What kind of experience is it to grow so-so from childhood and grow more beautiful when you grow up?

It's a feeling of counterattack, and you often feel grateful. When I was young, I was really an ugly duckling, or maybe my parents were never around. I wore old clothes and cut the head of a hedgehog, like a tomboy. At that time, there was a girl in my class who was white and tender, could sing and dance, and got good grades, like a doll. I thought she was a goddess, and I really dreamed of becoming like that. When I arrived at junior high school, my family conditions were good, and I began to grow long hair and dress up. I was barely beautiful, so I felt grateful inside, just like an ugly duckling turned into a white swan.