My starry sky is just a girl’s face

Article/Hanjiang Fishing for the Moon

The love stories in Jin Yong's novels are as bright as stars, but I often think of the most inconspicuous one, which is the love between Zhuang Juxian and Azi. Zhuang Juxian loved Ah Zi so much that he died for his love in the end, but why is his love not remembered and praised by others? It even creates a trace of disgust in people's hearts. Is there any good or bad, high or low in desperate love?

Zhuang Juxian, whose real name was You Tanzhi, was the young master of Juxian Village. He was from a well-known family, and before he was disfigured, he was also quite talented. He should have had a good life. However, after Qiao Feng's battle at Juxian Village, his life trajectory took a sharp turn, and his pitiful and tragic experience made people sigh with regret. But the most tragic thing is that he fell in love with a girl named Azi.

01 Wrong Love

Zhuang Juxian’s love for Ah Zi satisfies all the infatuations in love dramas. First of all, he harbors a blood feud. The person who killed his father was Ah Zi’s brother-in-law, who was also the one in Ah Zi’s heart. My lover Qiao Feng. But Zhuang Juxian did not abandon love and break up with the love of his heart after learning Azi's identity, as described in some bloody love dramas. Instead, he crossed the threshold of hatred without any care and loved Azi passionately. Thinking about how Guo Jing mistakenly believed that his master Jiangnan Seven Freaks had been killed by Huang Yaoshi, so he made up his mind not to associate with Huang Rong again, it seems that Zhuang Juxian is much more infatuated than Guo Jing.

Secondly, Zhuang Juxian was treated as a plaything by Ah Zi, who was extremely cruel and gave him an iron head. He was changed beyond recognition, half human and half ghost. Just thinking about the red-hot iron mask being welded to the head, the pain involved is horrifying. It can be said to be the most cruel criminal law in the world! But after experiencing the inhuman abuse from his lover, Zhuang Juxian chose to forgive. He wore this iron mask and always thought of Ah Zi. He was as loyal as an old dog. Even if the owner wants to beat it to death, it will not bark or move! The infatuation is here. At this point, the crazy men and resentful women in Qiong Yao have to hide their faces and run away, feeling ashamed!

But that's it. People's impression of Zhuang Juxian is not that of the ghost husband in Plum Blossom Alley No. 3, nor will they be associated with the Hunchback of Notre Dame. He has always been just a clown in people's hearts. No matter how much he pays for what he loves, it seems that it is not love and is not worthy of comparison with real love.

In this world, you can sacrifice your life to love someone, but you cannot sacrifice your dignity. You can give him your heart, but you can't change your beliefs because of him! You can fall into the dust because you love him, but you must also retain the ability to look up at the stars in the dust. If your starry sky or your poems and the distance are just the face of your lover, then all your love will be worthless. It’s not even love, just morbid attachment!

02 Obsessed

Later, like Jin Yong’s other male protagonists, Zhuang Juxian got lucky! In vain, he picked up a copy of the Yi Jin Jing, a unique skill in martial arts, and practiced martial arts like no other. He instantly became a top martial arts master, which can be said to be a comfort given to him by Jin Yong. But Zhuang Juxian did not say as people said, "You ignored me in the past, but you can't reach me now" but continued to be Ah Zi's loyal slave! The peerless martial arts has not produced any changes on him. He is still as humble as a dog, still wagging his tail and begging for mercy! At this time, we were not infected by his unswerving loyalty, but felt heartbroken that an adventure and martial arts skills were wasted by him!

Sometimes, if a person cannot get the love of others, he will feel that it is because he is not good enough. I feel that all this is caused by my own settings. So you think about making more money, buying a big house, driving the best car, and having plastic surgery on your face, so that you can make people who don't love you change their minds.

But in fact, if he doesn’t love you, he doesn’t love you. The money you earn, the beauty of your plastic surgery, and the peerless martial arts you have practiced, all of this just proves that he doesn’t love you!

So loving the wrong person is not about changing yourself, but about learning to stop losses for love.

Believe that no matter you are a poor person with wine canopies, a rich person with a busy life, a beautiful woman with cold muscles and jade bones, or a mediocre-looking woman, there will eventually be someone who loves your soul. .

03 Self-mourning

From now on, the love story between Zhuang Juxian and Azi develops completely according to the routine of Korean dramas.

The heroine is blind, fragile and helpless, and the person she loves does not love him back. And our male protagonist Zhuang Juxian dug out his own eyes without hesitation and gave them to Azi.

I don’t know how many boys and girls have been deceived by this plot in Korean dramas. But Zhuang Juxian's actions never brought people any warmth. At this time, we didn't even regard him as a human being. He was just a machine, only equipped with a program to love Azi, including his final scene of jumping off a cliff for love. It's just as it should be,

No one shed a tear for his feat. His love became a complete joke.

Do you know? If you want to love someone, you must first be a person yourself! Otherwise, you will become Zhuang Juxian in love, losing your character and dignity, and your love will have no roots, leaving only humbleness and disgust!

Zhuo Wenjun can elope with Sima Xiangru for love, and he can sell wine as a coin for love. But when Sima Xiangru wanted to take a concubine, she wrote "Baitou Yin"

This is her dignity and integrity, which made them a good story through the ages.

Even Yang Guo can be said to be desperate for love. Even though she was poisoned and Xiao Longnu wanted to die for her, she chose not to take the antidote and sacrificed herself not to kill Guo Jing. This is the righteousness and integrity of a human being! That's why the love between him and Xiao Longnu is so touching and soul-stirring.

04 Starry Sky

In youth, when the flowers are blooming and the moon is full, we all once felt that the poetry of life and the distance are just the embrace of the lover, and we are full of the most beautiful longing for love in the world. .

The sky at that time was as blue as if it had been tinted, and the sunshine at that time was always warm and it was April. At that time, we yearned for love and forgot ourselves. We always felt that we should love at all costs!

Even if it makes us fall into the dust, won’t beautiful flowers bloom in the end? I always feel that we should be like roses without sharp thorns, played with at will by the one we love, and dedicate ourselves selflessly. Even if we are thrown away in the end, we should leave a faint lingering fragrance of ourselves between his fingers.

But in fact, love, like any emotion, has its own bottom line and boundaries. No matter how passionate love is, it should not hurt a person's dignity as a human being. We fell into the dust, and our love became muddy and muddy.

And we should remember, love! It's a matter of two people. One person's efforts will only result in scars, and these scars may also kidnap us to continue to love someone who doesn't love us. If you love the wrong person, you have to be brave enough to admit it. You can send blessings and then walk away. A comfortable and handsome figure is much better than spending time in a stubborn pursuit.

In life, one must have some integrity in the world. This is not vain propaganda, it is the foundation for settling down and establishing a life. Love is so beautiful! Although it makes people blind! But you can't completely block the starry sky above your head, because only the starry sky can guide the direction of love.

If, now or one day, we are also at a loss in love, then we should not only focus on the love between Xiao Longnu and Yang Guo, not only see Romeo and Juliet, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, but also should Stop and think about Zhuang Juxian and Azi, stop and look at the starry sky above your head!

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