Family ethics undercurrent (41)

[41] Decided

Snowflakes are falling unscrupulously, and the world has become pure white. Some people live leisurely in this pure white, while others suffer in this pure white. The world is too pure, so that there is nowhere to hide for tapirs and negative smears, and it is out of reach for filth.

if everything can be settled, then no one wants to struggle and waste their energy in the process.

this big revelation can be said to be a one-off event that affects the whole body. All hypocritical human feelings are broken. Who wants to live in a cuckold for life? When human feelings broke down, the invisible network began to fall apart.

Wang Yingjie and Vincent Cheung turned against each other completely. Wang Yingjie punched Vincent Cheung, Zhang Wenle flew into a rage, and invited Wang Yingjie back. Now it can be described as both sides lose.

Wang Jiarui hated Wang Yingjie's guts, and this shame on his wife made Wang Jiarui want to kill people. Wang Jiarui beat Wang Sijia black and blue, but also dragged her to the city to find her father for justice.

Only Lin Mei took care of Wang Yingjie's daily life as usual, and bought him a plaster for his injuries. No one understands Lin Mei's mind, as if she doesn't care about her husband's cheating, as if she is not a victim herself. She is so generous and fearless that people call her a fool.

after Zhou Taihu heard about it, it was even more unbearable. Lin Mei, who is obsessed with him, keeps all the pain in his heart, which is bound to break down into a disease. He wants to find a way to make Lin Mei burst out. Only by showing the pain can the pain be broken down.

Myna saw Wang Haoran's red eyes on his way home and felt very depressed. He seldom goes back to Quzi Town, but always goes directly to his grandfather's house.

"What's the matter with you?" Myna came forward to ask, want to do clean his bosom elder sister.

"crocodile tears! Go away! " Myna was shocked by Wang Haoran's words, and she didn't know where she got him.

"I ... I don't understand what you said ..."

"If you want to see my jokes, forget it! Get out of here! " Wang Haoran gave Myna a push, and the snow on the road slipped on Myna. Myna sat on the ground, puzzled. Wang Haoran seems to wipe away tears and walk in the direction of home.

"Why are you sitting on the ground? Who bullied you?" Brother Yu-hua fang stretched out his hand and pulled up Myna.

"Wang Haoran, what's wrong with him?"

"something happened to his family, and you didn't know?"

"what is it?"

"His parents' relationship broke down, and his father took his mother to see his grandfather, who seemed to ignore it. Several people had a big fight again, and his grandfather was so angry that he asked them to take Wang Haoran home. So ... "

" Why is his grandfather like this? "

"His grandfather seems to know a little. If he thinks he can't manage it, he will leave it alone."

"Then why implicate Wang Haoran?"

"Wang Haoran's father said it was false that his grandfather helped to look after the children, but it was actually to provide convenience for his daughter."

"who said that? How can you say that? "

"You don't know. His family is making a terrible noise. I'm afraid everyone in No.1 Middle School doesn't know! His parents all went to school and directly questioned whether Wang Haoran wanted to be with his father or his mother! "

"I said he ..." Myna suddenly didn't know what to say. Tears in the corner of her eyes swirled in her eyes, and she suddenly understood Wang Haoran. She doesn't blame him, only blames herself for the poor school and the lack of information.

"What's the matter with you?"

"oh, I'm fine, I'm fine. I will go home first! " Myna ran two steps with his schoolbag on his back. Her heart is full of mixed feelings. Wang Haoran's parents will divorce, so he will become like her, follow his father or mother to form a family again, and then survive in the cracks. They are of the same kind. She can't imagine how he, who has been spoiled since childhood, can spend the rest of his life in long pain and suffering.

She can understand the feeling that she can't go home. She hates the feeling of being ignored, the maturity that she should be sensible, the insincere feelings between her parents, and the inexplicable quarrel between them, and she takes it out on her children! Myna has tasted all the pain of reunifying the family. Because of her sensitive and sentimental personality, she can feel this kind of pain more than anyone else.

when Myna came home, he only saw his mother taking care of his younger brother and sister. My brother was crying on his mother's shoulder, and my sister Jiahe was running around on the ground. Her mother yelled at her to run slowly and not to get high. This is the mother's daily state, revolving around two children every day. This is the price of her persistence, and she should bear it, shouldn't she? Myna always thinks so from time to time.

"Mom, I'm back!" Wang Dan was so noisy by two children that he didn't hear anyone coming in the yard.

"hey, mom can expect you back! Jiahe went to find her sister, and then ran wildly and gnawed her head. " Myna listened to his mother's words and suddenly felt cold. She wants me to go home just to let me take care of her children, and I am a child myself. Does she treat me like a child? Myna was very unhappy.

