I did it for your own good.

Little Daimei's life is a joke. She laughs when others laugh.

Obedient, sensible, obedient, do not cause trouble. This is the iron requirement of her family. She worked hard and finally became a joke.

The rules set by our ancestors are the commandments spoken by our parents. "inherit the wind", parents act according to the sky, how dare children question it?

"I'm doing it for your own good." Poverty inherits the wind! The whitewashed "traditional filial piety" put this invincible sword in the hands of parents, making them lose their prestige at home, and their feet are higher than the children's heads!

Daimei is very lucky to live in a family with the most popular "inherit the wind" family style, and "I do it for your own good" to her children. Try to be a "obedient, sensible, obedient and trouble-free" person. What happened in the end? It's just that I took my most precious youth to satisfy the selfish desires of others and provoked a smile.

Xiao Daimei has been dressed strangely and her hair is unkempt since primary school. The image is not clean, children don't understand it themselves, and their families don't care. Children who are left unattended are always in pain. I can't help it. She looked up at the pale sky, shed a little tear, and then quietly wiped it off.

Suffered from the eyes of teachers and classmates.

Forget it, Xiao Daimei is an only child! My parents are alive, which runs in the family. My parents are full-time employees of state-owned units! It was in the 1980s, and thanks to family planning, she became the first generation of only children in China.

Born under the red flag, grew up in the bustling city center. But the superiority of the only child is not reflected in her. In the happy life of the only child in the street, she will always be like a refugee.

Daimei's strange clothes have become a striking sight in the school, most of which are old clothes of other relatives, colleagues or acquaintances. Style? Size? Old and new? Think too much. Even on holidays, there is no extra money at home to buy her new clothes. No, never. So I saw a little coward, wearing a middle-aged cousin's old clothes (elbows and hair) today and another relative's skirt ten years older tomorrow. I can't even find clothes to wear. In midsummer, I turned out a woolen skirt that I don't know who made it, which caused the students to watch. Two years later, in junior high school, girls began to develop physically, and the skirt that was too "slim" embarrassed girls. So I had to carefully ask my father to buy me a suitable new dress. Father looked puzzled for a long time, but the skirt was not broken. Why waste money on this? You are an ignorant child. Don't you know that your family is very nervous, your father's salary is low, and the whole family still depends on your mother to support them? !

Little Daimei had to stop talking about it. Bend down every day, trying to block the already developed figure. Very afraid of the eyes of passers-by. I can only bear how hard I live. Be obedient and sensible, and save money for your family!

Little silly girl is so timid. Why didn't she go to her mother? She dare not! Mom is the breadwinner of the family. She must earn money to support her family. She is too busy to touch the ground and under pressure to take care of these little things. It seems that there has never been such a thing in the world, and I have never asked. Mom only cares about one thing: exam results. Like obsessive-compulsive disorder. Besides, Strong likes swearing. Xiao Daimei can only observe her face carefully and judge her mood, and never dare to say a word to her.

Little Daimei is afraid that her mother will comb her hair, but she can't do it herself. Her mother has no patience to teach! A big white iron comb is like a torture device. Just pull it, whether it hurts or not. In order to comb less, I always tie my hair with a rubber band, and I don't understand it when I sleep. Once every few days, sometimes once a week. So the girl's hair has never been straightened out. This meticulous work was taught only after junior high school, when the fat class teacher finally couldn't stand it! Up to now, my sister still remembers the class teacher's disgust and helplessness, hehe.

She has no friends among the only children in the class. Who wants to play with such a neglected child? Being bullied is also common. But Xiao Daimei was afraid to tell her parents. They won't notice. Dad thinks that "everything is inferior, only reading is high." My mother remembers the hatred of being deprived of school opportunities all her life, only remembering grades. Scores became the only topic among the three people, the only "serious matter". Parents' wishes are very important! Reading is a big deal! No leave is allowed under any circumstances!

Grandpa died and went back to his hometown for burial, and the whole family went. The ten-year-old girl has been left alone at home for three days. You can't ask for leave, you have to go to school! The girl endured the fear and ate leftovers in a dark room for three days alone! The iron will of parents is the order and rules in this family! Afraid of parents' faces, I dare not say a word.

