The deepest love in memory, how did you come here?

The deepest love in my memory is my first love. The first person in my budding youth liked him for a long time, and it was even harder to forget him in the end. I divert my attention and exercise. Fitness, know and make new people, and gradually start to let him go and get out of the pain of lovelorn.

Although three years have passed, the first boy in the bud can't help but think of him occasionally at some point. I can't get him out of my mind. Someone once asked me, "Where on earth can he make you so infatuated?" I can't say why, but it is deeply imprinted in my mind.

In ordinary life, I am very attentive to everything he does. He was also a bully in the class, so I admired him at that time. But in the special period of "Senior Three", in the eyes of the teacher, we have no reason to let ourselves slack off, but I like him very much. His words and deeds attract me, and I care about what he says. Sometimes I even feel depressed because of him all day. This is probably the power of love.

But I was really miserable, especially when I saw him laughing with other girls. This is probably "jealousy". For most girls, girls are always possessive. I was no exception then. Every time I want to tell him that I like him, I really like him. Finally, I chose to tell him, and then we got together for various reasons and situations.

But it didn't take long to break up, saying that I didn't have much thought to think about my feelings, so I left without knowing anything.

I suffered for a long time during that time. After that, with the encouragement and help of my friends, I stopped putting too much energy on him. I try to open up and meet new people.

After a long time, I naturally put it down.