Wandering red dancing shoes

Xia Bo's music, dancing and singing are more like folk songs, which is called "the first thought".

Mami is a born dancer.

She began to learn dance at the age of six, and by the time she was eighteen, she was already a freshman in the Dance Academy.

On her eighteenth birthday, her father gave a pair of beautiful red dancing shoes to the only princess in her life.

My father loves my mother, and my mother is talented and engaged in her favorite dance career. I thought her life would be a cheerful waltz. However, this happy note came to an abrupt end when she was eighteen.

It was also in that year that my father died suddenly in a car accident and my mother quickly chose to remarry. In just one year, she changed from her parents' favorite princess to a wandering Cinderella, and her world became a sad wandering song.

She understands her mother's remarriage. A woman in her forties has been sheltered by her husband for most of her life and has no courage to shoulder the burden of life again.

But she can't forgive her mother's betrayal of love. Less than a year after his father died, his mother was able to wash her hands and make soup for others with a smile. She only finds it ironic that when she thinks of all her parents' previous love.

She has no illusions about love!

What's more frightening is that the suffering she experienced seems to have drained her soul. Even if she exhausted all her strength, her dance never had the aura of the past.

Until, she met the person who awakened her soul again.

She spent a hurried and difficult youth in college. Every day, she spends all her time practicing dancing except eating, sleeping and working in class. The red dancing shoes on her feet have been worn out, and she is reluctant to throw them away.

She wants to succeed, she wants to be crazy. Zhang Ailing said that it is early to become famous. She wondered whether the famous writer was as embarrassed as she was when she said this, and could not see any hope.

In her sophomore year, the dance teacher arranged a partner for her to dance for the welcome party. It was a clean and sunny boy. When I first saw her, I showed a warm smile.

They rehearse together and occasionally have dinner together. The boy would run to buy her matcha ice cream when she was so tired that she collapsed to the ground. Will hand her a cup of warm red bean milk tea when her physiological period is wrong.

She vaguely felt that the boy was different from her. When she was with him, she enjoyed the warmth of the spring breeze, but she was as timid as an ostrich and dared not take a step forward.

Slowly, she found that her dance had regained her aura, and her heart was full of joy and her soul was blooming again, just for the one around her.

The reception was a great success, and the music began. She danced beside him in a red princess dress and red dancing shoes. Time is fixed in the second when he took her, and she seems to have returned to her father's warm arms and become his former princess.

After the party, there is no need to rehearse. He will still find an excuse to ask her out for dinner and a movie. Will put a coat on her when she walks out of the dance classroom late at night.

She is trying to accept him slowly, but she is not completely ready inside. At the age of eighteen, she is still not sure what love is all about. This word will remind her of her mother's shy little daughter when she looks at her father, and it will also remind her of her mother's low eyes and caution when she faces her stepfather.

The boy doesn't know all kinds of entanglements in her heart. He interpreted her closeness as encouragement and trust. He thought that their intimate relationship came naturally, but he just broke the enough paper.

On Christmas Eve, when they met, snowflakes danced and the air was filled with romance.

In the dim light, he knelt in front of her with a bunch of red roses and begged her to be his girlfriend.

At that time, she had just finished rehearsing and was still wearing those faded red dancing shoes. Facing the sudden confession, she was moved to tears.

However, the ending is not the expected happy ending. In full view, she rejected the boy who had entered her heart.

The romantic confession became a joke in the eyes of others, and the boy left angrily. He felt that she had been playing a trick on him, and he never looked for her after that.

Looking at the boy's lonely back, she hid her face and wept.

It's not that she doesn't love him, but she has too much to bear and can't bear to drag him along.

That winter, my stepfather got drunk and hit my mother. Her family had no emotional foundation and fell apart overnight. Mother cried to her in grievance, and she couldn't ignore her only relative in this world.

She rented a house for her mother with the only money and settled her mother well. She dropped out of school and began to sell herself to the main dance company in her city.

She needs money, needs to survive and needs to support herself and her mother. And all this on her weak shoulders is sadness that peers can't understand. At the same time, she really doesn't have the strength and time to run a love affair. She thought, if there is really fate, maybe he will wait for her.

At the age of twenty, she has become the pillar of a dance company, and she is qualified to lead and solo.

The red dancing shoes left by her father are already worn out, and she can no longer accompany her to perform on stage, but she still can't bear to throw them away and hide them in her close-fitting backpack, because there is her father's love and care in them.

It was the first snow this year, and she walked out of the rehearsal room alone. There were few people in the street, and a couple walked past her with a smile.

She suddenly remembered him, the only cheerful melody in her short college time.

She asked her classmates about his current address. On the day before the New Year's Eve party, she summoned up her courage to look for him and wanted to invite him to watch her New Year's Eve performance.

In the dim light, there are snowflakes. She saw the familiar figure. Unfortunately, at this time, there was another one beside him.

A woman's smiling eyebrows and the radian of her mouth are telling her their happiness and sweetness at the moment.

She forcibly swallowed the hello stuck in her throat, turned around, and the fog in her eyes rose and she made up her eyes.

She knew he obviously saw her, but she didn't say hello. She thought that he probably hated her rude feelings! In other words, he has long forgotten who she is.

When she got home that night, she cried in her mother's arms for a long time. This time, she really forgave her mother's betrayal of her father from the bottom of her heart. Perhaps, she really understood what love is.

Love is not only possession, but also enrichment.

On the day of the New Year's performance, she received a package while making final preparations backstage.

A pair of red dancing shoes and a piece of paper lay quietly in the parcel.

The flying handwriting comes from him, the man who once loved but now doesn't belong to her. He said, "I'm sorry I didn't wait for you. I wish you a dream come true and become the hottest dancer in this city. "

When the music started, it was Faye Wong's sexy and lazy voice. She put on the red dancing shoes he gave her and danced on the stage. The audience was fascinated by her beauty and gave thunderous applause.

But she doesn't seem to hear all this. Just like a street child on this stage, she has been looking for it, but she can't find her soul. At the moment of rotation, a drop of crystal tears slid across her cheek and landed on her brand-new red dancing shoes!

At the end of the song, the curtain of the stage slowly falls, and at the same time, there is her love.

If lovelorn is a compulsory course in life, then her love has ended in a hurry before it really started!

Red shoes, can only continue to wander, wander ...