Up to now, more than 30 years have passed. Where is Grandpa? She often stares at the palm-sized toy hammer. That is a small toy made by my dear grandfather for her. The wooden handle cracked. No one, whether parents or relatives, remembers that she is grandpa's favorite granddaughter. No one took her to see grandpa, and no one told her which direction his grave was facing. She has no sense of existence in this family. Her family worshipped her, but no one thought of her.

In her forties, she carefully kept the small hammer in a velvet box. That's her only, precious miss for grandpa. Little cowards are human beings no matter how timid they are, and they become stubborn as adults. The stubborn elder sister killed her parents and relatives, but she relied on these people to brag about her heart every day. Do you remember one day? !

Little Daimei is very unpopular with her parents. They work hard to earn money to pay tuition, and stupid children can't get good grades in the exam! Parents who can't get a return on their investment are quite angry. Xiao Daimei just thought quietly: When investment and business fail, why should she be asked to make a profit? ! But she really can't earn points. What should she do?

Wei Yu is like a little girl who committed a felony and was publicly sentenced.

This kind of drama may be staged at any time. I can't get tired of listening to it. She probably thinks this is the most convenient time for her daughter to use it. Being left out in the social circle, she needs this introduction, back pot man.

Xiao Daimei has been trained by "family training" day by day. At an early age, she is like a pebble polished for thousands of years. She is plain and has no edges and corners. She does not seek progress, but peace, as if she were old early. She always wants to disguise herself as a small mushroom at home, and no one should disturb her. I am particularly tired of occasions like relatives' gatherings. That must be her execution ground.

In the cardamom years, the children are carefree, travel together, and laughter shines in the sun. No, silly girl, she is afraid to go out. I am extremely afraid of the strange eyes of my neighbors, and I wish I would never go out during the day. She knows that, unlike other children, she can live freely in the sun. Only dare to go out for a walk after dark. Demei has developed a skill since she was a teenager: she can stay indoors for a whole week. She hid herself in the cold room and looked at other cheerful and laughing children with envy.

Teenagers make their parents angry and have a sense of autonomy. They vowed to break this "anti-bone". "My own children, I also said? You are mine, how dare you go against the sky? ! "Mom scolded her.

"Beating is kissing and scolding is love, and the old saying is right!" If dad says, "Your mother loves you, why don't you scold others?" ? Because you are her daughter, she never tires of scolding you! "A father who thinks he is a literate educates his younger sister:" As the old saying goes, if there is something, change it; If not, encourage! "! Listen when mom criticizes you! Even if you don't do those things, you should take warning! "

A dose of poison was poured down, and Daimei was powerless to resist.

Dad who doesn't read books takes a gentle route and decides to teach himself. Rack one's brains every day to work out a lot of strange calculation problems, and strive to tie my daughter to the desk forever without wasting a penny to earn points.

The math teacher looked puzzled at the little girl's trousers all the time, and the ants were doing those problems at a crawling speed, as if they were working hard, but their grades didn't improve at all. Look at her father's exercises. His expression is strange and embarrassing. After all, my sister's father is very responsible and will take the trouble to personally coach the children. This is a kind of positive energy, and it is not convenient for her to say anything more. So I gently put down my exercise book and drifted away.

I don't know where my dad got his confidence. Dare to speak before graduating from junior high school. I despise the knowledge of primary school.

The teacher asked me to write a narrative, and my father, who couldn't tell the genre of the composition, directed an argumentative essay with a broadsword ... The old fool was a little confused, and finally in the questioning session in class, the cunning girl answered the questions and caused laughter. ......

"I am for your own good!" Dad, sister, emphasize.

The law of survival. No opinions are allowed.

Sister dumb is more silent.

You can believe that little girl who was neglected at home and school actually fell in love with learning one day! This has to be said to be a miracle!

Fortunately, I moved to a neighbor's house where I collect junk. There are always all kinds of books and even complete novels eliminated by others in the gray waste box. Heaven and earth suddenly become bigger! The girl who never had pocket money got a wonderful story from the waste box and saw the world outside the wellhead. The frozen door finally opened a crack in it. The dazzling light outside the door lit up the girl's eyes.

