Why do I always become a joke in other people's eyes? A lot of people commented that I was funny?

This is not necessarily a bad thing, but indifference is the most terrible. Everyone has different ideas in his heart. You can't be sure whether they are laughing at you or playing a friendly joke. It just gets worse when I think about it. If they are really laughing at you, then there must be something wrong with your behavior. As far as I know, basically no one will ridicule others on the outside. Those are just movie plots. Your choice is to blend in or leave. If it were me, I would choose to blend in. I'd rather be a clown than leave this track. You will feel really terrible after leaving. In short, be happy and see the world from the third-person perspective, and you will have unexpected gains.