because of this sentence, after the first senior high school entrance examination was "wiped out", I missed the admission line 120 points and chose to repeat. In the second year, I was admitted to the only public high school in the county with a score higher than the admission line 1 point.

Since I entered high school, I have made more friends, read more books and got a little understanding of my future. In the future, "jumping out of the farm gate" has become my first goal, and I will no longer echo other students' jokes of "going back to repair the earth if I can't get into college".

High school is a critical period for a person to establish "three views" and grow up and mature in life. In addition to Jin Yong's martial arts novels, I began to contact youth magazines, biographies and history books. Liaoning Youth, Carnegie's Success and Mouzhuan are the three books that impressed me the most, among which Liaoning Youth is a must-read magazine in each issue.

During the period, I was deeply confused because of academic pressure and the failure of my first love. At that time, there were many columns in middle school students' magazines, such as letters from readers, but they could not answer my confusion. It was a period of extreme depression. I also wrote a letter to a cousin who has been promoted to sophomore year. The relief and comfort in his letter still can't get me out of depression.

My only solution is reading and writing. I borrowed a lot of books from the school library and classmates. The variety was mixed and chaotic, but it was very similar to my mood at that time. Fortunately, with books, my liberal arts scores are not bad, especially my composition, which has won the favor of Chinese teachers. He often corrects my small stove and encourages me to contribute to newspapers and periodicals many times.

Until graduation, my heart was still like a headless fly in a glass house, and I couldn't find my way. I just run amok, hit a wall everywhere and get dizzy.

At the moment when I felt that I failed in the college entrance examination, I suddenly had a tragic feeling: "If I can't get into college, I will learn to be a biogas digester and become a farmer entrepreneur in the future."

This is a retreat, or a way out, that I found for myself by listening to the radio last summer vacation.

Now that I think about it, it is very important for people to have a wise man to guide them in the critical period. Parents are their children's first teachers, but they can't give any guidance. How helpless they are. I missed three years of high school. I should have been distracted and worked hard for three years, and all I got was desolation and bitterness. A lousy junior college became my destination after graduating from high school, and I didn't even have a high school diploma.

With his own "brain", he can be regarded as a "lame general" and a "phoenix in a chicken nest" in poor schools and small counties after employment, and he can barely make ends meet with a little effort.

Reading, writing and writing have also become my hobbies to this day. At one time, I especially liked reading books about success, and I began to get in touch with fund investment and financial management. These people don't have a "master to lead them in", but only "practice in individuals", all by reading books. My experience is that if you want to understand a subject, you should read all the books you can find.

Because I was immersed in reading and neglected the beauty, I met my own love. At the same time, it also makes the present family a place where you can smell the book. My wife, who once disapproved of my unrestrained buying of books, also joined the ranks of buying books and reading. A pair of children have no talent beyond ordinary people, and the only comfort is to fall in love with reading.

It's past noon in middle age, and it's time to mature, if not at the height of life.

I began to stay away from chicken soup for the soul and bestsellers intentionally or unintentionally, and I was no longer keen on utilitarian and practical books. My interest in reading began to turn, and I was keen on reading some historical, classical and medical books that I had never dabbled in before. Later, I learned that many colleagues are like this.

There are several stages in a person's life, so should thoughts. This is especially true for people who love reading. There are many interesting things in life, especially reading. And the change and growth of ideas also depend on this.

There is no road longer than feet, no mountain higher than people, and no thought deeper than books. Nothing wavers in this life, only love reading.

One should cultivate and cherish the hobby of reading, because it is a nutrient pool for the mind and soul. Life is short, and the harder it gets to the end. Without a firm heart, an interesting soul and a transparent temperament, how can we spend this life wonderfully?

The meaning of living is living itself. The meaning of reading is to make the soul more interesting, not shallow, and make the rest of my life longer.