Behind her parents' backs, she eagerly studies, regardless of the type, time, walking, recess, under the desk and hiding under the bed ... The spring flowers and autumn moon in the poem are so beautiful, the words of missing the old friend are so sad, the mountains and rivers are so magnificent, the martial arts rivers and lakes are so bloody ... The world is wonderful, people are different, the life of peers is unexpectedly colorful, and the darkness in Daimei's heart seems to have been diluted.

Poetry and songs, martial arts fantasy, old news, everyone comes. My eyes are wide, my vocabulary is big, and all kinds of descriptions are handy.

As a direct result, Chinese scores have improved rapidly, and composition has become a model essay for teachers in the whole grade to read in turn.

Things are a little better. Confidence seems to have recovered a little. Just a little. After all, it never happened before. Literature is like a glass vase, radiant, beautiful and exquisite. She held it carefully in her arms.

I managed to survive my high school career, but I didn't have a smooth trip to college. Xiao Daimei's grades are really hopeless except Chinese. Deeply humiliated, her parents were not convinced and ordered Xiao Daimei to study in a self-taught university.

Little Daimei's weakness raised a little hope. Can she learn Chinese language and literature? This is the best I have, and I really like it! Parents are like Buddha's mouth for nine days, and gently say, "What literature should you learn? You should learn English!" " Work is better! Don't understand! I did it for your own good! "You know you are my parents' new house, big color TV, and you will have to make money to honor my parents in the future! You have a heavy responsibility on your shoulders! Don't mess with those things!

Daimei is very timid. She is really timid. Always afraid to resist, she instinctively began to defend! Parents instantly feel that the sky is falling! My little sister is very anxious and sad. 16-year-old children have their own ideas. She doesn't want to. She has to fight. But the authority and arrogance of parents can't tolerate this rebellion. Father asked contemptuously, "Do you dare to talk back? You also ask your parents to eat and dress! " My little sister cried so hard that she had to beg you to support me? "Besides," the gentle father began to reason, "how good can your Chinese be? Thanks to me, your grades have improved! Have you forgotten? I talk about how hard it is to teach every day. Say it yourself! You are my daughter, I am stupid, and you are even more stupid. Be a down-to-earth person and learn English well, and your salary will be higher in the future! " My mother, who has always been unsociable, jumped out to help: "That is, teaching such a simple language requires your father's hard work to get better." Starting from scratch, learning English well and finding a good job in the future will be practical. "

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The vase is broken.

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Parents took it and smashed it to pieces.

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The inaudible crash echoed in the void and kept ringing. Up to now, the sad coward is still in tears in front of the screen.

Love and effort are all zero. It looks so ridiculous, stupid and insignificant.

The sad little sister knows that her parents have been asking for an academic record, but in the end she still needs a sense of accomplishment to prove that her efforts have not been in vain. But that's really not your credit! Sad sister can't give in on this matter. She felt that she lived like a joke.

Parents don't want to listen and talk. A little thing, what do children know? What are you struggling with? !

What are you struggling with?

There is no room for a sad girl to make a sound at home. She must keep quiet and obedient.

Mom and dad, I really listened. I really tried my best. Try to meet your requirements. I am really obedient and I work hard. Why don't you believe it? Why?

Obedience and hard work, what do you get?

In order to go to college, the sad little girl won a bonus!

Always honest father, claiming that his children are college students recruited by the state. In the mid-1990 s, I was able to go to college in the college entrance examination, and I still had some skills.

The leader was shocked, and immediately issued a bonus! Dad's image as an honest man is so deeply rooted in people's hearts that no one has ever doubted it. Dad took the bonus back and educated the sad girl: study hard and take the postgraduate exam after graduating from college. Even if you pass the exam, you don't have to study!

Relatives were shocked, too. What was this? The ugly duckling turned into a swan. So there was praise. My parents said they were happy, but they didn't know if they were innocent.

Sad sister is even more shocked. What happened to honest parents? ! I haven't figured it out for years.

After attending an adult university, a sad girl stepped into the society with half a foot. Start to contact relatives and face your classmates independently. Be relatively free. A sad girl who has been controlled for more than ten years, an obedient child, has no opinion and no knowledge. A blank sheet of paper was immediately thrown into the mire world. Afraid of socializing, I don't know how to deal with bullying, protect myself, and I don't know how broad the road ahead is. Another joke begins.