Marrying someone who doesn't love me is a gain and loss, and our marriage is just a torture.

I think this marriage is a joke because I married someone who doesn't love me. Since I don't want it, why should I agree to get married? If there were no unexpected children, we might never get married. When I first got married, I was content inside. I married the person I always liked. The joy can't be described in words, but gradually, there is only mutual torture between him and me.

My husband and I have known each other for more than ten years, been in love for three years (if we can call it love) and have been married for more than half a year. I married him in the name of Toyoko. It can be said that if I had no children in my stomach, there would be no marriage between me and him, and I finally married the person I love. My long-cherished wish has come true for many years, but I don't know whether it is joy or sadness. I am glad that he has finally become my man, but I don't know how long I can have him. I have no confidence in this marriage, and I'm not sure. I know he can leave me at any time, and he has the freedom, because I made an agreement with him on this issue before we got married?

I don't know how far this marriage can go! When I got married, I was ready for a divorce. Maybe someone will ask, why should I accept such a sad marriage? For nothing else, because I love him, but he has never loved me. To be exact, my relationship with him is wishful thinking; My marriage with him is purely about children, and it is not two of a kind between me and him.

However, I love him. I really love him. I fell in love with him when I was a little girl of fifteen or sixteen. My husband is three years older than me. We study in the same middle school. He is my senior. He is the kind of student who stands out in school, both in appearance and learning ability. Naturally, he became a male god in the eyes of many girls and was spoiled by the girls around him. I've had a crush on him almost blindly since I met him. In my eyes, he is so excellent and charming that I stop at the top of the mountain.