"You just want me to babysit for you!"

"oh, mom made two living immortals toss and turn silly. Have you had a meal Are you hungry? Mom will give you some money to buy some in town. Go to my bag and get it. There is money in my side pocket. " Wang Dan realized that he didn't care enough about Myna, and immediately added.

"No, I'm not hungry!" Myna say that finish, single-handedly led jia and walked out of the room. Jia and follow Myna, mouth don't know what to say.

Wang Dan watched Myna lead Jiahe into his room, and quickly shouted, "Oh, that room has been unoccupied for a long time, and there is no heater. It's cold. Don't catch Jiahe cold." Myna stopped, once upon a time when they had no children, at least her room was clean and warm, and there was delicious food at home. Now the house is a wet place where no one has set foot. There is no warmth and no love.

"Mom is too busy to clean. Your father's company has another accident, and he can't rest at the end of the year. So ... I'm sorry, you hold the thousand seals and I'll help you clean them up. "

"no, I'll do it myself. Jiahe went to find her mother, don't freeze you up. " Myna let go of Jiahe's hand and pointed to her to find her mother.

There is a chill in the room. The dust on the desk is enough to draw a villain. The cold seeping from the mattress can drill through the bone marrow. There seems to be a looming spider web in the gap of the bedside table. Myna feels unprecedented desolation. It turns out that there is no place for her in this family. It turns out that this house has to be abandoned. It turns out that her daughter is so insignificant that it is really the most correct choice not to go home.

Myna gave the room a simple cleaning. She thought it would be the last time she cleaned the room.

Wang Dan was anxious and sad to see that Myna had not come out for a long time. She picked up the phone and called Fang Zhihong.

"Myna is back, come back early, help him clean up his room and set up the heater!" "

"Let her clean up first, and I'll be back later." Fang Zhihong hangs up the phone. Wang Dan had a bad taste in his heart. He used to ask Myna what he wanted to eat, but now he doesn't ask.

Fang Zhihong went home at eight o'clock at night. Myna was sitting on the sofa playing with Jiahe, and Wang Dan was pacing back and forth on the ground with Qian Xi.

"I'm back. I think you girls get along very well. Myna is also a good helper to take care of the children. I think you might as well go home and take care of the children in next year's internship!" They are all making decisions for Myna, and no one has ever asked her if she wants to.

Myna was awakened by this sudden remark. It turned out that they were all paying attention to her. She didn't respond, still holding Jiahe's hand.

"Let's talk about next year. You go and build a heater for Myna. " Wang Dan began to blame himself for what he said that day. Perhaps after giving birth to two children, both husband and wife began to pay attention to Myna.

"ok, I'll get it! But that bed shouldn't sleep tonight. It's too damp. I sleep on the sofa, and you girls sleep. "

"Well, you still have a conscience!" Wang Dan felt that he was still thinking about Myna, which was not a complete dereliction of duty.

at night, their family huddled in a room. Qianxi cried for milk at night. It was two o'clock in the morning, and Myna was not asleep. She watched her mother breast-feed her younger brother, and within a few minutes, all the family except her were snoring and sleeping soundly.

It turns out that they are a real family, and they even sleep at the same frequency.

Myna remembered the accountability letter she wrote to Fang Jixian. She didn't scold him, nor did she say too many radical words. She was just writing a letter with the feelings of a woman and a mother. She expects him to make this family peaceful, or rather, to make her mother not be swayed by considerations of gain and loss.

Fang Jixian's reply is very direct. Let Myna feel very uncomfortable, but every sentence pokes her tears.

: You are her daughter, so you speak for her. I am his son, but has he treated me as his son for so many years? I regard others as my father the same as you regard him as your father. I am what you feel. You and I are in the same situation now. Where can you be better?

......

: You think Shenzhen is a good place, with food and clothing, but it really doesn't matter. At our age, a complete family is the most important thing. You and I are abandoned children, so what is there to blame each other?

Thaksin's content was played over and over in her mind, and she suddenly understood the boy's behavior. The enlarged photo is nothing more than reminding his father that he still has two sons. It is also extremely pitiful for him to seek a sense of existence in this way.

Shenzhen is a good place. How good is it? Myna is a little curious about the places mentioned in his letter. She still clearly remembers that the enlarged photo, except for two people, is full of blue, which is the color of the sky and looks so vast and bright. She suddenly made a bold decision, and she wanted to make a choice for the rest of her life.

The night is strangely quiet, and Myna's thoughts are infinitely vast. If the night doesn't fade, the moon doesn't go and the stars don't fall, then she is willing to lie quietly in the dark, beside her family and let her thoughts drift away. Thoughts can be far away and sad, but the body is still in the warmth of home, and there is still a residual temperature.