Chapter 9: Fang's story

Fang is my sister, and she is five years older. In Ling Xue's world, she really wants her sister's love, but her sister hates her so much that she doesn't want to share anything with Ling Xue.

Ling Xue was as thin as a shrimp when he was young. In order to save money, her mother can't keep up with nutrition. Not to mention snacks and fruits. Suffering from poverty, Ling Xue's development is slow and its response is slow. Sometimes Ling Xue is very hungry. She will pick up the steamed bread on the ground and eat it. People around her say that she is a silly girl. Ling Xue has no friends at all, so she can only turn this dump into that dump. She really looks like a psychopath. Because there are toys and food that others don't want in the garbage. Sister is ashamed of Ling Xue. Ling Xue can only accept it. They'll just think it's Ling Xue's fault. Ling Xue, I'm so sorry.

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Shirley (female name)

In kindergarten, Ling Xue travels to and from school alone. Ling Xue envies those children who get gifts from their parents. Ling Xue is lonely, but no one will worry about what will happen to Ling Xue. Maybe Ling Xue's death is a good thing for them.

Ling Xuehui will always remember that when I was in junior high school, my sister would rather treat her neighbor's second sister as her younger sister and walk past Ling Xue, as if Ling Xue were a stranger. Is Ling Xue stupid because she is dirty?

In the college entrance examination, Ling Xue should be the best among those brothers and sisters. Sometimes fate is so funny. The more you think that person is stupid, the fool will always be blessed, and the one who eventually becomes a dark horse is also a fool.

Ling Xue was very scared in college. She is a stranger to everything. Life in college is completely different from that in high school, and the teachers are indifferent and numb. Ling Xue is very lonely. She is very active in class and always sits in the front row, but the teacher is still strange and numb. No one will remember Ling Xue. Sometimes Ling Xue wants to call her mother, and sometimes her mother's phone is as difficult as the mayor's hotline. She called her father, who had been busy at the construction site and couldn't hear at all. Every time I call Shirley, Shirley always says a few words impatiently in various sarcastic tones and then hangs up. Ling Xue asked for alms from their love like a Reservoir Dogs begging in the street, but all she got was numbness and indifference. In the dark and cold night, sad tears flow again and again. Ling Xue curled up in a small bed in the university dormitory. The thin quilt is cold. She clung to the doll, unable to find a trace of warmth in her heart.

Shirley once promised her parents to guide Ling Xue well, but she overestimated her own strength. She only gave Ling Xue endless pain. She is in Ling Xue's eyes. Ling Xue always wants to get a little warmth from her, but she can't get any pity like an emotional beggar.

Sisterhood, in Shirley's words, don't talk to me about plans and ideals, I just want to see the results. LingXue smiled, the in the mind very sour. She shed too many tears for this sister. In my sister's world, sisterhood is always an equal exchange and a decent face. She hates her sister, but she can't change her sister. She has to endure the indifference and numbness brought by her sister alone. After all, she can't choose what kind of sister she can have. She can only accept it helplessly. She once thought to herself, since my plans and efforts can't get a little support and encouragement from you, why should I share my joy and fruits with you after I succeed? Ling Xue has a high self-esteem, and she just wants to prove herself.

She wants to change her destiny by reading. Ling Xue swore. The university must take the postgraduate entrance examination and study hard, but the appearance of one person broke all her plans. Her dream and persistence have become a joke of innocence. Perhaps this result also confirms my sister's idea that Ling Xue is rubbish to some extent.

Garbage is garbage! Ling Xue has to live, doesn't he? Despair for my sister is not enough to overcome the fear of death. She won't die yet, she will become a rich man. She wants to show her skills and abilities to her sister.