I still like your sad composition.

I remember falling in love with you, and the memories are too mottled. Maybe you and I are too weak to say goodbye. Meeting is destiny takes a hand, but I can't let go of my deep love.

We first met in Dazhou, a city full of fun that I like. At that time, I didn't know what love was, what love was, or even what love was. Your departure changed everything for me.

It's good to have a job outside, so I chose a restaurant to work, including food and accommodation, and the salary is 2000 yuan for me.

For a person who just graduated without any financial resources, seriously.

This is a good job. In this way, I began to work. Although I am very tired every day, sometimes I am embarrassed when I meet a tricky guest. Sometimes when you are wronged, you go to the toilet and cry secretly, or even drink to make yourself feel better, so as to drown your sorrows. In this way, I persisted for several months and also had good friends and girlfriends. Since then, my life has been full of sunshine, happiness and fun.

Every holiday is doubly hard. Those of us who work in restaurants are most afraid of holidays and weekends, because we are really busy, but it is National Day. Others look forward to the stars and the moon, and finally look forward to a 7-day long vacation, where they can go out to travel, go shopping, take care of themselves, fall in love, get married and live a moist life. But we're in trouble, nobody! How can only a few people be busy? The supervisor is recruiting people everywhere, temporary workers, hourly workers and long-term workers. We also look forward to helping us.

After a while, no matter whether a person is caught or not, we'd better be mentally prepared and get through it ourselves! Just then he came, my boyfriend. I just missed his first meeting that morning. Ironically, he has been at work for a few days, and I ignored him. I haven't even met him, and I haven't said a word. It is strange that we are together.

After a bloody battle, we finally passed proudly. The holiday is over, we can relax, so excited. At noon, I suddenly found two more boys in our department, which is not bad. One of them is tall and thin, with long legs, wearing a white shirt, and his hair looks so sunny and handsome when it blows! Eyes are bright, skin is good, and I can't help making a fool of myself. There is also the feeling of a younger brother who looks quite young, because his face is covered with acne. "Are you new here these two months?" I asked Qingqing next to me. Qingqing is right! It's only been a day, don't you know? "I don't know who cares about those busy people." "One is Zhang Wave and the other is Xiao Yue."

Qing Qing told me. Thought: Zhang wave, you have several waves, you must be as the name suggests. This kind is the most annoying. I made up my mind never to talk to him. Assemble for work in the afternoon and stand bored. A few friends were talking and laughing together. He's coming. He came when he was in high school. That's the point. Everyone asks about his past. Those aunts and my friends are really bitches. I walked away silently, because I didn't want to know him at all, either before or now. I didn't expect that! Your name is in Paris. He asked. I turned to look at him instead of raising my eyes. My eyes are really good and sincere. The eyebrows are thick and look energetic, but the corners of the mouth are upturned, but they look so dry. This season, my skin is so dry that it is quite eye-catching with an authentic oval face. After careful measurement, I remembered what he asked and answered: Yes! What happened? I'm in pairs. He kept staring at me. I am embarrassed. My name is Zhang Lang. I know, I heard. At this time, he still kept staring at me, and I was depressed. Am I a monster? Why are you staring at me? "I think you have seen it before. We seem to know each other. " He said inexplicably. "I don't know, I haven't seen you." I also said inexplicably, thinking to myself: this kind of person is really speechless when he sees people, and it seems familiar. Have you seen him before? I've seen your whole family! I have a lot to scold him for.

Back in the dormitory, we talked about playing with friends. I'm not interested. No one is a good person. I've been thinking about it and talking about it. At this time, a person added me to WeChat and QQ at the same time. Strangely, I clicked on it. "Xu Jiusheng, who doesn't know this, didn't add it, decisively refused?" Hey, here we go again. I'm Zhang Lang. Oh, what a prodigal son! Colleagues agreed to forget it, but in this way, we fell into the whirlpool of love, unable to extricate ourselves, with laughter and sadness, as well as various tempering.

