How can I live a little easier and feel alive?

It is a personal feeling to feel comfortable living, but the ultimate reason is that I feel uncomfortable living because of emptiness.

You can find something you are interested in to stop fooling around, which will make you feel full, of course, not every day.

Play games and dota, but find something worth doing, such as learning musical instruments or software, which will help you find a job and enrich your after-school life.