Facial paralysis is ugly and there are not many jokes. What should I do if I am introverted and indifferent to the people around me? I hate myself. I really want to learn to laugh and learn to be live

Facial paralysis is ugly and there are not many jokes. What should I do if I am introverted and indifferent to the people around me? I hate myself. I really want to learn to laugh and learn to be lively and cheerful. Prime Minister, I suggest you change your clothes. I was depressed when I looked at your Fang Gezi jersey. Dress yourself up beautifully and find girls with cheerful personality and good temper to play with. In fact, you are not ugly, but you can't find your beauty. There are no ugly women in this world, only lazy women. By the way, hair style.