It is said that three women have a scene, and our four friends can't be together, and they are in full swing all day. At this time, I also chat with Lang, because he always chats with me at night, goes to work together during the day, has lunch and dinner together, and feels that every minute is together, except of course sleeping at night. However, we have been chatting and have been in hot water. However, we gradually learned that others are quite good, can write novels, and write well. People are also very gentle and beautiful. In this way, we work together, chat together, and gradually find that we are used to each other! I won't go to bed until after 0 o'clock when chatting tomorrow, but I have a good feeling in my heart, which is very beautiful. As time goes by, our relationship is getting better and better, getting closer and closer. We went out to eat hot pot, and he came, and so did abortion. Xiaoyue was next to me at that time, and he told me that he liked me. I laughed it off at the time. In my heart, abortion just gives my brother a feeling, and there is no feeling at all. Even I always believe that men are not good people. In this way, we drank wine and ate meat together. At this time, Bo sat opposite me, and I didn't say a word to him, because it seems that only chatting can speak freely. There is nothing to say when we meet, which may be related to personality. After abortion confessed, I was really embarrassed and didn't even want to see him, but there is nothing wrong with liking someone.

Come on a sudden autumn outing! Autumn is crisp this season, and the weather is neither cold nor hot, like my heart is not in a hurry, which is most suitable for autumn outing to relax. We are divided into several groups to climb the Phoenix Mountain and exercise in batches. We are all in high spirits and ready to go for an autumn outing. Ok, everyone is discussing how to play. I'm not in the mood. I hate climbing so tired. It is organized by the company. I still take an active part! He is very happy with Qingqing. I got up early in the morning to brush my teeth and wash my face. I went to the restaurant and set off with our foreman. The weather is so cool. I was shivering on the side of the road in a cowboy coat. At this time, I hope the sun shines, but the clouds are gathering and the wind is ruthless. My heart is so cold when I blow. Finally got on the bus, so soft. At the foot of the mountain, we took a group photo together and started climbing the mountain. Oh, my God! It is really painful to get up in the cold wind. Finally, after a long climb, we reached the top of the mountain. It's good to be polite, but something unexpected happened. It rained and we were in heavy rain. We ran away and couldn't win. We went to a farmhouse, ate and played cards, and when the rain stopped, it was not even four o'clock in the afternoon. It's so cold. Chatting with abortion, chatting with him, saying that I was cold, abortion said to pick me up, so moved, he followed. He looks like a prince in a white shirt, but he seems unhappy. At this time, Xiaoyue brought me a coat, and I put it on in a hurry, but it was still very cold. So we walked back, the rain gradually subsided, but the wind was still strong, and I really wanted to have a gentle hug. He walked very fast, Qingqing was in front of him, and Abortion and I were behind. Looking at his back and her back, I feel a little uncomfortable. At this time, I didn't know what was going on, so I pulled up abortion and walked side by side, because it was too cold! After crossing the bridge, we arrived at the dormitory. Back to the dormitory, I just got into bed and felt very comfortable. I don't want to go out anymore. I just want to lie down.

Good times are always so short, I still have to go to work. I always see Xiaoyue following me at work and telling me that he likes me. I am also very upset. What should I do? I don't like you! I can't bear to scold him. Maybe abortion didn't bother me, and she didn't talk to me from now on. He couldn't speak when he saw each other, and he was calm from then on.

But the waves and I are not calm, because we are as good as ever, as good as lovers, and I like this feeling very much. I slowly found that I seem to like him. I never dared to admit it, and he didn't say he liked me. In this way, we are still colleagues. I like to go to internet cafes all night, drink and play alone. He will go to the internet cafe to find me in the cold wind in the middle of the night and send me back to the dormitory. He will be there when I go for a drink, and he will follow me when I go to play with me. How happy this is. Although we are not together, although we are not lovers, it makes me feel happy. But when I saw him, I was blushing, heartbroken and nervous, which made me sure that I might like him. Is it love at first sight that is slowly growing? I dare not show it. Some time ago, he confessed: Shuang, I like you.

I didn't reply when I saw this, and I dare not reply. That's what I wanted to hear in my dream, but I was caught off guard when I really heard it, because I had no love experience at all, and I was even afraid that I was only his fifth ex-girlfriend because he was Lang. In this way, I dare not read his news and don't reply, and I seldom talk to him at work, because I don't want to have a love that starts and ends. What I want is a love that begins and ends. But there is no eternity in the world. However, he didn't give up, and he was still very kind to me. Every time he goes to the Internet cafe, he will come to me to sing and drink with me. This feeling is very good and I feel sorry for him. He didn't attend the dinner. Some people say that he went to play with his classmates, while others say that he went to see his girlfriend. He was upset, drank a lot of wine, and all WeChat QQ was deleted. He came back and waited for me downstairs in my dormitory, because my friend told him that I wouldn't go back to the dormitory, and he didn't go back, saying that he would wait downstairs for me to explain it to me, and I didn't take it seriously. It's too hot to lie in the quilt. I don't want to get up. Just then, a sister in the dormitory knocked at the door and said, "There is a man looking for you." "Who else to find me in the middle of the night? I went out to see him shivering, so pitiful, his mouth was white and he was shaking all the time. " I was so confused at that time, why did I do this? It made me feel sorry for him. "I have no girlfriend. I really went to play with my classmates. Trust me. " I believe you. I hugged him, because my heart melted at this moment, and I just wanted to be gentle with him. Because it was too cold, he let me go slowly and said to me, just believe it. I'm going back. You go to bed quickly, but I reluctantly let him go. Looking at his slim figure, I feel distressed. I hate myself for not trusting him so much. When my friend knew it, he also said that you should try it with him! It is not easy to meet, but it is even harder to fall in love. At this time, I immediately added QQ WeChat and looked at his circle of friends: It's good to be forgiven. I hope I won't catch a cold tomorrow I feel sad, too. I feel sorry for him. Don't catch a cold. Try it! Sent him a message "Let's be together!" But there was no reply. I was in a hurry and thought a lot, waiting to fall asleep. When he woke up the next day, he replied: Good morning, girlfriend! I'm so happy. I've never been so happy when I got up in the morning. My smile is so sweet and my heart is so beautiful. I feel very satisfied to see him at work.

Happiness just came so suddenly that we were together. It's incredible. At first, we had nothing to say together. All this is as unreal as a dream, which makes me look forward to it.

Seeing him every day makes me feel meaningful. Being with him is my most precious time. At noon, he cooks for me and washes the dishes for me. Even if he is tired, he will tell him jokes, take me back to the dormitory after work every night, and then gently kiss my forehead to say good night. I was so shy and blushed. I was embarrassed to run back to the dormitory and giggled for a long time. I talked with him until I didn't know how to talk.

Gradually, he also vowed more and more to kiss me when he saw me, not to let me go when he hugged me, and to say some sweet words to make me happy. If I am unhappy, he will be unhappy, too. If I am angry, he always makes me happy. Take me skating on holiday, hold my hand, although I wrestle, I feel very happy. Teach me to ride a bike, ride with me to see the beautiful scenery around, accompany me to eat my favorite snacks, take me back to your home to meet your parents, buy me beautiful skirts, clothes and potato chips, and we will eat an ice cream, a bowl of rice, listen to music and sleep together. Everything is so smooth, and it is only natural that everything is so smooth. Gradually, we are more and more inseparable from each other.

I didn't stay long. In a blink of an eye, we have been together for 295 days. I have always kept it in my heart, but you have lost your original feeling. For our future, we came to Chengdu, worked hard together, negotiated at home together, and worked hard in a strange city together, but it changed. You chose to be in one company with your friends, and I went to another company alone. At first, I really wanted to go home and be a stranger. Facing the reality, I really can't accept the pressure of going to work. I get lost after work. At noon, no one accompanies me to eat, no one looks for me, and I cry alone on the dark highway. I was cheated when I went out to play on holiday, and I kept saying that I would pick me up all the way. Where it hurts, just endure it all the time! I can't help it at this late hour. I won't tell you where it hurts now because it's a waste of saliva. Now that I am in Fuzhou, I thought you would be good to me. I didn't expect you to delete my QQ WeChat after a quarrel. Maybe you wanted to forget it with me then! But I don't want to, like you clearly said that I robbed your mobile phone to play games and you told me to get out! If I remember correctly, this is the third time I have been called out! It really doesn't matter what you love, but people are always cheap, and they always know how to cherish them when they lose them. You said you didn't want a girlfriend who did nothing but lose her temper. I wash your clothes, socks and underwear, and I want to share everything with you, but you don't want to listen. Playing games will really make you happy. Don't talk to me when playing games. When you are with friends, you will never remember that you want a girlfriend. I always walk behind alone. Only when I sleep at night will I think of hopelessness, so I like the night because I have your gentle arms. What am I, physically needed?

What has always supported me is memories. At that time, you were sincere and lovely, handsome and lovely, and the sun was shining. You always took care of me and made me feel tender, but now you are only heartbroken and hurt again and again.

We are going to part this summer, and I don't want to cry goodbye, because I still love you, but I miss you very much.

You were there, in my heart. I open my heart, waiting for you to live in my heart, and we will go out together. Waiting for the moment when the sun appears, the blue sky and white clouds are waiting for your hug and sigh to accompany me through this sad dream.